im seriously thinking of deleting my friendster account. coz it sucks. it was a good way to reconnect with friends but it's also an easy way to...nevermind. i just wish i can let go of all my friends messages...then i'll delete it.
on being broken hearted...
But the question is; why I would bother to pick up the pieces of something long broken? Because, my fine reader, I'd want to have it intact when I finally give it away to someone else...
not my mine but he's able to put into words the thoughts of those who had their heart broken. i've been reading this very nice journal, the url i cant give out for now, and it's been good therapy not only for him but for his many readers whose hearts are broken too. its just so sad that some of the things he's mentioned, im seeing right now. is his story a conclusion? no. not really. just something to help prepare you in case something like this happens to you. i feel the pain in his writings and his efforts to get over someone...something...
with this, i leave you my friends. its saturday. i deserve a good day sleep. just think...
And for the impossible things that we all dream, maybe tonight I will dream of us looking out into the street. But five and a half inches away. Waiting for our jeep. And maybe we’ll see snowflakes fall over Quiapo --- x-boyfriend
it's over and done
but the heartache lives on inside
and who is the one you're clinging to
instead of me, tonight
28.4.04
work related so if your not in the mood, dont read this...
i get daily reviews for each answer i make and so far i've been getting pretty good comments from tier3. only i flunked one yesterday. not really flunked. still got good review for my grammar, demeanor, composition and other that chuva. i just mentioned something really stupid. not really stupid it's actually valid but i just think its stupid. what the &*%^#? how can i let that little detail pass? so, with that my american guy comments:
So as you can see this is not going to be a quick kill. You willl need to put your sleuth hat on and see what you can dig up to solve this mystery.
i like the quick kill part hehe nosebleed
i get daily reviews for each answer i make and so far i've been getting pretty good comments from tier3. only i flunked one yesterday. not really flunked. still got good review for my grammar, demeanor, composition and other that chuva. i just mentioned something really stupid. not really stupid it's actually valid but i just think its stupid. what the &*%^#? how can i let that little detail pass? so, with that my american guy comments:
So as you can see this is not going to be a quick kill. You willl need to put your sleuth hat on and see what you can dig up to solve this mystery.
i like the quick kill part hehe nosebleed
27.4.04
i just read my friend cheche's blog (goodness i added links and forgot to include her! my bad) and just like me, she had a hellish 2003. if you're my friend and an avid reader (yeah yeah yeah) you know how much i complained last year for all the bad things thats happened to me. 2004 is better, in some ways yes, but i still have some issues. if i write 'em down here, i dont think you guys would still be my friends.
so what am i doing at 3 in the morning? working. well im supposed to be working. just getting a breather (just in case marlon wanders here...OH NOH ANOTHER FORGOTTEN LINK!). hay. must...get...back...to...work...LATER hehehe
my friend rodel from ulead will have his interview here later at 10am (cheche secret lang to ha!!! dont tell the others muna) i submitted his resume to my friend here who's with microsoft. a good and gifted account. gifted because they also get good packages there. i wish him luck and hopefully he'll get in. im pretty confident of his skills and i know he would just do great.
my friends invited me to join them in laguna this weekend. i do want to go but this sat, people here at work organized a paint ball event (oooh...fire in the hole!) so im torn as to which group i should join. i do have another option...stay at home
ok back to work!
so what am i doing at 3 in the morning? working. well im supposed to be working. just getting a breather (just in case marlon wanders here...OH NOH ANOTHER FORGOTTEN LINK!). hay. must...get...back...to...work...LATER hehehe
my friend rodel from ulead will have his interview here later at 10am (cheche secret lang to ha!!! dont tell the others muna) i submitted his resume to my friend here who's with microsoft. a good and gifted account. gifted because they also get good packages there. i wish him luck and hopefully he'll get in. im pretty confident of his skills and i know he would just do great.
my friends invited me to join them in laguna this weekend. i do want to go but this sat, people here at work organized a paint ball event (oooh...fire in the hole!) so im torn as to which group i should join. i do have another option...stay at home
ok back to work!
