i am so looking forward to 2004. year of the monkey. my year. i just got off the phone with someone from sykes re papabitch's application as admin supervisor. he's got a pretty good chance of getting the job which means goodbye l&t and welcome sykes. im happy for him even if it means we wont be seeing each other that often since there's a possibility for him to go shifting. he wants out of l&t na kasi super ngarag na sya dun. i hope the offer is as good as what l&t gave him or even better.
many times i've mentioned here that 2003's not a good year for me. so many things happened and i hope to avoid them in the future. pero kahit na ganun, happy pa rin ako for 2003. masaya rin naman kahit papano. sana lahat tayo happy sa 2004 =) im looking forward to bing going home (hopefully) this year and more of mama shala's snail mail. i got a christmas card from her...as in snail mail type not through email. its more personalized that way. just the way she likes it! si ryan...sana ibigay na sakin celfone nya. i hope din na si richelle maging happy lagi, she deserves to be happy noh! bait sya eh =) johnpaul sana umuwi naman sya noh! sa lahat ng mga kaibigan ko...i wish you all a peaceful new year!!! let's drink to that!!!
28.12.03
wow long vacation but its still bitin. and of course andito na si ryan =) thanks for the astig sigg na pasalubong pero syempre mas gusto sana namin yung celfone mo or the camera =) iwan mo na yan dito!!!
simulan natin sa 24th...nagpunta kami ng greenhills to buy some things: computer table, lamp, cologne, shampoo (mane & tail yeah! hehehe), at kung anu-anong anik-anik na damit. yung noche buena eh nagaayos ng computer table hehehe pero ok lang masaya naman eh tapos si soda tumakbo palabas buti naabutan ko pa sa gate! loka yun e
25th nagmatakaw. kain lang ng kain and then papabitch and i decided to go to roxas blvd para sa tiangge kaso lang goodness ang lupit ng trapik dahil sa dami ng tao! spent an hour inside the car waiting and wondering kung san nanggaling yung ilang daang taong nakakalat sa luneta at kung saan pa sa roxas blvd. dumiretso sa the fort looking for more tiange's pero wa din. pasko. lahat sarado.
26th nagaayos ng PC. hayun lang. nood TV =)
27th dinala soda sa vet for her shots and grooming then we went to david's sa forbes para kami naman magpagroom hehehe nagpahairspa ako and medyo nasobrahan sa tagal yung steam pero ok lang. masarap and feeling ko ang ganda ko. then we went back to the vet to pick up soda. goodlooking little baby hehehe then off to the airport para sunduin ang number one hosto ng SG na si ryan hehehe dapat pala nagdala ako ng banner and sampaguita. ang landi! ang ganda ng camera nya! ang ganda ng celfone nya! bwiset sya ayaw iwan sa min!!! hayun....
28th kahapon...after hearing mass we went to star city!!! kasi may tiangge =) nagpaikot-ikot at malula-lula na ko sa gulo ng set-up ng star city noh! after mag-ikot tinapos ang gabi sa pagkain ng goto sa labas with matching inihaw na dinaing na pusit hehehe
simulan natin sa 24th...nagpunta kami ng greenhills to buy some things: computer table, lamp, cologne, shampoo (mane & tail yeah! hehehe), at kung anu-anong anik-anik na damit. yung noche buena eh nagaayos ng computer table hehehe pero ok lang masaya naman eh tapos si soda tumakbo palabas buti naabutan ko pa sa gate! loka yun e
25th nagmatakaw. kain lang ng kain and then papabitch and i decided to go to roxas blvd para sa tiangge kaso lang goodness ang lupit ng trapik dahil sa dami ng tao! spent an hour inside the car waiting and wondering kung san nanggaling yung ilang daang taong nakakalat sa luneta at kung saan pa sa roxas blvd. dumiretso sa the fort looking for more tiange's pero wa din. pasko. lahat sarado.
26th nagaayos ng PC. hayun lang. nood TV =)
27th dinala soda sa vet for her shots and grooming then we went to david's sa forbes para kami naman magpagroom hehehe nagpahairspa ako and medyo nasobrahan sa tagal yung steam pero ok lang. masarap and feeling ko ang ganda ko. then we went back to the vet to pick up soda. goodlooking little baby hehehe then off to the airport para sunduin ang number one hosto ng SG na si ryan hehehe dapat pala nagdala ako ng banner and sampaguita. ang landi! ang ganda ng camera nya! ang ganda ng celfone nya! bwiset sya ayaw iwan sa min!!! hayun....
28th kahapon...after hearing mass we went to star city!!! kasi may tiangge =) nagpaikot-ikot at malula-lula na ko sa gulo ng set-up ng star city noh! after mag-ikot tinapos ang gabi sa pagkain ng goto sa labas with matching inihaw na dinaing na pusit hehehe
21.12.03
christmas got me thinking of the stupid things i did this year. all the time i was asking myself is it worth it? i dunno. i cant seem to find the right answer. part of me says yes but the other says no. i guess its hard when you feel this way and you have nothing to back up the part of you that says "yes its all worth it". i need to find myself and hopefully next year ill be able to do that. i've always looked forward to the new year coz for me its an opportunity to correct all the wrong that i've done in the previous year. its like a second chance. had 22 of those and 2004 will be the 23rd. i guess i have to let go of some things, change my way of thinking, love myself more, and even let go of some people in my life. im worst like that. i want to be everybody's friend and try to please them all but if you're gonna think about it, they've done nothing for me and im worth nothing for them. pathetic. ekkk this is scary. its almost christmas and this is what i have in mind...
hmmn...last saturday bart and i went to roxas blvd to walk baby soda. im a proud mommy. she walked! usually, when you put her on leash she'll just sit unless you walk her with another dog or have her chase a cat. maybe she loved the environment and wanted to show off her cute little butt so she walked. she even made wiwi and poopoo (thanks bart for picking up the mess hehehe) she looked too damn small and pretty while walking along the brick road.
last night naman we were watching WWE when all of a sudden bart wanted to eat ice cream. it was late but of course he needed his ice cream. we went to 7-11 which btw should change "convenience store" to "inconvenience store" we went to three 7-11 (walking ha!) just to satisfy our craving for hotdogs and ice cream. why? coz they dont have a fucking change for 1000. we looked so funny walking along maceda and blumentritt and i was practically running coz bart was walking too fast! he ate icecream while walking (sarap ng usok) hehehe so that was my weekend. how bout yours?
hmmn...last saturday bart and i went to roxas blvd to walk baby soda. im a proud mommy. she walked! usually, when you put her on leash she'll just sit unless you walk her with another dog or have her chase a cat. maybe she loved the environment and wanted to show off her cute little butt so she walked. she even made wiwi and poopoo (thanks bart for picking up the mess hehehe) she looked too damn small and pretty while walking along the brick road.
last night naman we were watching WWE when all of a sudden bart wanted to eat ice cream. it was late but of course he needed his ice cream. we went to 7-11 which btw should change "convenience store" to "inconvenience store" we went to three 7-11 (walking ha!) just to satisfy our craving for hotdogs and ice cream. why? coz they dont have a fucking change for 1000. we looked so funny walking along maceda and blumentritt and i was practically running coz bart was walking too fast! he ate icecream while walking (sarap ng usok) hehehe so that was my weekend. how bout yours?
19.12.03
16.12.03
somebody calls you in the morning to wake you up (or pwede ring ikaw tumatawag sa kanya to tell her na gising na sunduin kita dyan). to make sure you're not late for work. you go to work together. you eat breakfast together. ang sweet. nakakakilabot. nagtetelebabad kahit celfone ang gamit para lang marinig boses mo. kakakilabot talaga.
15.12.03
"It's hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of."
got this from friendster
they say that loving someone is the greatest and the hardest feeling of all time... what do you do in situations like these...
1. pano kung mahal mo pero di ka mahal? siguro sa una medyo titiisin pa pero pag wala na talaga, goodbye na siguro. it's hard enough trying to make a relationship work, dagdag hirap pa kung pipilitin mo o tuturuang mahalin ka ng isang tao. minsan lang its hard to let go...but really...you have to let it go.
2. mahal ka pero di mo mahal? sa umpisa pa lang dapat sinabi na
3. mahal nyo ang isa't isa pero hindi pwede? bakit?
4. pwede pero pinatatagal pa? bakit?
5. pwede pero maraming ayaw? i dont really care what others have to say for as long as he makes me happy and that he loves me. pero kung ayaw nya rin sa kin (which may be the reason why others do not want him for me) wag na rin siguro. ayoko kasing pinipilit ang sarili ko sa isang tao
6. pwede pero nagpapakiramdaman pa? nye!
7. friends naman na pwedeng more than friends? i dunno...sana friends na lang kami. mas swerte kasi ang mga kaibigan nde ipinagpapalit kahit na bagong kilala mo lang pero yung naging karelasyon mo...wala kang hawak. baliktad pero ganun eh.
8. kunwari pihikan pero hindi? nde ako pihikan. for as long as that person makes me happy mamahalin ko sya pero pag sobrang one way na yung relationship...goodbye na
9. kayo pero pinagpalit ka sa iba? madalas kong sabihin "if you find yourself falling for someone else, sabihin mo lang...i'll let you go." again, ayokong pinagpipilitan sarili ko sa isang tao. sabihin na nya sa kin ng harapan. wag nyang iparamdam. nde naman ako dyosang kagandahan para magmalaki...i'd like to be happy rin noh.
10. kayo na nga inaagaw pa ng iba? goodluck sa inyo.
11. hanggang dreams mo na lang talaga siya? i find it weird kung ako gagawa ng paraan para maging kami
12. or friends lang tlga dapat kahit mahal mo? z sa tingin ko nga dapat friends na lang. mahirap magmahal ng isang taong nde ka kayang mahalin. sobrang sakit. sobrang hirap. ayoko nung ganitong feeling.
13. madami pang iba... san ka ba dito? marami syang iba? ay i know this yun pag kami magkasama kami, pero para sa mgakaibigan nya at ibang tao pa...wala syang girlfriend. masakit. ikinahihiya ako eh. walang magagawa dun. kung ganun gusto nya, hanap na sya ng iba. someone he can be proud of. yung maipapakilala nya sa mga kaibigan nya na girlfriend nya. yung nde nya ikakahiya. i cant be happy in this kid of relationship. i deserve to be happy rin noh.
14. nagsisinungaling sayo na nakikipagusap pa siya sa ex niya? im not the type who gets even by talking with my ex also. nde ko gawain na ako yung sisira ng relationship. kung wala syang "closure" kung nde nya kayang i-let go yung feelings nya for his ex, goodbye na muna. he needs to grow up. he obviously cannot love me kasi may ibang laman yung puso nya. maybe if he finds someone worthy of his love saka lang sya magkakaron ng closure. eh kung nde ako yun...sorry na lang. kinda pathetic but this one is true
15. nahuli mo na nakikipagbalikan siya sa ex niya habang kayo? goodbye.
