27.2.03

Hmmn...


Honey,
Sorry 'bout last night. Wala naman talaga yun eh
and nde ko matagalan na nde mo ko kinakausap =(
wag ka na magalit sa kin...
Love you very much!!!

26.2.03

Super pagod ako yesterday nde ko alam kung bakit to think nakaupo lang naman ako maghapon sa office. Walang bago puro tsismis lang and kwentuhan.

Happy thought/moment: Come from behind win ng Ginebra versus Purefoods =) Love ko na si Salvacion and Dimaunahan hehehe
Congrats Mommy Shala =) nanganak na sya!!!

Lang bago. Gusto ko ng pasta and pizza. Now na...Had burger steak and mashed potato for lunch na nde ko naramdaman. Gutom na ko ulit. Kumain ng cheeseburger for miryenda...nde ko rin naramdaman. Nyark...may bulate siguro ako sa tyan. Pero feeling ko tumataba na naman ako...ayaw...ayaw...ayaw

Uy Ginebra game later...yeah!!!

23.2.03

Yipee...congrats sa kuya ko dahil nanalo yung 2 aso na sinali nya sa dogshow yesterday sponsored by PCCI. Mommy Lisa (Marigold's Primaballerina) may 2 trophy for Best Bitch and Best Breed plus four ribbons na nde ko alam kung ano hehehe tapos baby nya si Brutus (Bigtime's Brutus) got two rin for Best Puppy naman. Mga Boston Terrier sila. Sayang lang they didnt make it to the last competition kasi puro chow-chow and shih-tzu ang nakuha. Funny lang ang competition kasi ang daming alalay nung mga aso! As in. May mga sarili pang electric fan with matching boy at yaya. Next show, sali daw ulit si kuya and si Kobi, a boxer, naman isasali nya. Sana manalo. Kahit lang cash prize eh tumataas naman value ng aso and pag may litter na sila, yayaman ka rin!!!

At ako'y nairita...dapat bawal kama-kamag-anak sa trabaho di ba? life...

22.2.03

Duh...lang bago. Last night super sama ng feeling ko. Nagkaron ng "lamig" yung likod at sikmura ko as in nde ako mapakali. After sangdamakmak na mansanilya ang nilagay sa likod at tiyan ko eh yun...nilabas ko rin yung mga nakain ko. Naimpatso siguro ako =) imagine naman kasi ang dami kong nakain ng lunch and dinner. Second time na nangyari sa kin yun. Before naman nasobrahan ako sa champorado...hay takaw ko!!! Hayun lang...

19.2.03

Past six but I'm still here in the office. Have to stay till 6:30 coz I came in late and thank God were flexy!!! Busy with work..promise but we still have time to fool around, forward manyakis emails, and sing along Josh Groban songs =) One of my officemates sings like Jessa instead of Josh hahaha pero feel nya pa rin.

Hay...
an invitation...

San Valentino's Busy Day
Red Roses out-of-stock
14 February 2003

to kith and kin old and new,

Wawi here. I do the Vox for the band THE LATE ISABEL. In this line, i'm
inviting all of you beautiful dark°enerate dear&darling people to come
for a night of music with us at our gig next week, the 20th of February
2003, 9PM at Industry Lounge. The details are all in the flyer attached
below.

We are the first to be featured for INDUSTRY LOUNGE's Goth Music & Art
Night. We shall perform 2-sets worth of ORIGINAL material from The Late
Isabel, mixed with a hefty sprinkling of twisted songs, Siouxie&TheBanshees
covers, croutons and other surprises.

The night shall also feature a celebration (or lament?) of freeform POETRY
reading. Some special guests (performance artists) are in the line-up,
afterwhich the mic shall be opened to anyone who is interested or
intoxicated enough to recite an original piece or an excerpt, following the
themes: dark strange crazy morose romantick tragic and happy.

