I am commanding you, but I want to test the sincerity of your love by comparing it to the earnestness of others

A passage from the Bible that was included in the book A Walk to Remember. Chat session with sick-Kathy made me realize some things about life. For the past few weeks I’ve been so unhappy thinking that yeah I exist but my life has no meaning. If I die today it wouldn’t really have an impact on anybody’s life. Hindi titigil mundo nila even for a moment. My family may be (mawawalan sila ng border! Hehehe) but the others, I don’t think so. Then Kathy said something about “appreciating simple things in life” like a good night sleep, sweet candy, hot bath, massage, text from a friend, etc…ala lang. Hindi pa rin ako napaligaya pero meron syang nakwento sa kin na napa-realize sa kin na nde ako nag-iisa =) kung ano man yun, sa kin na ang yun!!!

Everyone keeps telling me
I'm something I'm not
They fill me with questions
that tear me apart
But through it all
it was you who pulled me out
So please don't leave me now

Just give me one more night
to hold you
One more night
Give me one more night
to have you near

There's a man at the train stop
with tears in his eyes
It reminds me of so long ago
when I was able to cry

Now I'm strong
Slip away and laugh along
with anyone who needs someone blue