16. nahuli mong nakikipaglandian sa iba i know the line that one should draw between friends and flings. if he continue to be like that with some girls and use the excuse that it's them who's going after him...i dunno. i have my limitations why cant he do the same?
got this from friendster
they say that loving someone is the greatest and the hardest feeling of all time... what do you do in situations like these...
1. pano kung mahal mo pero di ka mahal? siguro sa una medyo titiisin pa pero pag wala na talaga, goodbye na siguro. it's hard enough trying to make a relationship work, dagdag hirap pa kung pipilitin mo o tuturuang mahalin ka ng isang tao. minsan lang its hard to let go...but really...you have to let it go.
2. mahal ka pero di mo mahal? sa umpisa pa lang dapat sinabi na
3. mahal nyo ang isa't isa pero hindi pwede? bakit?
4. pwede pero pinatatagal pa? bakit?
5. pwede pero maraming ayaw? i dont really care what others have to say for as long as he makes me happy and that he loves me. pero kung ayaw nya rin sa kin (which may be the reason why others do not want him for me) wag na rin siguro. ayoko kasing pinipilit ang sarili ko sa isang tao
6. pwede pero nagpapakiramdaman pa? nye!
7. friends naman na pwedeng more than friends? i dunno...sana friends na lang kami. mas swerte kasi ang mga kaibigan nde ipinagpapalit kahit na bagong kilala mo lang pero yung naging karelasyon mo...wala kang hawak. baliktad pero ganun eh.
8. kunwari pihikan pero hindi? nde ako pihikan. for as long as that person makes me happy mamahalin ko sya pero pag sobrang one way na yung relationship...goodbye na
9. kayo pero pinagpalit ka sa iba? madalas kong sabihin "if you find yourself falling for someone else, sabihin mo lang...i'll let you go." again, ayokong pinagpipilitan sarili ko sa isang tao. sabihin na nya sa kin ng harapan. wag nyang iparamdam. nde naman ako dyosang kagandahan para magmalaki...i'd like to be happy rin noh.
10. kayo na nga inaagaw pa ng iba? goodluck sa inyo.
11. hanggang dreams mo na lang talaga siya? i find it weird kung ako gagawa ng paraan para maging kami
12. or friends lang tlga dapat kahit mahal mo? z sa tingin ko nga dapat friends na lang. mahirap magmahal ng isang taong nde ka kayang mahalin. sobrang sakit. sobrang hirap. ayoko nung ganitong feeling.
13. madami pang iba... san ka ba dito? marami syang iba? ay i know this yun pag kami magkasama kami, pero para sa mgakaibigan nya at ibang tao pa...wala syang girlfriend. masakit. ikinahihiya ako eh. walang magagawa dun. kung ganun gusto nya, hanap na sya ng iba. someone he can be proud of. yung maipapakilala nya sa mga kaibigan nya na girlfriend nya. yung nde nya ikakahiya. i cant be happy in this kid of relationship. i deserve to be happy rin noh.
14. nagsisinungaling sayo na nakikipagusap pa siya sa ex niya? im not the type who gets even by talking with my ex also. nde ko gawain na ako yung sisira ng relationship. kung wala syang "closure" kung nde nya kayang i-let go yung feelings nya for his ex, goodbye na muna. he needs to grow up. he obviously cannot love me kasi may ibang laman yung puso nya. maybe if he finds someone worthy of his love saka lang sya magkakaron ng closure. eh kung nde ako yun...sorry na lang. kinda pathetic but this one is true
15. nahuli mo na nakikipagbalikan siya sa ex niya habang kayo? goodbye.
16. nahuli mong nakikipaglandian sa iba i know the line that one should draw between friends and flings. if he continue to be like that with some girls and use the excuse that it's them who's going after him...i dunno. i have my limitations why cant he do the same?
14.12.03
11.12.03
we went to pier one in front of the world trade center last night. astig! i love the lights. boom na boom looks so nice at night and the laterns as well (they have this display chuva somewhere in roxas) basta its all soooo pretty. and of course pictures. we have lots actually but this is my favorite =) of cheche and me...
and OHMYGAWD i saw cristel (a highschool friend hehehe) in friendster. well actually she saw me first. she's married na pala and may kid na and they're based in the the US. she's the younger sister of our batchmate but she's more closer to me than her sis. we go waaay back. we were through some cutie things and waaahhh basta. she's a very very very good friend nung highschool. i miss her letters and i remember when i lost my wallet (so many years ago with my christmas money in it) sya yung kinontact nung nakapulot. her number kasi yung nakalagay sa ID ko. kulit noh. sobrang daming memories. kahit nde magkasundo batch namin (back in highschool labanan kasi lagi by batch) and kahit na laging magkalaban groups namin sa dance, close pa rin sya sa kin =) she's still the same pretty (pero super bitchy minsan hahaha she always corrects grammars and pronounciations lokah noh) cristel na kilala ko nung highschool. look oh...
and OHMYGAWD i saw cristel (a highschool friend hehehe) in friendster. well actually she saw me first. she's married na pala and may kid na and they're based in the the US. she's the younger sister of our batchmate but she's more closer to me than her sis. we go waaay back. we were through some cutie things and waaahhh basta. she's a very very very good friend nung highschool. i miss her letters and i remember when i lost my wallet (so many years ago with my christmas money in it) sya yung kinontact nung nakapulot. her number kasi yung nakalagay sa ID ko. kulit noh. sobrang daming memories. kahit nde magkasundo batch namin (back in highschool labanan kasi lagi by batch) and kahit na laging magkalaban groups namin sa dance, close pa rin sya sa kin =) she's still the same pretty (pero super bitchy minsan hahaha she always corrects grammars and pronounciations lokah noh) cristel na kilala ko nung highschool. look oh...
10.12.03
can i again say jologs, cheap, pathetic, loser? ok...im happy now. i sooo want to sleep. i just had breakfast = chicken kariman, ice tea, cup noodles, and dougnuts. and now i feel so sleepy. we're going to pier 1 later (the one in roxas blvd, i think) for our companys christmas dinner. corny kami eh. we dont have a party so instead we'll just have dinner and drown ourselves with beer. i want san mig strong ice. i want to get drunk. as in super drunk. i miss the felling eh. i also want to be happy (now where did that come from?) i dont feel so good during christmas. im ever so happy for this day kasi its the birth our jesus but its been years since i last had a really merry christmas. waaahhh i guess its because nobody loves me =( oh well...
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im thinking of putting up a support group. forum style mala-dear ate helen style of support group. similar to what mama shala wants but here, i'll get friends who will be part of the support group and together we'll help the population problem of this country by suggesting suicide as the only solution to all problems. comfort in the strangeness...
am i a bad person? honestly now, am i? ignore the previous post. am i a bad person?
am i a bad person? honestly now, am i? ignore the previous post. am i a bad person?
9.12.03
8.12.03
can i just say jologs, cheap, pathetic and over-bitch? now there...
i found my gradeschool bestfriend mayan in friendster =) i soooo missed her. we used to be inserparable then but she, together with our other buddy grace, transfered to spqc for high school. last time i saw her was at her fathers wake which was like 5 or 6 years ago. she's now very happy with her honey joel and is taking care of her sibllings.
i found my gradeschool bestfriend mayan in friendster =) i soooo missed her. we used to be inserparable then but she, together with our other buddy grace, transfered to spqc for high school. last time i saw her was at her fathers wake which was like 5 or 6 years ago. she's now very happy with her honey joel and is taking care of her sibllings.
7.12.03
ok papabitch's back =) hayun...gwapo pa rin hehehe i was watching meteor garden II nung weekend and can i just say that vic is so gwapo in meteor garden II? as in. and please i dont wanna hear comments on how cheap i am for actually watching this tv show? i am young so i am still entitled to some fixation (e.g. f4, dolphins, little gifts, etc.) is it me or conyo lang talaga at ayaw magpaka-masa nung iba? i dunno, being different is cool (at least for me huh) pero it's uncool when you put down other people. except na lang if you're f4 pwede kayong mang-away hahaha oh my gawd am i actually saying this? let's just say na yung barkada namin sa dominican eh parang f4 before hahaha wala lang...funny...ang gulo ko walang sense ang sinasabi ko.
4.12.03
makwento ko lang, yung barkada kong si marlon kapitbahay nya dati si piolo pascual. nililibre pa nga sya lagi sa jeep nun. tapos, ex ni piolo yung schoolmate namin nung highschool. nakakatuwa lang hehehe napagkwentuhan lang namin ng mga barkada ko last week. kakatuwa lang. payat pa si piolo nun kaya siguro nde ko sya napapansin kila marlon before HAHAHA pero honestly, nde ako nagwagwapuhan sa kanya. ewan ko...basta minsan gwapo sya minsan nde. labo.
2.12.03
27.11.03
i went out with my girlfriends hershey and liz last night. timing lang. off nila both. liz (hrm grad sya) works for UCC as i forgot na basta sya yung nakakaalam nung mga secret ingridients nung food dun eh yung barkada naming isa owns mocha blends naman hehehe sabi namin dun na lang sya tapos sabihin yung mga secrets ng UCC hahaha
we had dinner and coffee kakaaliw. the usual nanlalait na naman kami ng mga nakikita namin sa paligid habang pinagtsitsismisan kung sinu-sino. kung magsalita kami akala mo mga taga-showbiz! puro artista talks. wala lang kakaaliw.
we had dinner and coffee kakaaliw. the usual nanlalait na naman kami ng mga nakikita namin sa paligid habang pinagtsitsismisan kung sinu-sino. kung magsalita kami akala mo mga taga-showbiz! puro artista talks. wala lang kakaaliw.
i feel so sleepy. and bored. and sooo hungry...no lunch for me yet. nde ko feel well actually nirereserve ko sana for dinner later. i went to work early today, well since monday actually, so i can leave early and be somewhere but now i feel so sleepy. nothing to do which explains this third post for the day.
im supposed to be doing bing and shala's blog but i need to be inspired muna para lumabas yung kokonting cretive juices ko. pramis mga lola next week tapos na iyown pero wag magrereklamo kapag puro picture ko ha?
ok...i'll go hang myself now!
im supposed to be doing bing and shala's blog but i need to be inspired muna para lumabas yung kokonting cretive juices ko. pramis mga lola next week tapos na iyown pero wag magrereklamo kapag puro picture ko ha?
ok...i'll go hang myself now!