The walls will be covered with deliciously dark paintings from various
artists such as IVAN ROXAS, MARK MISA (both moonstruck), and others.

TAROT-CARD READING by an obscured elf shall also be available before
the band performs.

...

It would be lovely if you WILL come.

Will Wait Wailing,
+WAWI

16.2.03

10 steps to enjoying each other better...

1. Be realistic about each other.
Don't try to turn ur partner into something he or she is not. Let's face it, guys-there's only 1 Pamela Anderson in the world, and even she has had her implants removed! Give ur gal a break and understand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnite with the help of a few facials or treatments. And ladies, Brad Pitt has already been taken, so u're gonna have to do with what ur guy is like! Chill out, love each other for what u are. There is more to ur partner than what meets the eye.

2. Always talk things out.
Now guys, I know this is not ur fave pastime or mode of resolving issues, but u know what? This works with the gals. Don't make assumptions about each other's feelings. Learn to xpress urself better so that ur partner undrstands what u're angry about, or hurt about, or even happy about! When u stop talking to each other from the heart, it's the beginning of the end.

3. Do stuff together.
Make an effort to do things together. Do some sports or involve urselves in some shared activities; something both of u enjoy or are interested in. It could be as simple as watching movies together, or jus strolling hand-in-hand down Orchard Road. Watch soccor with him once in a while though the green patch on TV puts u to sleep in 3 seconds. And guys, do give in if ur gal asks for another day at window-shopping, rather than suggest that she go out with her girlfriends for "that sort of activities" instead. If u're spending more time with ur friends rather than with ur partner, it's a warning sign that u're drifting apart!!!

4. Meet each other halfway.
If he agrees to throw out that rotten T-shirt with the "The_Rock" print, u shouldn't kick up much of a fuss if he asks u to keep ur room tidy. There's gotta be a little giving and taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.

5.Show ur love
Buy her flowers or candy or perfume everynow and then, even if u have been together for 5years. It's wonderful to continue showing someone that u care for him or her. Cook him a special meal, paint him a Valentine's Day card. Knit him mini-socks he can't wear ( like for decoration purposes => ), buy him a packet of milk for breakfast, or pack his wardrobe for him...so he knows u can still be romantic and loving despite having been together for quite a while.

6. Respect each other.
Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is u love to laugh at. Ask urself if she thinks if its funny. And if he has an inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and make him feel worse! Love is about respecting each other's feelings and being sensitive to each other at all times.

7. Bury the past.
Stop bringing up the past. Gals..don't bring up the happy things about u and ur ex to ur guy, it would jus make him jealous or unhappy. And guys, don't talk about the happy times that u had with ur ex or mention about her in ur every other sentence as it would make ur gal feel un-happy and she might think that u saying all this b'cos u are gonna get back with ur ex or not interested in her anymore.

8. Sit on ur jealousy.
All of us go thru' spells of insecurity at the beginning of the relationship, but don't translate that insecurity into jealousy. If u're gonna go through ur partner's mail and cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, u know something is wrong - with u!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads thru' the relationship before finally killing it. Trust ur partner; love has to have trust in it.

9. Keep ur commitments to each other.
If ur partner is standing u up all the time and cancelling dates and breaking promises, u need to talk! If u're in a relationship, make ur partner ur priority and don't disappoint them if u can help it. It's really terrible when someone promises to take u to dinner, and then calls to cancel it. Don't make promises u can't keep. If ur partner starts to feel that he/she is not important enough to u, u may jus lose him/her.

10. Be honest.
Honesty is not scowling at how awful she looks first thing in the morning, or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly~! When we say "be honest", we mean expressing ur feelings clearly, not being bitingly cruel. When u're hurt, say so, and when u're angry, tell him/her, w/o getting hysterical. If u can't be honest with ur partner, who can u be honest with? æ Love is also about honesty, and a relationship where no honesty exists probably isn't worth it!

