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that's me, jayem, kesh and HP. HP's a cool dad. as in!

i am such an insecure person and i cant explain why but im ok with it. at least i know im human that i have weaknesses and by this i have also accepted that i can never really make everybody happy. its just frustrating that some think their invincible but actually they're not. i can even say with full confidence that im better than you but i just dont want to hurt anybody's feelings. things that people say and do behind me has their way of reaching me. as in. maybe because i have so many friends who loves me. they're the one's who makes me aware and i thank them for that. im smart enough to know which are true and the one's that i should just ignore. amazing isnt it?



im too busy with office work that i havent finished writing my article. am being pressured to write a lenghtly and detailed article about something in the medical field that is too important a topic that if i mess it up might mean the end of my career. ok i think am overreacting. its just that the last forum i attended at annabel's is not as informative as i expected it to be and now i have to rely on google to get more info about pharma economics. i need to find a good resource to inspire me. the info thrown to us during the presscon is just too overwhelming it didnt really register that much...at least to me. oh i need a long vacation!!!



i want a new celfon phone but im not financially stable right now. anyone who wants to donate a celfon phone? hehehe gosh im soooo materialistic.

nuba i've so much to tell na naman. wala pa rin ang pictures sa batangas and baguio. kung gusto nyo makita yung mga nakita ko nun sa batangas, punta na lang kayo sa http://www1.jobsdb.com.ph/loi/kabayan/index.htm pero wag kayo maingay kasi temp lang ni carlo yan hehehe



this weekend, nde kami nag out of town pero we did something nice =) sumama kami ni bart sa mga officemate ko at nagpaka-macho mag wallclimbing sa power-up. it was nice! i never thought na kakayanin ng powers ko! i even did one of the inclined walls. astig! masakit lang sa braso pero ang sarap ng feeling. i do have semi fear of heights kaya super nasurprised ako sa mga pangyayari hehehe



ryan...on multiply.com, for some weird reason i couldnt log in to my account. ewan ko ba if im missing something but i did activate my account and everything. search for babyjenks ako yun. i heard din from bart that you're going to malayasia. anu ba!!! panay ang pasyal ng lolo ko! pag dating mo dito, ikaw naman irarampa namin =) outback tayo hahaha



on kaye, some bad news =( i was looking for her last week sa office tapos sinabi lang sa kin nun isang CSR that she's in the hospital. she didn't say why and told me to text kaye na lang. medyo bad vibes na ko dun eh. tapos hayun nga, when she texted me back sabi nya she just got out of the hospital. she was told na magrest for a week due to spotting. so she did. as in full bed rest. nun nga lang pagpunta nila ulit sa doctor for a check up, sabi ng doctor wala na daw heartbeat yung baby. na-sad ako. i know she wanted to have this baby na. i told her na lang na siguro nde pa talaga para sa kanila yun baby. maybe next time. so please pray for her speedy recovery. not only physically but emotionally as well...



hmmn...on other news, di ba bart is the admin supervisor for one of the buildings of our company? as in for almost 7 months now i believe he's been doing well. its so nice lang na nde lang ako nakapansin ng good performance nya =) he just got promoted as SITE MANAGER yes! as in he'll be heading the facilities and admin team for two buildings that our company occupies. bongga di ba? kakatuwa =) marlon kung mabababasa mo to, wag kaw ingay ha...kasi sikret pa hehe only me and two other people knows about this hayun lang. im so happy for him. yey!

pansin nyo super bihira ako magupdate? i've so much to tell kaso walang time. yeah believe it or not i am actually busy with work. naiiyak na ko minsan dahil ngarag.



the other week we went to san juan, batangas (still no picture!) and last saturday and sunday we were in baguio naman (wala rin akong pics pa. hintay ko pa from cliff). we went there saturday lunch time. kaming dalawa lang. pasalamat ko lang nde kami nag-aaway on the way kung nde, ang wirdo siguro na dadalawa na lang kami eh nde pa kami nag-uusap. it was raining hard in pangasinan but thankfully nagsurvive kami. papunta namin dun, nde pa kami sure like where we're gonna stay. may 3 option kami: kila cliff; isang officemate from sykes; and matulog sa daan sa loob ng sasakyan. pagdating na pagdating namin ng baguio, sa SM kami dumiretso hahaha as in. kasi si cliff nasa school pa and nde naman namin alam address ni bobby (from sykes). so we texted bobby and dun na lang kami nakitulog sa kanila kasi si cliffy nde namin mahagilap pa. ang lolo nagtatatawag ng 1am eh tulog na kaya kami nun. nga pala, wag na wag kayo pupunta ng baguio ng wala kayong dalang panlamig! potah. i went there with tshirts. as in no jacket or longsleeves shirt. it was tolerable but still malamig sya ha. anyhoo, paggising namin kinabukasan hayun sabak sa banyong malamig ang tubig! and nun ready na kami, sinugod na namin ang palengke at ukay-ukay ng baguio. grabe talaga. ang sarap magukay sa baguio. 5o pesos lang halos lahat. ang saya-saya. pumunta kami ng palengke para bumili ako ng broccoli at cauliflower na pasalubong sa tatay ko. bumili rin ako ng 12 roses para sa sarili ko. pathetic hahaha. bumili rin kami ng chocoflakes. the classic mikasa chocoflakes. bumili ako para sa bahay, si bobby bumili para sa ka-department nya, si bart bumili para sa chicks nya hahaha shet. ouch. joke! asan na ba ko? ah basta ang weird. masaya naman. nde na naman kami nagpaalam ni bart hahaha pag dating namin sa baguio i texted my mom and brother "andito lang kami ni bart sa SM. SM baguio" ang galing noh? si bart naman kinabukasan na nagtext. ako pa nga nagtext sa mom nya na "pauwi na ho kami". ang galing. super nakakapagod so nagpamasahe kami pagdating namin dito sa manila. ang sarap! kaya hayun...nde tuloy ako nakapasok kahapon. ang galing! natulog ako ng isang buong araw. hay life.

guess who's two months pregnant?



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si kaye syempre kasi sya yung may asawa noh! she texted me yesterday afternoon na hayun na nga. finally.



whats new? last sat evening we went to kabayan beach resort in san juan, batangas. actually biglaan lang yun. bart texted me friday evening that carlo (si loi ang lola mong nagmamaganda) invited us to join him/her. kasi he's commissioned to develop the resort's website. so go naman kami. we got there 12midnight na so super ngarag na kami. tapos half day lang naman kami nagstay coz carlo still has other engagements. kakanta pa kasi at maghohost sa isang kasal. feel nyo ang yaman na ni carlo? raket! ang dami ko sanang kwento kaso wala ako sa mood. ok naman yung beach and yung room na pinagstayan namin. ang highlight dun actually eh yung mga pawikan na nasa pond nila. before any of you reacts, nde sila hinuli or something. some of them were washed ashore and the others naman nahuhuli ng mga mangingisda sa lambat nila by accident so dinadala muna nila sa resort para maka-recover then people from DENR will go there to tag them. pag ok na, binabalik naman nila sa dagat. cool di ba? im still waiting for the pics. dami kasing raket ni carlo kaya nde pa nya naeemail sa kin. hayun.



sa mga may gusto ng pills, email nyo lang ako ha!