26.11.03
trueness. fpj declared that he's running for president come election of 2004. i really dont know what to say bukod sa nananawagan na ko sa mga kaibigan ko sa ibang bansa ampunin nyo na ko! wala naman ng reason para mag-stay pa ko dito sa pilipinas! mas gusto ko ng umalis dito. i dont think that i'll miss a lot kaya kunin nyo na ko ok fine...
again, i find myself evaluating the things that i've done. i dunno. 2003's not a good year to me. daming naging problema but im still thankful that i was able to get thru them. close to losing my sanity buti na lang may blog and of course god who's been guiding me kahit na most of the time nakakalimot ako! sana mas ok ang 2004...
again, i find myself evaluating the things that i've done. i dunno. 2003's not a good year to me. daming naging problema but im still thankful that i was able to get thru them. close to losing my sanity buti na lang may blog and of course god who's been guiding me kahit na most of the time nakakalimot ako! sana mas ok ang 2004...
23.11.03
according to my friend hershey:
"I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and mental stimulation. I don't need a simple minded man. I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection spiritually because I don't need to be unequally yoked...believers mixed with unbelievers is a recipe for disaster. I need a man who is striving for perfection financially because I don't need a financial burden. I am looking for someone who is sensitive enough to understand what I go through as a woman but strong enough to keep me grounded. I am looking for someone who I can respect. In order to be submissive, I must respect him. I cannot be submissive to a man who isn't taking care of his business. I have no problem being submissive...he just has to be worthy. God made woman to be a help mate for man. I can't help a man if he can't help himself. Now, am i asking a lot??? Beacause I'M WORTH A LOT!"
nice noh? but she forgot to mention that the guy should respect her, love her for who she is, and be loyal. truth is...she's looking for a tall, chubby, semi-kalbo/kalbo guy with a nice car and lots of money!
"I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and mental stimulation. I don't need a simple minded man. I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection spiritually because I don't need to be unequally yoked...believers mixed with unbelievers is a recipe for disaster. I need a man who is striving for perfection financially because I don't need a financial burden. I am looking for someone who is sensitive enough to understand what I go through as a woman but strong enough to keep me grounded. I am looking for someone who I can respect. In order to be submissive, I must respect him. I cannot be submissive to a man who isn't taking care of his business. I have no problem being submissive...he just has to be worthy. God made woman to be a help mate for man. I can't help a man if he can't help himself. Now, am i asking a lot??? Beacause I'M WORTH A LOT!"
nice noh? but she forgot to mention that the guy should respect her, love her for who she is, and be loyal. truth is...she's looking for a tall, chubby, semi-kalbo/kalbo guy with a nice car and lots of money!
21.11.03
X...sobrang pressure! when you say updates, you mean tsismis noh? nothing new. i havent spoken to my assets na mga kapuso hehehe kinda busy here in the office. maybe next week i'll have more chikas and more time to post 'em. kasi kung pipilitin ko magpost now...puro ikinaiinis ko lang maririnig nyo. heto mga officemates ko nangangarir ng mga babae sa chat. tapos sasabihin nila weird ko that i have friends sa forum na pinupuntahan ko. eh my gulay...walang pinagkaiba yun noh! sila nga, nagsasabi pa ng "hey ctc?" hay life...naku si ryan tinatamaan! HAHAHA chatters pala eh!
19.11.03
im not so sure who else reads this blog but hey i dont care hehehe pero just in case...wag kayong maingay please! i was talking to jorem awhile ago. he told me erwin and paul will soon join him, macky, and vincent (and mon of course) sa GMA. shet. mga anak ng diyos. taena nde na dapat ako nagpakipot kay mon last year nung maka-chat ko sya. oh well. life. opportunities. tanga ko talaga ever. sabi rin ni junji sa kin na aalis na rin sya ng edsamail. goodness...wala na, goodbye na talaga edsamail.
ei i just wanna add lang. if you guys watched the news yung chinese na nakidnapp and napatay, just this week...my gulay kakakaba. she works for coca cola export inc (where my friend jacky works) and dito yun sa building namin. nakakakilabot lang talaga ng sobra. nakakatakot talaga dito sa pilipinas. napatay sya kasi naubusan ng dugo due to gun shot wounds on her legs. the family was ready to give the 10 M (mygawd!) ransom but they were a little too late. sabi nga ni jacky, nde sila halos nakapagtrabaho yesterday kasi shocked lahat. monday she was missing and they found her RAV 4 somewhere in manila-qc area and may mga tama ng baril then the following day, her body was found somewhere in parañaque. sad lang kasi jacky told us that she's a nice person. she's only 32 my goodness. she supports some NGO's and orphanage. bakit ganun, kung sino pa yung may ginagawang may kabuluhan eh sa kanila pa nangyayari yung ganitong bagay? sad talaga. nde man natin sya kilala, let's all pray for her soul and sana mahuli yung mga kidnappers.
ei i just wanna add lang. if you guys watched the news yung chinese na nakidnapp and napatay, just this week...my gulay kakakaba. she works for coca cola export inc (where my friend jacky works) and dito yun sa building namin. nakakakilabot lang talaga ng sobra. nakakatakot talaga dito sa pilipinas. napatay sya kasi naubusan ng dugo due to gun shot wounds on her legs. the family was ready to give the 10 M (mygawd!) ransom but they were a little too late. sabi nga ni jacky, nde sila halos nakapagtrabaho yesterday kasi shocked lahat. monday she was missing and they found her RAV 4 somewhere in manila-qc area and may mga tama ng baril then the following day, her body was found somewhere in parañaque. sad lang kasi jacky told us that she's a nice person. she's only 32 my goodness. she supports some NGO's and orphanage. bakit ganun, kung sino pa yung may ginagawang may kabuluhan eh sa kanila pa nangyayari yung ganitong bagay? sad talaga. nde man natin sya kilala, let's all pray for her soul and sana mahuli yung mga kidnappers.
17.11.03
13.11.03
emma posted this on her blog two weeks ago. now ko lang nabasa. sad lang...
i guess the problem is not in the concept of love, but in the variability of that feeling deserved by each person. i always thought that degree is dependent on circumstance. probably it isnt.
some people deserve the travel from far north to parañaque on foot. some people deserve four dozens of roses on an ordinary day.
i dont even deserve a small sacrifice on the one day i resolved to celebrate for the first time -- halloween.
and you ask why my self-esteem is on an all-time low.
im not part of the population that deserves being cheated on or being used.
probably i was too easy to get. probably i have been too convenient. probably i have been too lenient.
i dont know.
probably it would have been different if i were to have the same intellect, smarts, and wit as i have right now...only born mestiza, tall, thin, and pristine with considerable cup size.
but i was not.
and it hurts to think i deserve something i dont, however minimal, given my current state.
at least i have friends who remind me that i could still brightly light up a room with just a smile.
# posted by emma : 6:28 PM
i guess the problem is not in the concept of love, but in the variability of that feeling deserved by each person. i always thought that degree is dependent on circumstance. probably it isnt.
some people deserve the travel from far north to parañaque on foot. some people deserve four dozens of roses on an ordinary day.
i dont even deserve a small sacrifice on the one day i resolved to celebrate for the first time -- halloween.
and you ask why my self-esteem is on an all-time low.
im not part of the population that deserves being cheated on or being used.
probably i was too easy to get. probably i have been too convenient. probably i have been too lenient.
i dont know.
probably it would have been different if i were to have the same intellect, smarts, and wit as i have right now...only born mestiza, tall, thin, and pristine with considerable cup size.
but i was not.
and it hurts to think i deserve something i dont, however minimal, given my current state.
at least i have friends who remind me that i could still brightly light up a room with just a smile.
# posted by emma : 6:28 PM
man im hungry i can eat anything you put in front of me!!! finally blogger's up and running...im so happy. staying here in the office is definitely worth it! i was able to do two-days worth of work and got to talk to some of my friends (kathy, rhecel, and penny) kathy's ever so busy so it's a treat whenever i get to talk to her. rhecel's in a different timezone. yeah sure she's here in the country but goes to work at 9pm so i don't really get to talk to her that much and goodness it's been months since we last talked and more than a year since i last saw her. penny's in south carolina...ayun iniiwan panandali ang mga students nya para makipagchikahan and the pamatay topic "anak at pag-aasawa"
must be the weather hehehe but she's really serious that she wants to have a baby na. kahit nga daw walang asawa eh. milagro? kakaiba. she's 25 and nagpapanic. i dunno. nde ko alam. magulo. lahat naman ata dumadating sa panic stage lalo na pag nawalan/walang boyfriend/girlfriend. kakaiba. kakatakot. in god's time. something you have to pray for...
maiba ako...dito sa office namin...puro techsupport and writers (technical, creative, marketing) at may isang kakaibang naligaw. isang physics-ce grad ng ateneo. he's really good! hired as a technical writer kasi he's fluent in chinese eh mga taiwanese boss namin...it's an advantage here if you know how to speak their language. we have three people here na pure chinese...minsan feeling ko nanonood ako ng chinese movies lalo na pag andito yung ibang boss namin. anyway...ang lolo mo na-bored ata ayun...single-handedly (tama ba term?) developing our payroll system that he's incorporating with our time record manager (as in login-logout system). kakaiba! idol! ewan ko bat nagtitiis dito. he's really good...WISH KO AKO DIN they actually gave me a project and gave me a week to review programming and study PHP. ano sila baliw? im supposed to help put up our internal knowledge-base. kaloka! hanggan GUI lang ako HAHAHA but hell i miss programming...
eeekkk it's past 10pm gotta go!!!
must be the weather hehehe but she's really serious that she wants to have a baby na. kahit nga daw walang asawa eh. milagro? kakaiba. she's 25 and nagpapanic. i dunno. nde ko alam. magulo. lahat naman ata dumadating sa panic stage lalo na pag nawalan/walang boyfriend/girlfriend. kakaiba. kakatakot. in god's time. something you have to pray for...
maiba ako...dito sa office namin...puro techsupport and writers (technical, creative, marketing) at may isang kakaibang naligaw. isang physics-ce grad ng ateneo. he's really good! hired as a technical writer kasi he's fluent in chinese eh mga taiwanese boss namin...it's an advantage here if you know how to speak their language. we have three people here na pure chinese...minsan feeling ko nanonood ako ng chinese movies lalo na pag andito yung ibang boss namin. anyway...ang lolo mo na-bored ata ayun...single-handedly (tama ba term?) developing our payroll system that he's incorporating with our time record manager (as in login-logout system). kakaiba! idol! ewan ko bat nagtitiis dito. he's really good...WISH KO AKO DIN they actually gave me a project and gave me a week to review programming and study PHP. ano sila baliw? im supposed to help put up our internal knowledge-base. kaloka! hanggan GUI lang ako HAHAHA but hell i miss programming...
eeekkk it's past 10pm gotta go!!!