15.2.03

emote mode = on

hehehe la lang. I love my PC it's never failed me =) It's saturday but here I am blogging away. Been online almost the whole day checking kewl websites for my project "Operation Palit Website". I want a website that has cute graphics but not GIF-ful. Napagisip isip ko to after my text-session with dodeng (my officemate). Kasi I was to decide if I should or shouldn't accept a job offer. Sabi nga nya, stay na muna ako with Ulead until I find a job na mas may "future" and makakahanap lang ako ng isang ganun kapag OK na OK na ang credentials ko. Hopefully yung project na sinasabi ni James (another officemate) eh matuloy. Not only will it give me extra money, madadagdagan din yung mga projects ko =) Nice noh? Kaya love ko yung mga yun eh. Kahit na super asar talo ako at least baby naman nila ako. They take good care of me. Parang mga big brothers who loves to give unsolicited advise, dinadamayan ako sa katakawan ko ng pakwan (watermelon), laging nagbibigay ng free food and sila yung super nakakapag-patawa sa kin lagi. It's also one of the reasons why I'm having second thoughts about leaving my job. I love the people I work with (well most!!!) and my kick-ass PC. Simple lang actually specs but for me OKs na OKs na sya.

Nga pala...I saw this sign on a jeep earlier "how do you expect me to raise a family with a salary that's not even enough to be my allowance?" Some of us are lucky that we are getting above minimum salary but still we feel that it's not enough. Like right now, just got my paycheck yesterday but the money I have right now is good for only a week. I have to pay some bills and other responsibilities. My fault of course kaya nde na rin ako nagrereklamo. I have naman na a solution to it eh. Will take the advise of my friend Paul (jampol) on how to manage money =) Hayun lang...

sintemyento...

lost ako...

kabado...
Love is life and life is livin’
It’s very special
All my love...
It’s such a shame, but I’m leavin’
Can’t take the way you mistreated me
And it’s crazy
It don’t matter, whatever, don’t phase me
I gotta leave you alone
‘Cause I’m good holdin’ my spot
So without me you’ll be fine, right
All my pride is all I have
You’ll be needin’ me, but too bad
You had to your choice to run alone
Here with me you had a home, oh, yeah
The nights I waited up for you
Promises you made about comin’ through
So much time you wasted
That’s why I had to replace you
Stop playin, you gamin’
I gotta leave you alone
So without me you’ll be fine, right
All my pride is all I have
You’ll be needin’ me, but too bad
You had to your choice to run alone
Here with me you had a home
People make mistakes to make up, to break
To wake up cold and lonely
You love me, I’m like your homey
Instead of beef you come hold me
I promise I’m not a phony
Ain’t nothin’ you can say to me that can change my mind
I gotta let you go now
And nothin’ will ever be the same, so just be on your way
Go ‘head and do your thing now
And there’s no more to explain to me, you no
I know your game and I’m feelin’ what you do
I promise you
You know what I’m sayin’

Strong girl!!!

Friend: sensya na jowsie nde ako nakatawag sayo. i went out wid my college frnds na lng. tnx 4 d concern, it meant a lot to me
Me: I hope ur OK now
Friend: mtagal p cguro, masakit n mahirap. pro jst lyk b4, kakayanin ko to
Me: Bsta and2 lng kme 4 u

It's so hard to make long distance relationships work. The possibility is so high for one of you to find someone else or the distance makes you fall out of love. I do not really know exactly what happened...all I know is that it hurts.

14.2.03

My love for you grows stronger each day.
I've never known this could happen.
The day you came into my life, everything changed.
Why you picked me is still a mircle.
Not only did God bring you to me,
But he also brought me to you.
Thank you for making me feel so "special".
No one has ever made me feel this way before.
I will always be grateful that you cared so much,
And always remember "I Love You" with all my heart.
When you need someone to lean on,
I will be here.


