29.10.02

Tell me just what you want me to be
One kiss and boom you're the only one for me
So please tell me why don't you come around no more
Cause right now I'm crying outside the door of your candy store

It just takes a little bit of this A little bit of that
It started with a kiss Now we're up to bat
A little bit of laughs A little bit of pain
I'm telling you, my babe
It's all in the game of love
MINE:Your partner is going to make you feel blessed today. A rush of emotion will set the stage for you to tell this person how you really feel. Let it all out.

YOUR's:You might appear nervous as you give your side of the story today, but that isn't out of any guilt or deception. You just really want something today and are trying to ask for it in as cool a manner as possible.

Shet-ness...anong ibig sabihin nito? Bakit sila nagtugma? Excuse me for being such a paranoid and insecure bitch. Weird day. On chat with two friends kinukwento yung sad ending ng relationship nila with their respective girlfriends. Different situation pero same ending, meron ng iba yung mahal nila.

28.10.02

Someday we'll know If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you

Someday we'll know Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you


Yeah...someday...

Late last night, I was going through some old things
When I saw a picture of you my best friend
It reminded me of days when you were mine
It have a way that always left me here with a smile
I want those sweet days back again


Jennifer Love's songs reminds me of Christian, one of the best guitarist I've ever met. Lagi kasi akong nakakakanta dahil sa kanya. Pinarinig ko sa kanya kanlungan and ilang days after nun tinutugtog na nya =) flexy kasi sya and not limited to love songs or rock or whathaveyou. Ah basta.

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I could face it again
Can't stop now I've travelled so far
To change this lonely life
I wanna know what love is I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is I know you control me

27.10.02

Ah Monday...finally we're here in the new office and since its nearer, I get extra 15 minutes of sleep. Not that sure as to what time I'll be able to upload this post. We have connection to the net but access is limited. With that, some sites wont open including blogger.com =(

Ey...sister-in-law's in the hospital. She was admitted last night and will give birth to our family's first baby girl. Im so excited!!! While we're on babies, sorry Pepo I wasn't able to attend the baby shower but I promise to drop by your place this week to see Angel, give my gift, and get my cookies hehehe.

Thank you for the weekend!!! Saturday, just stayed home to catch some z's. I wanted to watch "got to believe" on TV (rico yan eh noh!) pero sobrang antok ako. Aga ko natulog and sarap ng feeling! Sunday out with my dear friend then ni-meet friends nya. Enjoyed the night and dear nde ako natamad nun, was slouched on the chair coz my back was aching. Then meron syang nakwento sa kin na nde ko maalis sa isip ko. I'm not offended or anything but I can't take my mind off that kwento. You should see me...I have this really stupid smile on my face.

25.10.02

Walang nangyari sa kin kahapon. Since the DSL line was transfered to the new office, our connection in the old office was terminated &*%&#@! At eto ako ngaon sa bahay naloloka. Damn webcam! Ayaw gumana sa pc ko. Sira na talaga USB port =(

hoy x wag ka ng makisali. DOPE!!!
papabitch...walang white or black na tela

24.10.02

Look at this love test baby!!! Taken from a blog...secret na lang kung kanino. Mabubuking ako ng nang-iinvade ng blog ng may blog eh.

1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal, faithful, never change.
4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too moody; and you don't know how to please him.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is one that you care not only about the present but also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship that you can grow with.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything wrong after marriage.
7. You are quite pessimistic, you don't think happy marriages exist anymore nowadays.
8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.

Kontra ako sa number 7. Idealistic and optimistic daw ako sabi ng maraming tao.
Bad tummy =( Nde na naman ako nakapasok and we're supposed to go to the new office to try the access/proximity card. DOPE!!! Ey look at my horoscope for today: Your pursuit of pleasure pays dividends today. A little romance goes a long way in producing satisfaction. The simplest story that a close friend tells you could underscore universal significance. hmmn...di ko gets HAHAHA

Which came first, the chicken or the egg?
Ang baboy ba talaga eh pagkain lang or meron pa syang purpose dito sa mundo?
Anong part ng chicken ang nde nakakain?

and oh...special mention: papabitch =)

22.10.02

Ooohhh...nice read kurt cobain's diary. Former Nirvana singer Kurt Cobain kept at least 29 notebooks in which he wrote diary entries, song lyrics, letters, and band memos Well parts of it. Interesting.