12.11.03
hay naku ryan just go to www.manilatonight.com...seek and you shall find. i dont mean to be off-ish on this, pero nakakainis naman mga lalaki na naghahanap ng mga part-time-lover lalu na kung committed sila. nakakainsulto. eh kung nde sila happy and satisfied with their partners, eh di iwanan na nila and maghanap ng iba. unfair naman kasi na nde mo naman pala kayang maging happy kasama sya tapos sya naman trying her best to make you happy to the extent na sya nde na pala masaya. medyo traumatic pa pag nahuli kayo.
maiba naman ako...im contemplating on getting a new haircut as in something new and short. i dunno. naku hair wag magtampo!!! anyway, may inooffer naman sa kin sis-n-law ko eh, name ng shampoo mane and tail and tama as in tail buntot and pag tinignan mo yung shampoo, yung picture sa harap eh mga kabayo hahaha kasi shapoo for horses naman talaga sya hahaha at the back directions for use nakalagay dalawa: for humans and for animals. kakatawa as in pero it's guaranteed to make your hair grow faster than usual. im gonna try it and baka before the year ends eh hanggang waist na hair ko hehehe wishing!!! hayun lang...
i so want to watch a gig of parokya ni edgar. wala lang. namimiss ko na si chito-baby. love ko yun eh.
maiba naman ako...im contemplating on getting a new haircut as in something new and short. i dunno. naku hair wag magtampo!!! anyway, may inooffer naman sa kin sis-n-law ko eh, name ng shampoo mane and tail and tama as in tail buntot and pag tinignan mo yung shampoo, yung picture sa harap eh mga kabayo hahaha kasi shapoo for horses naman talaga sya hahaha at the back directions for use nakalagay dalawa: for humans and for animals. kakatawa as in pero it's guaranteed to make your hair grow faster than usual. im gonna try it and baka before the year ends eh hanggang waist na hair ko hehehe wishing!!! hayun lang...
i so want to watch a gig of parokya ni edgar. wala lang. namimiss ko na si chito-baby. love ko yun eh.
11.11.03
was showing some "action pics" to my officemates (courtesy of MTC) and oohh boy pare-pareho sila ng reaction. they too want some action. i've never met a guy who'd say no to a free ride. most of the time nga they'd pay pa just to be entertained. kawawang mga gf at asawa. naku kung ako yun, wala. patay patay na. siguro lang kasi mga lalaki mas vocal sa intentions nila unlike girls na mahiyain pero they too have this kind of hunger (funny use of words). wala lang. nakwento ko lang.
10.11.03
You've got so much going on right now. You have a lot of things in common. Imagine what you can share for tomorrow. You still have a lot of things ahead of you. Learn about each other together. You come to love not by finding a perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. And besides, nobody is perfect.
When you truly love someone you don't look for faults. You don't look for answers. You don't look for mistakes. Instead you fight for the mistakes, you accept the faults and you overlook excuses. If you truly love someone, you just don't bail out on the other person because there is something wrong with her. You'll know that it's true love you are having if you are still willing to love that person despite of his or her flaws or infirmities.
The reason you met each other may be of destiny. But if destiny will suggest that you'll live without her, then why live not by destiny but of free will?
When you truly love someone you don't look for faults. You don't look for answers. You don't look for mistakes. Instead you fight for the mistakes, you accept the faults and you overlook excuses. If you truly love someone, you just don't bail out on the other person because there is something wrong with her. You'll know that it's true love you are having if you are still willing to love that person despite of his or her flaws or infirmities.
The reason you met each other may be of destiny. But if destiny will suggest that you'll live without her, then why live not by destiny but of free will?
i resent having said that i wanted to sleep awhile ago. there's so much to do but i cant do anything coz our intranet is not working. com'on taiwan i need a miracle! well at least i have time to visit friends' blogs but i really really need access to our intranet right now! me wants to cry =( i got a weird testimonial from someone. i added him as a friend (and his girlfriend too) pero we're not really close. ta's binigyan nya ko ng testimonial. ayoko naman sya ma-offend so ni-approve ko. wala lang. gusto ko lang makwento. WA PA RIN INTRANET!!!
i think pidopilya si X...hehehe
and thanks yuri...stupid ko talaga hahaha
i think pidopilya si X...hehehe
and thanks yuri...stupid ko talaga hahaha
9.11.03
soda's with papabitch na and mukang at home ang magandang aso sa aircon. sarap ng tulog nya and mas maganda sya pag-gising =P yun lang magigising-gising ka if she needs to go out and do the "thing" pero at least not inside the room di ba? wala akong makwento. nakakainis. ang corny. daming gagawin dito sa office buti na lang absent boss namin. pwedeng matulog muna sandali and later na lang hahataw sa work. oh well
and panalo ginebra last night!
and panalo ginebra last night!
6.11.03
i didnt go to work yesterday and spent the whole day with papabitch instead. the night before, we went to punchline to watch some badings and (ohmygawd) the masculados. ang lufet ng mga singer-more-of-macho-dancers na mga itow! for those of you who are not in the country, malamang you haven't heard of them so try google and you'll see what i mean. anyway basta ganun!
and we watched "matrix revolutions" yesterday. namatay si trinity. sorry sa mga nde pa nakakapanood *evil laughter* pamatay sa effects but im a bit disappointed with the story. it may be because they've revealed so much in reloaded wala ng natira for the 3rd part of the movie. gwapo pa rin si neo. medyo yung ending is not that clear to me. kasi parang pinatay na rin si neo. sorry again *evil laughter* parang gusto pa nila lagyan ng part 4 yung movie. for me, they should've left it at 1 na lang. they should've not made reloaded and revolutions. basta. watch it and meron ng shrek 2!!! happy!!!
ei ryan...go find me a cute pic of a dolphin that i can use for my blog.
and we watched "matrix revolutions" yesterday. namatay si trinity. sorry sa mga nde pa nakakapanood *evil laughter* pamatay sa effects but im a bit disappointed with the story. it may be because they've revealed so much in reloaded wala ng natira for the 3rd part of the movie. gwapo pa rin si neo. medyo yung ending is not that clear to me. kasi parang pinatay na rin si neo. sorry again *evil laughter* parang gusto pa nila lagyan ng part 4 yung movie. for me, they should've left it at 1 na lang. they should've not made reloaded and revolutions. basta. watch it and meron ng shrek 2!!! happy!!!
ei ryan...go find me a cute pic of a dolphin that i can use for my blog.
4.11.03
Strained maneouvres, keeping silent score
In this invisible war
Every day I seem to lose you more
Both wishing it was like before
In this invisible war
Talk about a fine line between love and hate
We've lost more than our direction of late
Talk about a fine line between lovers and friends
We've never been lovers and now we're not even friends
Want to go away I still love you
Got to go away I always love you
Got to be away Time heals all wounds
In this invisible war
Every day I seem to lose you more
Both wishing it was like before
In this invisible war
Talk about a fine line between love and hate
We've lost more than our direction of late
Talk about a fine line between lovers and friends
We've never been lovers and now we're not even friends
Want to go away I still love you
Got to go away I always love you
Got to be away Time heals all wounds
3.11.03
As I've Matured...
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.
I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets.
I've learned that no matter how much I care,
some people are just jackasses.
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust,
and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.
I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed.
I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others
- they are more screwed up than you think.
I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.
I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off.
I've learned that you can keep vomiting
long after you think you're finished.
I've learned to not sweat the petty things,
and not pet the sweaty things.
I've learned that ex's are like fungus,
and keep coming back.
I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity.
I've learned that I don't suffer from insanity,
I enjoy it.
I've learned that we are responsible for what we do,
unless we are celebrities.
I've learned that artificial intelligence
is no match for natural stupidity.
I've learned that 99% of the time when something
isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it.
I've learned that there is a fine line between genius and insanity.
I've learned that the people you care most about
in life are taken from you too soon and all the
less important ones just never go away.
And the real pains in the ass are permanent.
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.
I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets.
I've learned that no matter how much I care,
some people are just jackasses.
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust,
and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.
I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed.
I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others
- they are more screwed up than you think.
I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.
I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off.
I've learned that you can keep vomiting
long after you think you're finished.
I've learned to not sweat the petty things,
and not pet the sweaty things.
I've learned that ex's are like fungus,
and keep coming back.
I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity.
I've learned that I don't suffer from insanity,
I enjoy it.
I've learned that we are responsible for what we do,
unless we are celebrities.
I've learned that artificial intelligence
is no match for natural stupidity.
I've learned that 99% of the time when something
isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it.
I've learned that there is a fine line between genius and insanity.
I've learned that the people you care most about
in life are taken from you too soon and all the
less important ones just never go away.
And the real pains in the ass are permanent.
29.10.03
28.10.03
27.10.03
in fairness to our IS (one man team hehehe) he was able to reset my password without having to reformat my pc. meaning...im back! hehehe and according to manila bulletin:
Supply chains offered to Taiwanese investors
In electronics industry
By Bernie Cahiles-magkilat
Taiwanese investors are urged to invest in the five priority segments in the supply chain for the Philippine electronics industry.
Trade and Industry Secretary Manuel A. Roxas II said the five priority electronics segments include the manufacture of leadframe, substrates, molding compound, liquid crystal display and wafer fabrication.
Roxas has encouraged Taiwanese companies to follow the example of Ulead, a leading software company in Taiwan, for putting up local facility to provide real-time support and production of English manuals.
if taiwanese companies will follow our example and lets say around 20 companies are established here, that will be 400 more employment opportunities hehehe seriously, were only 20 here in our company. galing noh? aim high! hehehe
Supply chains offered to Taiwanese investors
In electronics industry
By Bernie Cahiles-magkilat
Taiwanese investors are urged to invest in the five priority segments in the supply chain for the Philippine electronics industry.
Trade and Industry Secretary Manuel A. Roxas II said the five priority electronics segments include the manufacture of leadframe, substrates, molding compound, liquid crystal display and wafer fabrication.