26.4.04
vomit. puke. throw-up. gag. had too much quiche and now feel so bloated. i hate this feeling. my back feels sooo cold and any moment i would be running to the CR to gag. i really hate this feeling. i still have spag with meatballs which i want to eat now coz even i feel so bloated, i still want to eat. glutton. fark. there's hot water and coffee to help ease the pain but it will actually only make me gag more acid and i dont like the aftertast and that feeling. acids. shetness. oh well...empacho
me got new email add c/o blogger and google...because im loyal and an active blogger hahaha astig imagine a gigabyte of space to store your email! beats sanrio's 15mb noh?
on other news, i have ugly bruises on my knees that doesnt seem to heal. i bump my knees all the time on the three CPUs under my desk here in the office. it's not advisable to put them up our desk coz it will only make it more difficult to move around. just imagine 2 monitors and 3 CPUs (do they call it CPU rin sa macintosh?).
oohhhh....be right back. will continue later as i will listen to my officemates take calls hehehe
on other news, i have ugly bruises on my knees that doesnt seem to heal. i bump my knees all the time on the three CPUs under my desk here in the office. it's not advisable to put them up our desk coz it will only make it more difficult to move around. just imagine 2 monitors and 3 CPUs (do they call it CPU rin sa macintosh?).
oohhhh....be right back. will continue later as i will listen to my officemates take calls hehehe
23.4.04
22.4.04
this is long but soooo worth reading...
PARTNERS AND MARRIAGE
By Eduardo Jose E. Calasanz
I have never met a man who didn't want to be loved. But I have seldom met a man who didn't fear marriage. Something about the closure seems constricting, not enabling. Marriage seems easier to understand for what it cuts out of our lives than for what it makes possible within our lives.
When I was younger this fear immobilized me. I did not want to make a mistake.I saw my friends get married for reasons of social acceptability, or sexual fever, or just because they thought it was the logical thing to do. Then I watched, as they and their partners became embittered and petty in their dealings with each other. I looked at older couples and saw, at best, mutual toleration of each other. I imagined a lifetime of loveless nights and bickering and could not imagine subjecting myself or someone else to such a fate.
And yet, on rare occasions, I would see old couples who somehow seemed to glow in each other's presence. They seemed really in love, not just dependent upon each other and tolerant of each other's foibles. It was an astounding sight, and it seemed impossible. How, I asked myself, can they have survived so many years of sameness, so much irritation at the others habits? What keeps love alive in them, when most of us seem unable to even stay together, much less love each other?
The central secret seems to be in choosing well. There is something to the claim of fundamental compatibility. Good people can create a bad relationship, even though they both dearly want the relationship to succeed. It is important to find someone with whom you can create a good relationship from the outset. Unfortunately, it is hard to see clearly in the early stages. Sexual hunger draws you to each other and colors the way you see yourselves together. It blinds you to the thousands of little things by which relationships eventually survive or fail. You need to find a way to see beyond this initial overwhelming sexual fascination. Some people choose to involve themselves sexually and ride out the most heated period of sexual attraction in order to see what is on the other side.
This can work, but it can also leave a trail of wounded hearts.Others deny the sexual side altogether in an attempt to get to know each other apart from their sexuality. But they cannot see clearly, because the presence of unfulfilled sexual desire looms so large that it keeps them from having any normal perception of what life would be like together.
The truly lucky people are the ones who manage to become long-time friends before they realize they are attracted to each other. They get to know each other's laughs, passions, sadness, and fears. They see each other at their worst and at their best. They share time together before they get swept up into the entangling intimacy of their sexuality.
This is the ideal, but not often possible. If you fall under the spell of your sexual attraction immediately, you need to look beyond it for other keys to compatibility. One of these is laughter. Laughter tells you how much you will enjoy each others company over the long term.
If your laughter together is good and healthy, and not at the expense of others, then you have a healthy relationship to the world. Laughter is the child of surprise. If you can make each other laugh, you can always surprise each other. And if you can always surprise each other, you can always keep the world around you new.
Beware of a relationship in which there is no laughter. Even the most intimate relationships based only on seriousness have a tendency to turn sour. Over time, sharing a common serious viewpoint on the world tends to turn you against those who do not share the same viewpoint, and your relationship can become based on being critical together.
After laughter, look for a partner who deals with the world in a way you respect. When two people first get together, they tend to see their relationship as existing only in the space between the two of them. They find each other endlessly fascinating, and the overwhelming power of the emotions they are sharing obscures the outside world. As the relationship ages and grows, the outside world becomes important again. If your partner treats people or circumstances in a way you can't accept, you will inevitably come to grief.Look at the way she cares for others and deals with the daily affairs of life. If that makes you love her more, your love will grow. If it does not, be careful. If you do not respect the way you each deal with the world around you, eventually the two of you will not respect each other.