Something's wrong with me. Imagine, there are only 4 songs playing over and over again on my winamp. Someday we'll know by Mandy Moore and Jonathan chuchu, My stupid mouth John Mayer, One on one Hall and Oates, and Till there was you Beatles.
Sheeesh..didn't have internet connection the whole afternoon which resulted to a new high score in snood hehehe hey kathy me no emo and shet-ness...nerd talaga ako hahaha o sya sya time to go home

Happy Birthday John Paul!!!

21.10.02

Hmmn...quizzes galore!!!






You are Fozzie!
Wokka Wokka! You love to make lame jokes. Your sense of humor might be a bit off, but you're a great friend and can always be counted on.
.

Oooh...new fun thing to do in the office PLAY DEMOSTAR!!! I've read about 23 blogs today, 4 newspapers (3 broadsheets and 1 tabloid hehehe), forwarded numerous emails to my friends, redesigned my webby (for uploading next week) and yeah worked for two hours...still have an hour and 30 minutes before I get off and I have nothing else to do. Hmmn...might as well check the ad on jobstreet that my friend pointed to me last night. Freelance Web Designer shit I want that job...

ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMPOL!!!

20.10.02

Good-weird-girl Kathy who no longer love this rockstar is online =) peace!!! Went to greenhills yesterday with my sister-n-law to gawk at nokia 7650's. Wala lang 23,000. Weew pang-enroll na nya yan ah (from a TV ad)

19.10.02

Hey Ina's back!!! and I have a new pa-sweet email address hehehe ligaya@hellokitty.com. Thanks Hershey for the link =)

18.10.02

From Kathy's blog which she got from Ina...

Your first name of Josephine has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You are very idealistic and romantic within yourself and may have tried to express your beautiful thoughts through poetry or writing. Crudeness and vulgarity are very repulsive to you and you are very particular about little things. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. You crave affection and understanding, yet because you can be so easily and deeply hurt, you have learned to keep your true nature hidden; therefore people do not really know you. You always wonder if you are doing the right thing, desiring to express yourself but afraid to. People may consider you haughty and aloof because of your sensitivity and reserved ways. You may find some expression abut it would usually be light conversation, rarely daring to reveal your deeper thoughts or take others into your confidence for fear of criticism or ridicule. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do. This name could cause you to suffer through a sensitivity in the fluid functions, causing female disorders, swelling of the legs and ankles, or general blood debility. There is also a weakness in the region of the heart and respiratory organs.

Shet-ness this is so true! And Ina, we're all glad that you are OK. Just last night an ordinary passenger bus exploded that killed some and injured a lot of passengers. Nakakainis isipin. Napagusapan namin ng mga officemates and some friends at pare-pareho kami ng naisip. Baka pakana lang ng gobyerno para makapagdeklara ng martial law. I pray that we're wrong. Bakit kelangan pa mangdamay ng mga inosenteng tao?
Hmmmn...spoke to soon. Looks like the four of us under technical will be left here in our old office for another week. DSL's not yet available and we can't afford not to have internet connection. No biggie. Go blog-a-blog Richelle

17.10.02

Wonder how my college friends are. Last I saw them was two months ago at a birthday party. I miss our saturday movie dates =( I believe Men in Black 2 was the last movie I saw and since then missed lots of good ones. Will just have to wait for VCD copies. Damn Star TV. They pulled out their programs from Destiny Cable. Buti na lang wala ng Friends re-runs sa kanila kundi lalo na siguro ako nagwala. Don't want to change cable providers coz my brother works for Destiny's Cable Internet and sayang naman yung discount sa monthly dues (kuripot!). Anyway he promised to tap a Skycable line to our house hehehe shhhh.... My friend said that aside from accidents and natural cause of death, mamamatay sya pag nawala cable tv at yosi...ayushhhh.