Roxas has encouraged Taiwanese companies to follow the example of Ulead, a leading software company in Taiwan, for putting up local facility to provide real-time support and production of English manuals.
if taiwanese companies will follow our example and lets say around 20 companies are established here, that will be 400 more employment opportunities hehehe seriously, were only 20 here in our company. galing noh? aim high! hehehe
26.10.03
23.10.03
ok time to change!
may super narealize lang ako. good for me. bad for some. i've learned that in this world you better take care of yourself (coz there's nobody else who'll do that for you), learn to think of yourself more and less of other people (kasi walang ibang mag-aalaga sayo noh). in short, i'm learning to love myself
btw, for those of you who likes SEBs, checking out chicks in the net...visit Manila Tonight at www.manilatonight.com go to Manila Tonight -> FACES -> Yahoo Profiles / FacePics / Personal Sites. You know who you are hehehe
may super narealize lang ako. good for me. bad for some. i've learned that in this world you better take care of yourself (coz there's nobody else who'll do that for you), learn to think of yourself more and less of other people (kasi walang ibang mag-aalaga sayo noh). in short, i'm learning to love myself
btw, for those of you who likes SEBs, checking out chicks in the net...visit Manila Tonight at www.manilatonight.com go to Manila Tonight -> FACES -> Yahoo Profiles / FacePics / Personal Sites. You know who you are hehehe
21.10.03
profile edited
and...Happy happy birthday to John Paul. I consider him as one of my bestest friends and if we were a sitcom, we would be Will and Grace…right together but cannot be together. Gulo ba? Basta try to understand it na lang. Kung baga we ok together as in we can talk about anything without thinking na baka maiba yung tingin nya sayo. We cannot be together kasi nasa states sya HAHAHA Back in college I used to hate him. Kasi love sya ng lahat ng teachers namin. Ako, love ako nung iba but a lot of them hate me too maybe because im too loud, they feel harassed when I’m around, and I always see things differently…don’t like the norms. Back to john paul…ah basta he’s like a bestfriend from a far away land =P Happy Birthday Dude!
and...my friendster testimonials:
Ryan, 10/21/2003:
JOLAS, Joy-las, ligaya whatever you call her she is still my little sister kahit mas matanda sa ken yan! She is so makulet and always up to date sa lahat ng gossip. Especially if it has something to do about officemates. JUST ASK JOY AND SHE WILL GIVE YOU THE FULL DETAILS! She is my newscaster, kaya kahit i'm far away from pinas i still get updated with everything. MISHU! take care of the bitch!
sHaLa, 10/16/2003:
si yoj...ang aking paboritong anak(sa mga babae...dahil sa mga lalaki, accdg. to bartski, si luis). she can make you smile, giggle, laugh and cry at her classics and stories. i admire her sincerity and simplicity. with her in my circle of friends, i am not worried to be alone...itatwa ako nyan e di hindi ko sya pinamanahan?!? labyu, joy!
Sweet Hershey, 10/11/2003:
jo-c, grossy!!! jowsie-jowsie, jojowsie,,bonanafana fo jowsie,,fifaymow jowsie...PUTLA! :) hehehey!!! ever seen the palest woman on earth????? meet JOY! she's one of my bestest buds ever...tru ups and downs..jan lage..supurtado pako sa mga boys nyan from kapampangans..to guamanians!!!! she's LOYAL!!! ALABYU!! mahal nya ako at mahal ko din sya..pero si BART ang lagi nyang kasama!! eto pa pala..COMPUTER WIZ talaga yang baklang yan!!
Dell, 10/09/2003:
call her ligaya, the girl with a thousand outing!!! ahahaha!!! this girl is simple, down to earth person, always ready to quizes!(hehehe!!!), i think priority her now is to go outing. =) that's joy! kind-hearted. everybody loves joy! amen.
Anna marie, 10/09/2003:
smart, indeed she is. and oh, everybody missed out on mentioning joy as a really good dancer! bet ya didn't know that huh??? one of my bestest girlfriend, gym and bbq buddy rolled into one( remember?). sobrang close, i even went with her to the dentist to have her tooth extracted, and she was like gripping my hand and i was freaking out coz she was really bleeding like hell!!! phew...sure glad its over! what the heck, she truly is a joy in my life! :)
Mia, 10/08/2003:
joy, my dcan baby (only because she's 4 days younger than i am). i never thought she'd be this involved with it, but look how techy she is now. i even took her "nose bleed" ym status at face value. golly me! more than anything, i admire her wisdom and ability to make and keep real friends. aquarians rule!!!
Angel, 10/07/2003:
my goodness! we haven't been friends that long but i know she is definitely a keeper. She's the most hyper person i've ever known...very talkative and kulit, extremely funny too. She's kikay that's why we get along really well.
Kathy G, 10/04/2003:
josephine is my first ever lister friend and gig buddy. siyet, remember those mcdo anonas+70's bistro days? hay. 3 yrs na. i'm sad coz i rarely see her now. pero love pa din kita kahit di kana nagpapakita. hmp!
Majeed, 10/03/2003:
Joy: Ang girl na "one of the boys". sya na malamang ang pinaka-busy... nag- bibusybusyhan. Hope to see you soon sa next gathering ng barkada. = )
Pepo, 10/03/2003:
Ahh Joy... the girl who loves "outings" :) Most of the time she's absent during our gatherings because well.. "nag a-outing". Ask her what's the meaning of outing coz I don't know either :) One of the boys yan. Cowgirl! Fun to hang around with and she laughs at my jokes kaya oks na oks. Luv u!
Che, 09/30/2003:
bajoyjoy...di ko maintindihan kung mommy image or baby image ba sya. she has very endearing childlike qualities. mahilig maglambing, very expressive of her feelings... pero mala-mommy rin sa office kasi maasikaso, she makes sure everything's in place. basta, baby/mommy rolled into one yan dito sa office. favorite kita kakwentuhan tungkol sa basketball games, OPM, and showbiz news, lalo na pag monday mornings. hehehe.
Marlon, 09/24/2003:
Joy.. Joy.. Joy... the ever loyal girlfriend. hahaha. One of the Tekies on our group. She could talk about a particular new gadget like its a part of her body. A pet lover. A bart lover (peace josie).. C yah!!!
Sweet nila...lahat sila halos siniraan ako!!! hehehe
and...Happy happy birthday to John Paul. I consider him as one of my bestest friends and if we were a sitcom, we would be Will and Grace…right together but cannot be together. Gulo ba? Basta try to understand it na lang. Kung baga we ok together as in we can talk about anything without thinking na baka maiba yung tingin nya sayo. We cannot be together kasi nasa states sya HAHAHA Back in college I used to hate him. Kasi love sya ng lahat ng teachers namin. Ako, love ako nung iba but a lot of them hate me too maybe because im too loud, they feel harassed when I’m around, and I always see things differently…don’t like the norms. Back to john paul…ah basta he’s like a bestfriend from a far away land =P Happy Birthday Dude!
and...my friendster testimonials:
Ryan, 10/21/2003:
JOLAS, Joy-las, ligaya whatever you call her she is still my little sister kahit mas matanda sa ken yan! She is so makulet and always up to date sa lahat ng gossip. Especially if it has something to do about officemates. JUST ASK JOY AND SHE WILL GIVE YOU THE FULL DETAILS! She is my newscaster, kaya kahit i'm far away from pinas i still get updated with everything. MISHU! take care of the bitch!
sHaLa, 10/16/2003:
si yoj...ang aking paboritong anak(sa mga babae...dahil sa mga lalaki, accdg. to bartski, si luis). she can make you smile, giggle, laugh and cry at her classics and stories. i admire her sincerity and simplicity. with her in my circle of friends, i am not worried to be alone...itatwa ako nyan e di hindi ko sya pinamanahan?!? labyu, joy!
Sweet Hershey, 10/11/2003:
jo-c, grossy!!! jowsie-jowsie, jojowsie,,bonanafana fo jowsie,,fifaymow jowsie...PUTLA! :) hehehey!!! ever seen the palest woman on earth????? meet JOY! she's one of my bestest buds ever...tru ups and downs..jan lage..supurtado pako sa mga boys nyan from kapampangans..to guamanians!!!! she's LOYAL!!! ALABYU!! mahal nya ako at mahal ko din sya..pero si BART ang lagi nyang kasama!! eto pa pala..COMPUTER WIZ talaga yang baklang yan!!
Dell, 10/09/2003:
call her ligaya, the girl with a thousand outing!!! ahahaha!!! this girl is simple, down to earth person, always ready to quizes!(hehehe!!!), i think priority her now is to go outing. =) that's joy! kind-hearted. everybody loves joy! amen.
Anna marie, 10/09/2003:
smart, indeed she is. and oh, everybody missed out on mentioning joy as a really good dancer! bet ya didn't know that huh??? one of my bestest girlfriend, gym and bbq buddy rolled into one( remember?). sobrang close, i even went with her to the dentist to have her tooth extracted, and she was like gripping my hand and i was freaking out coz she was really bleeding like hell!!! phew...sure glad its over! what the heck, she truly is a joy in my life! :)
Mia, 10/08/2003:
joy, my dcan baby (only because she's 4 days younger than i am). i never thought she'd be this involved with it, but look how techy she is now. i even took her "nose bleed" ym status at face value. golly me! more than anything, i admire her wisdom and ability to make and keep real friends. aquarians rule!!!
Angel, 10/07/2003:
my goodness! we haven't been friends that long but i know she is definitely a keeper. She's the most hyper person i've ever known...very talkative and kulit, extremely funny too. She's kikay that's why we get along really well.
Kathy G, 10/04/2003:
josephine is my first ever lister friend and gig buddy. siyet, remember those mcdo anonas+70's bistro days? hay. 3 yrs na. i'm sad coz i rarely see her now. pero love pa din kita kahit di kana nagpapakita. hmp!
Majeed, 10/03/2003:
Joy: Ang girl na "one of the boys". sya na malamang ang pinaka-busy... nag- bibusybusyhan. Hope to see you soon sa next gathering ng barkada. = )
Pepo, 10/03/2003:
Ahh Joy... the girl who loves "outings" :) Most of the time she's absent during our gatherings because well.. "nag a-outing". Ask her what's the meaning of outing coz I don't know either :) One of the boys yan. Cowgirl! Fun to hang around with and she laughs at my jokes kaya oks na oks. Luv u!
Che, 09/30/2003:
bajoyjoy...di ko maintindihan kung mommy image or baby image ba sya. she has very endearing childlike qualities. mahilig maglambing, very expressive of her feelings... pero mala-mommy rin sa office kasi maasikaso, she makes sure everything's in place. basta, baby/mommy rolled into one yan dito sa office. favorite kita kakwentuhan tungkol sa basketball games, OPM, and showbiz news, lalo na pag monday mornings. hehehe.
Marlon, 09/24/2003:
Joy.. Joy.. Joy... the ever loyal girlfriend. hahaha. One of the Tekies on our group. She could talk about a particular new gadget like its a part of her body. A pet lover. A bart lover (peace josie).. C yah!!!