Happy valentines everyone!!! I was thinking of changing the color of my blog (shades of red) but decided against it the last minute...la lang...kasi parang...too much. Hey I am honestly wishing everyone a meaningful and lovely valentines. Ang sweet talaga ng mga pinoy. I really appreciate the effort of those people who try to give or do something special for their loved ones. Kahit na for today lang. I remember a few years back, Bryan (Hipolito...officemate from Edsamail) whos girlfriend was in Cebu sent him a singing telegram. Imagine ang laki nyang tao (mala Johnny Bravo) nanliit sa hiya at kilig!!! We all went out to the reception area to watch the guy sing to him "All my life". We requested "Sex Bomd" kaso la kami pangbayad. It was so funny and so sweet!!!

Let Me Be The One
(Jimmy Bondoc)

Somebody told me you we're leaving
I didn't know
Somebody told me you're unhappy
But it doesn't show
Somebody told me that you don't want me no more
Ooh... so you're walking out that door
Nobody told me you've been crying
Every night
Nobody told me you'd been dying
But didn't want to fight
Nobody told me that you fell out of love for me
So I'm setting you free

Let me be the one to break it up
So you won't have to make excuses
We don't need to find a setup where
Someone wins and someone loses
We just have to say our love was true
But has now become a lie
So I'm telling you 'I love you' one last time
And goodbye...
Somebody told me you used to love me
I don't know why
Nobody told me that you only needed
Time to fly
Somebody told me that you want to come back when
Our love is real again

Just turn around and walk away
You don't have to live like this
But if you know me still, then stay
Don't keep me waiting for that final kiss
We can work together through this test
Or we can work through with apart
I just need to get this out of my trust
That you'll always have my heart
Let me be the one...


This is a very sad song...still hope you guys have a happy hearts day =)

11.2.03

9.2.03

Nothing new. Turned 19 (hehehe) last Saturday (thanks sa mga nag-greet) but nothing really special happened. Yesterday nagkita kami ni Kathy. Sayang lang may lakad ako yayayain ko sana sya nood ng movie. Natatawa lang ako sa kanya coz nasa powerbooks sya reading Bob Ong's ABNKKBSNPL and kawawa naman sya nde sya makatawa ng husto kasi baka mapagkamalan syang baliw nung mga katabi nya =)

Natutuwa ako kasi ngayon I have dedicated SDLS connection!!! YESSSS download galore. Salamat sa Eastern Telecoms hehehe astig connection nila. Yun lang I have so many backlogs sa work nde ko sya masyado naaappreciate.

6.2.03

MY PARTNER LEFT ME!!! Partner dito sa work. He resigned last wednesday and started with his new employer the following day. Sana ako rin makahanap ng bagong work. I was in Ortigas yesterday for an interview and hopefully maging OK results. If ever, shifting...patay na life ko nun...mamimiss ko honey ko...maprapraning ako. Hay.

Dinner later with friends...sasama ba ako or nde?

4.2.03

awwwwwwww....mishu ryan!!!

update:
1. Was interviewed last night by a potential employer (would love to work there...) and according to my friend, I'm in for another interview anytime this week. His not-so-ex was the one who called me up (sabi ko na nga ba sya yun eh hehehe)
2. Ryan's back from the dark. Finally may internet connection na sila sa Singapore
3. Was reading the TY's of Sugar Free's album and exec producer pala nila si JV Colayco. He used to be one of the bigguys Edsamail. ASTIG

Hayun lang...reunion this sat but I'm not sure if I'm going or what. It's a special day for me and was planning on spending the whole day at home hehehe HAY UWIAN NAAAAAAAA

2.2.03

Uy nakonood ako ng sugarfree mall show!!! Yun lang I left right after their set =)

Hay back in the office. Parang ghost town na dito imagine 5 lang kami dito sa office ngayon. Siguro later mga 8 kami pero he-lo di ba kakaiba? NEED TO FIND A NEW JOB (preferably in Ortigas hehehe)