16.10.02

And here I go again...since my dear partner Wally's absent, nde ako makapaglaro =( super kita ako eh. Nakakahiya naman busy mga tao dito ta's ako wala gawa. Everybody's moving around preparing their things coz we're moving to our new office. Our admin asked me awhile ago why I'm not moving or packing my things. Told her "there's nothing to pack". Unlike in our old office where I spend most of my time and practically live, I don't have any personal things here. Just a notebook, pillow, and toothbrush. Kulit noh!
I am commanding you, but I want to test the sincerity of your love by comparing it to the earnestness of others

A passage from the Bible that was included in the book A Walk to Remember. Chat session with sick-Kathy made me realize some things about life. For the past few weeks I’ve been so unhappy thinking that yeah I exist but my life has no meaning. If I die today it wouldn’t really have an impact on anybody’s life. Hindi titigil mundo nila even for a moment. My family may be (mawawalan sila ng border! Hehehe) but the others, I don’t think so. Then Kathy said something about “appreciating simple things in life” like a good night sleep, sweet candy, hot bath, massage, text from a friend, etc…ala lang. Hindi pa rin ako napaligaya pero meron syang nakwento sa kin na napa-realize sa kin na nde ako nag-iisa =) kung ano man yun, sa kin na ang yun!!!

Everyone keeps telling me
I'm something I'm not
They fill me with questions
that tear me apart
But through it all
it was you who pulled me out
So please don't leave me now

Just give me one more night
to hold you
One more night
Give me one more night
to have you near

There's a man at the train stop
with tears in his eyes
It reminds me of so long ago
when I was able to cry

Now I'm strong
Slip away and laugh along
with anyone who needs someone blue

15.10.02

Hmmmn..."Make your BlogSpot site ad-free, host images, and more with BlogSpot Plus." TEMPTING!!! I want to upgrade my blog so I can upload photos and have additional pages but hel-lo $5 a month. kuripot ako eh =) Well I'm actually seriously considering this. In time...I have to pay pa my phone bill, cable, and my bracelet. 14 days to go...sweldo ulit! hehehe I always look forward to every 15th and 30th of the month well lahat naman eh. Ina-baby I know it's your bithday this October (tama ba?) so HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you and to John Paul L. Capili
So whats new? Third post for the day =) hehehe finally it's the 15th of the month SWELDO!!! I have new blog-buddies Cliff, Ryan, and, Bart. Happy blogging!!! Ryan's the one who's been keeping me sane, even though he's hundreds of miles away, thru chat. Thanks dude!!!

14.10.02

INTUITION The act or faculty of knowing or sensing without the use of rational processes; immediate cognition. Knowledge gained by the use of this faculty; a perceptive insight. A sense of something not evident or deducible; an impression.

My heart is beating so fast. Will see the doctor soon...hyperthyroidism tsk tsk tsk. So what's with intuition? I don't know. Hey do you believe in female intuition? I feel like something bad is about to happen...
"Sometimes, no matter how secure you are in someone's arms and no matter how tightly you hold on to this person's hand, you'll find yourself falling dangerously in love w/ someone else."

Ouch! Parang kakaiba noh? As usual, I can't think of anything and not productive here in the office so I've been reading messages on forums coz snood's no match for me. Hayan ang drama tuloy. My friend once told me that he'd rather lose the girl he loves to someone else than for that girl to fall out of love. I don't share the same sentiments. I don't think I could ever handle the fact of losing someone I love. hmmmn...eewww kakakilabot. emosyonal! Long sad love songs did this to me! Will buy headphones for my officemate para nde ko na sya marinig =)

Hey jampol, thanks for dropping by =)

13.10.02

I got to talk to a very disturbed friend. The usual...boy problem.