Sweet nila...lahat sila halos siniraan ako!!! hehehe
Invisible war, seems we're fighting an invisible war
Strained maneouvres, keeping silent score
In this invisible war
Every day I seem to lose you more
Both wishing it was like before
In this invisible war
Talk about a fine line between love and hate
We've lost more than our direction of late
Talk about a fine line between lovers and friends
We've never been lovers and now we're not even friends
In this invisible war, seems we're waging an invisible war
Every day I seem to lose you more
In this invisible war
It wounded deeply the scar is here to stay
Opening up at all the little things I do and say
You always want things to be as before
So I make you angry and you bleed a little more
In this invisible war, seems that we're waging an invisible war
Every day I seem to lose you more
In this invisible war
Want to go away I still love you
Got to go away I always love you
Got to be away Time heals all wounds
Strained maneouvres, keeping silent score
In this invisible war
Every day I seem to lose you more
Both wishing it was like before
In this invisible war
Talk about a fine line between love and hate
We've lost more than our direction of late
Talk about a fine line between lovers and friends
We've never been lovers and now we're not even friends
In this invisible war, seems we're waging an invisible war
Every day I seem to lose you more
In this invisible war
It wounded deeply the scar is here to stay
Opening up at all the little things I do and say
You always want things to be as before
So I make you angry and you bleed a little more
In this invisible war, seems that we're waging an invisible war
Every day I seem to lose you more
In this invisible war
Want to go away I still love you
Got to go away I always love you
Got to be away Time heals all wounds
20.10.03
im eating puto at dinuguan...i love myself...
im tired. i wanna sleep. i wanna go home. i wanna go to my room and sulk. i dont want to work =(
bing! i have so many utang emails sayo...promise rereply na ko. deadma mo na lang yan si ryan...yaan mo syang mag-laway.
friends celebrate their birthdays. ina's birthday on the 23rd and john paul l. capili naman tomorrow =P ang galing noh.
im tired. i wanna sleep. i wanna go home. i wanna go to my room and sulk. i dont want to work =(
bing! i have so many utang emails sayo...promise rereply na ko. deadma mo na lang yan si ryan...yaan mo syang mag-laway.
friends celebrate their birthdays. ina's birthday on the 23rd and john paul l. capili naman tomorrow =P ang galing noh.
i wrote this early this morning...kaso now ko lang na publish...oh well
rant mode = on
before i become completely lost and disoriented with work...lemme make kwento first. last saturday: bush + state visit = traffic. as in malufet! i was with papabitch (nagshopping ang bata) dumaan kami dun sa bridge ng pandacan from quirino labas nun sta. mesa pero he-lo traffic! buti na lang maabilidad si papabitch at sa halagang 20 pesos eh nilagyan nung mga bata ng kahoy yung island at kami ay sumampa dun para bumalik. astig di ba? ang masasabi ko lang, worth it ba ang 500,000 dinner ni bush? langya...sweldo ko na yun ng ilang taon tinapon lang ng gobyerno sa isang araw. kaines.
ang dami kong gustong i-reklamo halos nde ko na nga alam kung san magsisimula. nde ko rin alam kung meron pa kong enerhiya para magsali-type and i'm very positive that it will only drain me kung sasabihin ko pa. imagine, sang damakmak na alikabok nasasagap ko every morning dito sa chino roces. kung ma-araw, alikabok...pag ma-ulan, baha! san ka lulugar? plus everyday kailangan ko maglakad ng pagkalayo-layo papasok at pauwi. ganun na lang ba lagi? kelan ba ko mag-iimprove? i envy those people who do not have to experience this. mga biniyayaan ng taga hatid at sundo. hay...wish ko lang...ay nevermind. babaw eh.
rant mode = on
before i become completely lost and disoriented with work...lemme make kwento first. last saturday: bush + state visit = traffic. as in malufet! i was with papabitch (nagshopping ang bata) dumaan kami dun sa bridge ng pandacan from quirino labas nun sta. mesa pero he-lo traffic! buti na lang maabilidad si papabitch at sa halagang 20 pesos eh nilagyan nung mga bata ng kahoy yung island at kami ay sumampa dun para bumalik. astig di ba? ang masasabi ko lang, worth it ba ang 500,000 dinner ni bush? langya...sweldo ko na yun ng ilang taon tinapon lang ng gobyerno sa isang araw. kaines.
ang dami kong gustong i-reklamo halos nde ko na nga alam kung san magsisimula. nde ko rin alam kung meron pa kong enerhiya para magsali-type and i'm very positive that it will only drain me kung sasabihin ko pa. imagine, sang damakmak na alikabok nasasagap ko every morning dito sa chino roces. kung ma-araw, alikabok...pag ma-ulan, baha! san ka lulugar? plus everyday kailangan ko maglakad ng pagkalayo-layo papasok at pauwi. ganun na lang ba lagi? kelan ba ko mag-iimprove? i envy those people who do not have to experience this. mga biniyayaan ng taga hatid at sundo. hay...wish ko lang...ay nevermind. babaw eh.
16.10.03
maganda tong kantang to...
Patlang
Tumutulo luha ko tahimik tayo sa telepono
Di makakailang di na tayo masaya sinta
Paano kung ayoko na saan na tayo pupunta
Pilitin man pigilin luha'y darating din
Huwag mo lang sabihin ayaw mo nang isipin
Huwag na natin patagalin Di ka masaya
Pagod na ako Tapusin na natin ito
Di makapaniwala matatapos na
Parang kay tagal natin nagdusa
Pusong di mapalagay
parang habangbuhay kitang hinintay
Paano kung ayoko na saan na tayo pupunta
Pilitin man pigilin luha'y darating din
Huwag mo lang sabihin ayaw mo nang isipin
Huwag na natin patagalin Di ka masaya
Pagod na ako Tapusin na natin ito
Paalam na Paalam na...
on a lighter note...our team got an award in recognition of our great effort to provide the best service to our users. let's drink to that! and of course pictures...lots of them actually. i'll post the rest when i have time...
Patlang
Tumutulo luha ko tahimik tayo sa telepono
Di makakailang di na tayo masaya sinta
Paano kung ayoko na saan na tayo pupunta
Pilitin man pigilin luha'y darating din
Huwag mo lang sabihin ayaw mo nang isipin
Huwag na natin patagalin Di ka masaya
Pagod na ako Tapusin na natin ito
Di makapaniwala matatapos na
Parang kay tagal natin nagdusa
Pusong di mapalagay
parang habangbuhay kitang hinintay
Paano kung ayoko na saan na tayo pupunta
Pilitin man pigilin luha'y darating din
Huwag mo lang sabihin ayaw mo nang isipin
Huwag na natin patagalin Di ka masaya
Pagod na ako Tapusin na natin ito
Paalam na Paalam na...
on a lighter note...our team got an award in recognition of our great effort to provide the best service to our users. let's drink to that! and of course pictures...lots of them actually. i'll post the rest when i have time...
15.10.03
14.10.03
i love friendster. i enjoy reading the testimonials...what other people say about me and people i know. parang nakiki-tsismis sa buhay nila. nakita ko yung dati kong crush, isang bahista. happy-happy na with his girlfriend nakakatuwa =P
ryan...mapang-asar. alam ko nde ako maganda, nde ako sexy, nde ako super talino sobrang ma-appeal lang ako hahaha kaines. kapal ng muka ko. shet. ang hirap ng ginagawa ko dito sa office!!! nde ko maintindihan yung ginagawa ko!!!
ryan...mapang-asar. alam ko nde ako maganda, nde ako sexy, nde ako super talino sobrang ma-appeal lang ako hahaha kaines. kapal ng muka ko. shet. ang hirap ng ginagawa ko dito sa office!!! nde ko maintindihan yung ginagawa ko!!!
13.10.03
12.10.03
8.10.03
weird things happens. no connection, i just wanted to say that. im currently trying my talent in make-believe kwentos =) i've started to write this short love story and hopefully before the month ends, matapos na sya. i'll post it here (in time) so please lang walang magcocomment ng kung anu-ano. make believe...tipong no connection sa buhay ko (deffensive!) or sa mga tao sa paligid ko.
i was supposed to leave for taiwan this october but change of plans, nde ako matutuloy =( nalungkot ako ng sobra pero hello la akong magagawa. hopefully november or december. ayaw siguro ako palayuin ni papa god sa pilipinas. this is where i belong kung baga.
emma...picture-picture! it's really nice to see you back. grabe ikaw...medyo tagal ko rin na lang balita sayo.
jamfol...nde ko ex si X (wish nya lang hahaha)
bing...what do you have in mind ba? gusto mo rin ng pink na blog hahaha
i was supposed to leave for taiwan this october but change of plans, nde ako matutuloy =( nalungkot ako ng sobra pero hello la akong magagawa. hopefully november or december. ayaw siguro ako palayuin ni papa god sa pilipinas. this is where i belong kung baga.
emma...picture-picture! it's really nice to see you back. grabe ikaw...medyo tagal ko rin na lang balita sayo.
jamfol...nde ko ex si X (wish nya lang hahaha)
bing...what do you have in mind ba? gusto mo rin ng pink na blog hahaha
7.10.03
i was talking to a friend a while ago. she felt so bad lang coz she found out something that's really not so nice. wala lang. nadiscover lang naman nya na dini-deny ng bf nya na may gf sya (yung friend ko nga). nalulungkot ako para sa kanya. imagine, love na love nya yung tao pero sobrang dating kinahihiya sya ng bf nya kaya hayun...pag may nagtatanong sa guy kung may gf sinasabi nya wala. sakit nun! kung sa kin mangyayari yun, better pa siguro na hiwalayan ko na lang yung tao. if he can't tell other people lalo na his friends na may gf sya, buti pang totohanin ng wala diba? insulting. ang dating kasi sa kin parang siguro gusto pa nya maghanap ng iba or kinahihiya nya ko. eh if that is the case, mag-isa sya sa buhay nya! hayun lang just sharing...
im glad to see emma's back in the world of blogging. its been more than a year since i last saw her. mannnn. i really don't have anything going on right now that's bloggable. aside from the fact that i'm sooooo having a hardtime with the new products assigned to me. goodness. upgrade of PC = work hell. i have firewire na!!! video capture here i come!!! ay wait...i got a text from loi (carlo) wala na sila ng boylet nila. well yung fear nya na merong iba yung partner nya, totoo pala. kakatakot!!! hayun lang.
and oh paul, like i said...JM's used to be part of edsamail's web/creative team (after you left).
and oh paul, like i said...JM's used to be part of edsamail's web/creative team (after you left).
5.10.03
"insecurity breeds indecisiveness, which in turn kills commitment, and ultimetly love"
- a comment from some lj i read
this one naman is from ryan...
The story goes that two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face.
The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: "Today my best friend slapped me in the face."
They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him.
After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: "Today my best friend saved my life."
The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now you write on a stone. Why?"
The other friend replied: "When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."
LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but an entire life to forget them.
- a comment from some lj i read
this one naman is from ryan...
The story goes that two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face.
The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: "Today my best friend slapped me in the face."
They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him.
After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: "Today my best friend saved my life."
The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now you write on a stone. Why?"
The other friend replied: "When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."
LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but an entire life to forget them.
30.9.03
did i read that right X, that you actually asked bing to marry you on my comment box? weirdo!!! hehehe naku if ever you guys decide to get married, don't forget to invite me and papabitch ha! (papabitch, thanks for the lunch muah muah).
jamfol, good boy? i miss your webcam pics hehehe i havent seen you online for the longest time. kwentuhan mo ko!!!
and oh my gawd im so proud of JM!!! and i heard (from jay) that his cash prize was 250,000 plus a nokia celfon of his choice!!!