FRIEND: I was talking to my guy the other night and out of nowhere he asked me "bakit ang mga babae ina-assume na may gusto sa kanila yung lalaki or nililigawan sila pero sa totoo meron lang kailangan sa kanila or nagiging mabait lang naman? tska pano mo masasabi na boyfriend mo na yung lalaki? HE-LO I didn't know what to say!
ME: Why?
FRIEND: It reminded me of our current situation. He never formally asked me to be his girlfriend. We've been doing things that normal couples do so you'd think talaga that we're a couple.
ME: Yun naman pala eh. Bakit ka nagdradrama?
FRIEND: Kasi feeling ko I've put him in a situation/place that he didn't want to be. I love the guy you know but I feel like pinagtyatyagaan lang nya ako kasi andito na ako, ni walang effort masyado on his part and I don't want that.
ME: Eww...that sucks
FRIEND: Sinabi mo pa. I guess it's up to me para linawin yung mga bagay-bagay. If somebody asks me how he is, I'll just tell them that he's OK and will not volunteer any more info or kwento.
ME: Sobra naman. Pero talaga out of nowhere napagusapan nyo to?
FRIEND: Yup. Ewan paranoid na rin siguro ako. Siguro disappointed lang ako sa mga bagay-bagay. Broken promises and everything. At least now I know where I stand. I'm not on the top 10 of his priority list and he would rather be with his friends than with me.
ME: Sobra ka naman! PATHETIC
FRIEND: Gagi TRUE! "do not compete with my friends coz you wont win" Sakit di ba?
ME: Ang masasabi ko, mahalin mo na lang sarili mo. Hindi ka naman ganyan eh. I mean may dumating naman ng ibang guys sa life mo but only with him na nakita kitang ganyan.
FRIEND: Ewan ko ba...well I'm sure magsusurvive ako. Nalilinawagan na ako e.
ME: Goodluck dude!


Eww...very disturbing. I'm not really good in giving advise to my friends but I'm a good listener =)

Last Sarturday our barkada had a small get-together, Our friend Chris was to leave the next day (sunday...bale kahapon). Everyone was so emotional and even our guy friends cried. Sir Robbie moderated this "fondest memory and message" session for Chris. We were asked to say something about him that we'll miss. Lahat kami pare-pareho ng comment. He's a true friend the type of person that you can really count on. I'll surely miss him. I've learned a lot from this guy...about family, being a true friend, loving someone, and being a responsible person. I wish him luck and strength that he may be able to handle challenges that will come his way.

11.10.02

*yawn* Another boring day. I need a good book or movie. Help! Suggest a good book or take me to the mall to watch a movie!!! Would love to watch Mr. Deeds but I don't have anybody to go with me =( My friends from college actually asked me to watch this movie with them last weekend but turned them down coz somebody asked me first. Thing is, that somebody watched that movie without me. haaaay life. It ain't worth it to watch an Adam Sandler movie alone but I don't have a choice.

Crazy song my officemate is singing oh love...don't let me be the last to know reminds me of Pops and Martin. And on my winamp I'm tired of playing on the team oh it seems I don't get timeout anymore oh what a change if we set the pace face to face no one even trying to score yeah baby Hall & Oates

10.10.02

*yawn* I'm so bored!!! My eyes are so tired from staring at the monitor watching snoods drop. Prayers for my batchmate whos baby died. Til now they do not know the cause of death. Woke up one morning then saw her baby face down, no longer breathing. Condolences Lanie.

7.10.02

wazzzzaaapp belated happy birthday daphne =) and congratulations to my cousin for giving birth to a beautiful baby girl. haaay life.

3.10.02

did not go to work yesterday (and yeah last friday too). morning, went to edsamail's office (that's where i used to work) in ortigas to see old friends. found out that most of them left so i just said hi to my buddy pareng ebs and left. after that, i went to starbucks to meet my friend hershey. i waited for an hour drinking overpriced coffee and smoking lights. we went to galleria to eat lunch and guess who i saw...SI EMMA! with papa coco =)

2pm went to greenhills to meet my better half. wala lang, we just wanted to look at the imitation watches. rolex (they have daytona!), tag, gucci, rado, techno marine's...they all come in different shapes and sizes! wala lang natuwa lang akong tignan sila =)

greenhills is the place to be! hehehe next week or next next week we'll watch prosti. gusto nya daw si aubrey miles %&#^@*$!