MANILA, September 29, 2003 (STAR) That young Filipino minds equally excel, if not edge out, their American and Indian counterparts in the field of information technology (IT) was proven once more in the software development contest sponsored by a European group of cellphone and IT groups. And Mapua Tech equally proved its excellence in IT education apart from its leadership in traditional engineering courses. Software for mobile phones developed by four Mapua Graduates swept all the top four prizes in the recently concluded "Mobile Internet Applications Development Competition," also dubbed as Nokia Challenge 2003. Prior to the selection of the winners, 12 out of 34 entries were pre-selected and declared "concept winners." In their working prototypes, four entries, all conceived and developed by Mapua computer and engineering students who just graduated last April, were adjudged winners of the competition on Java-based
software designing. Copping first place was Mapua John Michael Lozano (B.S. Computer Engineering), with his "My Brain Bench" entry. Lozano's software is a mobile training module designed to allow users to groom themselves in their desired field of education with several training modules. His prizes included a free trip for two to Europe and 150,000. Lozano's twin brother, engineer John Paul Lozano, an Industrial Engineering graduate of Mapua Tech, was awarded the second prize and got P75,000 cash and a free trip to Singapore for two, for his Java-based "My Home Remedies" program. "My Home Remedies" is a comprehensive, safe and practical health and stress advisory and management guide application via mobile phones. Another Mapua Computer Engineering graduate, Louie Marco de los Reyes, got the third prize for his "My Calc Buddy" a scientific calculator tuned in to a mobile phone. De los Reyes and his project partner, Delfin Juan III, a technical consultant of the Mapua Information Technology College (MITC) in Makati, received P50,000 and a Nokia 6610. Their work solves the problem of dealing with mathematical formulas by giving cellphone users instant solutions to the most difficult math problems in seconds, whenever, wherever. MITC instructors Pofirio Atienza and Eugene Lozada "Mapping" software program was declared the fourth prize winner. They received P25,000 plus a Nokia phone. A highly configurable map engine supporting the display of information requiring visual location reference, the "Mapping" program enables users to configure their maps to display locations of deliveries, hotels and restaurants as well as traffic information. The competition was sponsored by Nokia Phils. and the German Agency for Technical Cooperation (GTZ) in cooperation with the European IT Service Center (EITSC). It was part of the Public-Private Partnership project dubbed as öÑroviding Mobile Internet Applications, Training and Technical Development in the ICT Sector." As part of the competition, 150 information and communications technology (ICT) professionals from different colleges and companies were trained at Sun Microsystems, and 60 entries were initially submitted. Twelve entries were chosen as "concept winners" and each got P25,000. The winning programs also included "Broadcast" developed by Infinit-e Asia, which is a system to create short (50-character) messages broadcast on electronic billboards in specific locations, and the "Guitar Tuner" by UP Paul Sorino, which can make the cellphone a standard electronic guitar tuner. The awarding ceremonies of the "Public-Private Partnership Project" were recently held at the Makati Shangri-la Hotel and attended by Nokia executives Martin Chesbrough, mobile integration head for the Asia-Pacific; Frankie Naranjilla, head of business development and strategy; Andrew Paddon, senior applications architect for mobile software integration; and Claus Karthe, chairman of Nokia Phils.; and Cynthia Mamon, president of Sun Microsystems.
jamfol, good boy? i miss your webcam pics hehehe i havent seen you online for the longest time. kwentuhan mo ko!!!
and oh my gawd im so proud of JM!!! and i heard (from jay) that his cash prize was 250,000 plus a nokia celfon of his choice!!!
MANILA, September 29, 2003 (STAR) That young Filipino minds equally excel, if not edge out, their American and Indian counterparts in the field of information technology (IT) was proven once more in the software development contest sponsored by a European group of cellphone and IT groups. And Mapua Tech equally proved its excellence in IT education apart from its leadership in traditional engineering courses. Software for mobile phones developed by four Mapua Graduates swept all the top four prizes in the recently concluded "Mobile Internet Applications Development Competition," also dubbed as Nokia Challenge 2003. Prior to the selection of the winners, 12 out of 34 entries were pre-selected and declared "concept winners." In their working prototypes, four entries, all conceived and developed by Mapua computer and engineering students who just graduated last April, were adjudged winners of the competition on Java-based
software designing. Copping first place was Mapua John Michael Lozano (B.S. Computer Engineering), with his "My Brain Bench" entry. Lozano's software is a mobile training module designed to allow users to groom themselves in their desired field of education with several training modules. His prizes included a free trip for two to Europe and 150,000. Lozano's twin brother, engineer John Paul Lozano, an Industrial Engineering graduate of Mapua Tech, was awarded the second prize and got P75,000 cash and a free trip to Singapore for two, for his Java-based "My Home Remedies" program. "My Home Remedies" is a comprehensive, safe and practical health and stress advisory and management guide application via mobile phones. Another Mapua Computer Engineering graduate, Louie Marco de los Reyes, got the third prize for his "My Calc Buddy" a scientific calculator tuned in to a mobile phone. De los Reyes and his project partner, Delfin Juan III, a technical consultant of the Mapua Information Technology College (MITC) in Makati, received P50,000 and a Nokia 6610. Their work solves the problem of dealing with mathematical formulas by giving cellphone users instant solutions to the most difficult math problems in seconds, whenever, wherever. MITC instructors Pofirio Atienza and Eugene Lozada "Mapping" software program was declared the fourth prize winner. They received P25,000 plus a Nokia phone. A highly configurable map engine supporting the display of information requiring visual location reference, the "Mapping" program enables users to configure their maps to display locations of deliveries, hotels and restaurants as well as traffic information. The competition was sponsored by Nokia Phils. and the German Agency for Technical Cooperation (GTZ) in cooperation with the European IT Service Center (EITSC). It was part of the Public-Private Partnership project dubbed as öÑroviding Mobile Internet Applications, Training and Technical Development in the ICT Sector." As part of the competition, 150 information and communications technology (ICT) professionals from different colleges and companies were trained at Sun Microsystems, and 60 entries were initially submitted. Twelve entries were chosen as "concept winners" and each got P25,000. The winning programs also included "Broadcast" developed by Infinit-e Asia, which is a system to create short (50-character) messages broadcast on electronic billboards in specific locations, and the "Guitar Tuner" by UP Paul Sorino, which can make the cellphone a standard electronic guitar tuner. The awarding ceremonies of the "Public-Private Partnership Project" were recently held at the Makati Shangri-la Hotel and attended by Nokia executives Martin Chesbrough, mobile integration head for the Asia-Pacific; Frankie Naranjilla, head of business development and strategy; Andrew Paddon, senior applications architect for mobile software integration; and Claus Karthe, chairman of Nokia Phils.; and Cynthia Mamon, president of Sun Microsystems.
29.9.03
i feel so sleepy! woke up around 5:30. i was watching soda sleep. she looked so pretty. she opened her eyes and when she saw me watching her, she turned over so i scratched her tummy XD must be heaven for the dog hehehe
and i watched someone sleep last night. he looked so peaceful...almost perfect. almost perfect kasi ok na sana kaso nagkakamot =)
bing...ayaw! hahaha
isa sa mga pinaka-nakakalungkot na kantang narinig ko ever...Josh Groban has his own version of this song. nakakaiyak...
Broken Vow - Lara Fabian
Tell me her name
I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end
Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own
I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time
I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end
and i watched someone sleep last night. he looked so peaceful...almost perfect. almost perfect kasi ok na sana kaso nagkakamot =)
bing...ayaw! hahaha
isa sa mga pinaka-nakakalungkot na kantang narinig ko ever...Josh Groban has his own version of this song. nakakaiyak...
Broken Vow - Lara Fabian
Tell me her name
I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end
Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own
I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time
I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end
28.9.03
i still feel bad. bing and ryan, i've written something about it but not here...it's not for public consumption =) i just don't feel comfy about something.
well last sat kasama namin ni papabitch si loi (carlo villarama). wala lang. inom onti and kwentuhan. la lang.
papabitch and ryan...masama ang mang-two time or more. masakit yun! show some respect and loving.
bing...mga lalaki talaga noh?
well last sat kasama namin ni papabitch si loi (carlo villarama). wala lang. inom onti and kwentuhan. la lang.
papabitch and ryan...masama ang mang-two time or more. masakit yun! show some respect and loving.
bing...mga lalaki talaga noh?
24.9.03
everybody's talking about the "joey marquez and kris aquino bugbugan chuva". i was able to watch part of the interview that korina did with kris and oohhh boy it was very disturbing. things she mentioned: she got STD from joey, joey pointed a gun at her, joey grabbed her arm that resulted the bruises on her arms, etc. she is ever so taklesa. so san nga ba lahat nag simula? dahil sa text message na nabasa ni kris sa celfon ni joey. selos. hmmn...she soooo loved joey as in. kahit na nde nagcoconfirm si joey (he even denied it at first) na may relasyon sila, si kris forever pa rin proud. sabi ni kris nagpapagaga na sya kay joey ng sobra pero it came to a point na nde na nya ma-take. si lalaki kasi nde loyal. grabe lang...nung kinukwestyon ni kris yung text sabi ni joey si kris daw yung may guy na maproprove ni joey with matching bato ng celfon bill sa muka ni kris. sabi ni kris, wala yun. i think alam naman ni joey na wala yun pero para lang may maibalik sa kanya so hayun...
grabe nga naman, things you'll do for the one you love. ang sakit lang nung sinabi ni joey na "pinagtya-tyagaan lang kita" eeekkk ouch. isang bagay na napakasakit na marinig from someone na sobrang mahal mo. eh siguro magaling lang magdala si joey kaya nakapag-tyaga sya. oh well...life...
if you want to read the full transcript
grabe nga naman, things you'll do for the one you love. ang sakit lang nung sinabi ni joey na "pinagtya-tyagaan lang kita" eeekkk ouch. isang bagay na napakasakit na marinig from someone na sobrang mahal mo. eh siguro magaling lang magdala si joey kaya nakapag-tyaga sya. oh well...life...
if you want to read the full transcript
running away - tunay na amo
I just sit up all alone in the park
For so many hours
Thinkin' all about the precious moments
That we have shared
I thought back then that you and I
Were meant to be
It's funny, girl, how I believed
That you really, really care
You said that I will always be the one for you
But tell me, babe,
Who's that guy you kissed last night
You knew how much I really loved you
Seems you just can't keep your love
From dying tonight
I'm running away from the places
And things that make me think of you
But I guess there's just no letting go
Of this feeling I ache inside
Running away, I've been trying
So hard to keep away from you
Now forgetting you is all I have to do
That's why I'm runnin' away from you, oh
The time that we've been through
Were always on my mind
I never thought that there will be an end
Oh how I wish that this was all a dream
It did hurt in me inside all over again
I just sit up all alone in the park
For so many hours
Thinkin' all about the precious moments
That we have shared
I thought back then that you and I
Were meant to be
It's funny, girl, how I believed
That you really, really care
You said that I will always be the one for you
But tell me, babe,
Who's that guy you kissed last night
You knew how much I really loved you
Seems you just can't keep your love
From dying tonight
I'm running away from the places
And things that make me think of you
But I guess there's just no letting go
Of this feeling I ache inside
Running away, I've been trying
So hard to keep away from you
Now forgetting you is all I have to do
That's why I'm runnin' away from you, oh
The time that we've been through
Were always on my mind
I never thought that there will be an end
Oh how I wish that this was all a dream
It did hurt in me inside all over again
22.9.03
i have a new favorite song. i've only heard it once pero nice sya.
“Kayo Na Pala by Ogie Alcasid” – “It’s about the first person being the last to know. He was the last to find out that his lover is now going out with someone else. It’s a lovelorn ballad that weeps with heartache in every line and syllable.”
kaines noh?
“Kayo Na Pala by Ogie Alcasid” – “It’s about the first person being the last to know. He was the last to find out that his lover is now going out with someone else. It’s a lovelorn ballad that weeps with heartache in every line and syllable.”
kaines noh?
19.9.03
happy happy birthday camille!!! i met her through rivermaya's mailing list a few years ago and i never really thought na makakasama ko sya sa ilang gigs and magtatagal na kakilala. kasi mag-kaiba mundo namin pero never ko naramdaman na iba sya. it's been a year since i last saw her, 17th birthday nya yun. i really wish i could join her and everybody else in celebrating her birthday later. happy birthday ulit camille!!!
ei john paul a.k.a. imbojay thanks for dropping by and hitting that tag button and yeah everybody i know's getting married. well not everybody but for this month alone, i've talked to like four or five people who are getting married soon. ikaw paul when?
bing and ryan...san kayo ikakasal, singapore or canada? pwede sama ako?
papabitch..."berigud" pala
bing and ryan...san kayo ikakasal, singapore or canada? pwede sama ako?
papabitch..."berigud" pala
18.9.03
ei i got an email from a former officemate si bryan hipolito a.k.a. johnny bravo. he just got back from cebu. he went there to fix some things, made reservations and everything kasi...he's getting married na next year! may 8 to be exact. dun sa girlfriend nya na cebuana. man naalala ko yung valentines day na nagpadala ng singing telegram yung girlfriend nya. nanliit ang lolo hahaha i'm so happy for him.
ryan and bing, kelan kayo?
ryan and bing, kelan kayo?
16.9.03
oohhh no kwento for sometime now. i just don't have anything to rant or rave about. ryan sent pictures that he took when he went to bintan but i don't want to post it here hahaha just kidding. tomorrow promise!!!
one month na lang and aalis na ko. nalulungkot ako kasi two weeks ko rin mamimiss yung isang gwapong bata *smile* bilis lang yun i know pero iba pa rin eh. tapos...pano na si soda? im sure aalagaan naman sya sa bahay pero sa baba sya matutulog. baka ma-miss nya ko!!!
anong bago?
one month na lang and aalis na ko. nalulungkot ako kasi two weeks ko rin mamimiss yung isang gwapong bata *smile* bilis lang yun i know pero iba pa rin eh. tapos...pano na si soda? im sure aalagaan naman sya sa bahay pero sa baba sya matutulog. baka ma-miss nya ko!!!
anong bago?
9.9.03
8.9.03
Today when I saw you
I knew it was just like the first time
When you met my eyes I came close
And I felt like the first time
To hold back my fear
and feel you so near
I’ve never been this far before
To hold back my fear
and feel you so near
I’m scared of falling into deep this time
Do I need a reason to tell you why
I’m singing you this song
Do I need a reason to show you that
I know where I belong
Whenever I am weary I lean on
this feeling that I have
I am so much stronger now
Thankful, yes I am
Today I’ll renounce them,
the doubts and the fears I’ve been nursing
I’ll fly like a moth to the flame
and I’ll feel like the first time
To hold back my fear
and let you come near
I’ve never been this far before
To hold back my fear
and let you come near
I’m ‘fraid of loosing and still I go
I knew it was just like the first time
When you met my eyes I came close
And I felt like the first time
To hold back my fear
and feel you so near
I’ve never been this far before
To hold back my fear
and feel you so near
I’m scared of falling into deep this time
Do I need a reason to tell you why
I’m singing you this song
Do I need a reason to show you that
I know where I belong
Whenever I am weary I lean on
this feeling that I have
I am so much stronger now
Thankful, yes I am
Today I’ll renounce them,
the doubts and the fears I’ve been nursing
I’ll fly like a moth to the flame
and I’ll feel like the first time
To hold back my fear
and let you come near
I’ve never been this far before
To hold back my fear
and let you come near
I’m ‘fraid of loosing and still I go
4.9.03
sad...
she never learned her lesson. how many times did she ask him out? well, same number of times he turned her down. will she ever learn? help me remind her not to do that again. i can almost see the tears in her eyes as she turns her head away. she's not that good in accepting rejections. she used to be a fighter, a very confident girl but all that's gone now.
ei ei ei ryan's pics. man i envy you. me wants your camera!!!
she never learned her lesson. how many times did she ask him out? well, same number of times he turned her down. will she ever learn? help me remind her not to do that again. i can almost see the tears in her eyes as she turns her head away. she's not that good in accepting rejections. she used to be a fighter, a very confident girl but all that's gone now.
ei ei ei ryan's pics. man i envy you. me wants your camera!!!
3.9.03
ahhhh the benefits of having a friend nearby…jacky gave me palabok, ensaymada, and vanilla coke. free food courtesy of coke hehehe.i miss this. well at least ngayon meron na ulit magbibigay ng food sa kin =) tsaka libre daw coke sa kanila...shet kaines. steady supply of carbonated drink...kainggit
and oh...look at enrico with flowers. disturbing.
and oh...look at enrico with flowers. disturbing.
i wanna be in showbiz. i dunno how but i really want to be one of those bs stars who gets clothes, shoes, accessories and what-have-you for free. if ever, im not willing to do bold films or go sexy, pang-comedy ako eh or some cheesy telenovela hahaha man...killing time as usual
i read marlon's blog...kinilig ako. the thing about our barkada is that when we fal in love, we fall really hard. as in. he's one of the sweetest guys i've ever met. he gives his girlfriend flowers even if there's no occassion. he just wants to remind his girl that she's special. man...efforts. oh well...
i want to go out...drink a few beer and have sisig as pulutan.
hmmn...trying to be happy but really, somethings bothering me. intuition can kill you.
i read marlon's blog...kinilig ako. the thing about our barkada is that when we fal in love, we fall really hard. as in. he's one of the sweetest guys i've ever met. he gives his girlfriend flowers even if there's no occassion. he just wants to remind his girl that she's special. man...efforts. oh well...
i want to go out...drink a few beer and have sisig as pulutan.
hmmn...trying to be happy but really, somethings bothering me. intuition can kill you.
2.9.03
ogie’s concert last year was one event i loathed…for personal reasons that i do not wish to disclose. i’ve actually avoided watching it on TV but last week…i watched last 30 minutes of the concert. memories. bothered. then he sang the songs that made him “the ogie alcacid” bakit ngayon ka lang, sa kanya, and nandito ako. man i dunno it has a different meaning for me now. i found mushy-myself singing along. oh well…
here in the office only two songs are playing on my winamp, because of you and ni yao de ai. yeah yeah yeah Meteor Garden song…semi-memorize ko na shaaaa hehehe
and richelle…no biggie =) glad to be of help!
and i have a new yow-c buddy =) jacky, my friend since high school. dito lang sya sa building namin. me sooooo happy. on the way pa house ko sa kanila hehehe
here in the office only two songs are playing on my winamp, because of you and ni yao de ai. yeah yeah yeah Meteor Garden song…semi-memorize ko na shaaaa hehehe
and richelle…no biggie =) glad to be of help!
and i have a new yow-c buddy =) jacky, my friend since high school. dito lang sya sa building namin. me sooooo happy. on the way pa house ko sa kanila hehehe
1.9.03
31.8.03
im 23 years old but it's only recently that i learned that "Ped Xing" means pedestrian crossing ampotah kala ko it's some chinese guy who made something significant yun pala pedestrian crossing! i'll never look at ped xing the same way again hahaha
and oh...after more than a year in canada finally some pictures of bing =) nakita na kaya ni oliver to? hehehe
and oh...after more than a year in canada finally some pictures of bing =) nakita na kaya ni oliver to? hehehe
30.8.03
28.8.03
honey...
if ever you wonder
if you touched my soul
yes, you do
since i met you it's not the same
you bring life to everything i do
just the way that you say "hello"
with one touch i can't let go
never thought i'd fall in love with you
because of you my life has changed
thank you for the love and the joy you bring
because of you i feel no shame
i'll tell the world it's because of you
sometimes i get lonely
and all i gotta do is think of you
you capture something inside of me
you make all of my dreams come true
it's not enough that you love me for me
you reached inside and touched me eternally
"i love you" best explains how i feel for you
the magic in your eyes
true love i can't deny
when you hold me
i just lose control
i want you to know
that i'm never letting go
you mean so much to me
i want the world to see
it's because of you
pangit yung kumanta nito. but i like the song. just perfect. and oh...picture picture
meee meee meee
drawing on the whiteboard...me and you-know-who
if ever you wonder
if you touched my soul
yes, you do
since i met you it's not the same
you bring life to everything i do
just the way that you say "hello"
with one touch i can't let go
never thought i'd fall in love with you
because of you my life has changed
thank you for the love and the joy you bring
because of you i feel no shame
i'll tell the world it's because of you
sometimes i get lonely
and all i gotta do is think of you
you capture something inside of me
you make all of my dreams come true
it's not enough that you love me for me
you reached inside and touched me eternally
"i love you" best explains how i feel for you
the magic in your eyes
true love i can't deny
when you hold me
i just lose control
i want you to know
that i'm never letting go
you mean so much to me
i want the world to see
it's because of you
pangit yung kumanta nito. but i like the song. just perfect. and oh...picture picture
meee meee meee
drawing on the whiteboard...me and you-know-who
kinda busy here in the office that's why i haven't been posting as usual plus i dont really have anything to rant or rave about. maaaannnni sooo want to watch a movie. me wants to watch "pinay pie" and "keka". na-miss ko tuloy lalo si bing =( she's my designated pinoy movie partner. eeekkk i remember the piolo and juday movie...
BING!!! UWI KA NA!!!
BING!!! UWI KA NA!!!
25.8.03
after reading ina's journal last night, it made me feel like my job's trivial and all. not really significant then i remember the ty's i received from these people, tho they have very simple problems, i've helped. then as i was reading through the threads at manila tonight, another thing popped into my head...what if the person i love the most is secretly living another life in the world wide web? i think you know what i mean...man...i didn't liked the feeling. that's the reason why i don't pretend i'm someone or something i'm not to these people even if they say that you shouldn't really be your trueself when engaging in cyber activities. i've met some of them (yeah yeah) and they seem really nice. hay...dami nga naman nagagawa ng internet access...
21.8.03
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