Look also at how your partner confronts the mysteries of life. We live on the cusp of poetry and practicality, and the real life of the heart resides in the poetic. If one of you is deeply affected by the mystery of the unseen in life and relationships, while the other is drawn only to the literal and the practical, you must take care that the distance does not become an unbridgeable gap that leaves you each feeling isolated and misunderstood.
There are many other keys, but you must find them by yourself. We all have unchangeable parts of our hearts that we will not betray and private commitments to a vision of life that we will not deny.
If you fall in love with someone who cannot nourish those inviolable parts of you, or if you cannot nourish them in her, you will find yourselves growing further apart until you live in separate worlds where you share the business of life, but never touch each other where the heart lives and dreams. From there it is only a small leap to the cataloging of petty hurts and daily failures that leaves so many couples bitter and unsatisfied with their mates.
So choose carefully and well. If you do, you will have chosen a partner with whom you can grow, and then the real miracle of marriage can take place in your hearts. I pick my words carefully when I speak of a miracle. But I think it is not too strong a word. There is a miracle in marriage. It is called transformation.
Transformation is one of the most common events of nature. The seed becomes the flower. The cocoon becomes the butterfly. Winter becomes spring and love becomes a child. We never question these, because we see them around us every day. To us they are not miracles, though if we did not know them they would be impossible to believe. Marriage is a transformation we choose to make. Our love is planted like a seed, and in time it begins to flower. We cannot know the flower that will blossom, but we can be sure that a bloom will come.
If you have chosen carefully and wisely, the bloom will be good. If you have chosen poorly or for the wrong reason, the bloom will be flawed. We are quite willing to accept the reality of negative transformation in a marriage. It was negative transformation that always had me terrified of the bitter marriages that I feared when I was younger. It never occurred to me to question the dark miracle that transformed love into harshness and bitterness. Yet I was unable to accept the possibility that the first heat of love could be transformed into something positive that was actually deeper and more meaningful than the heat of fresh passion. All I could believe in was the power of this passion and the fear that when it cooled I would be left with something lesser and bitter.
But there is positive transformation as well. Like negative transformation, it results from a slow accretion of little things. But instead of death by a thousand blows, it is growth by a thousand touches of love. Two histories intermingle. Two separate beings, two separate presence, two separate consciousness come together and share a view of life that passes before them. They remain separate, but they also become one. There is an expansion of awareness, not a closure and a constriction, as I had once feared. This is not to say that there is not tension and there are not traps. Tension and traps are part of every choice of life, from celibate to monogamous to having multiple lovers. Each choice contains within it the lingering doubt that the road not taken somehow morefruitful and exciting, and each becomes dulled to the richness that it alone contains.
But only marriage allows life to deepen and expand and be leavened by the knowledge that two have chosen, against all odds, to become one. Those who live together without marriage can know the pleasure of shared company, but there is a specific gravity in the marriage commitment that deepens that experience into something richer and more complex.
So do not fear marriage, just as you should not rush into it for the wrong reasons. It is an act of faith and it contains within it the power of transformation. If you believe in your heart that you have found someone with whom you are able to grow, if you have sufficient faith that you can resist the endless attraction of the road not taken and the partner notchosen, if you have the strength of heart to embrace the cycles and seasons that your love will experience, then you may be ready to seek the miracle that marriage offers. If not, then wait. The easy grace of a marriage well made is worth your patience. When the time comes, a thousand flowers will bloom...endlessly.
PARTNERS AND MARRIAGE
By Eduardo Jose E. Calasanz
I have never met a man who didn't want to be loved. But I have seldom met a man who didn't fear marriage. Something about the closure seems constricting, not enabling. Marriage seems easier to understand for what it cuts out of our lives than for what it makes possible within our lives.
When I was younger this fear immobilized me. I did not want to make a mistake.I saw my friends get married for reasons of social acceptability, or sexual fever, or just because they thought it was the logical thing to do. Then I watched, as they and their partners became embittered and petty in their dealings with each other. I looked at older couples and saw, at best, mutual toleration of each other. I imagined a lifetime of loveless nights and bickering and could not imagine subjecting myself or someone else to such a fate.
And yet, on rare occasions, I would see old couples who somehow seemed to glow in each other's presence. They seemed really in love, not just dependent upon each other and tolerant of each other's foibles. It was an astounding sight, and it seemed impossible. How, I asked myself, can they have survived so many years of sameness, so much irritation at the others habits? What keeps love alive in them, when most of us seem unable to even stay together, much less love each other?
The central secret seems to be in choosing well. There is something to the claim of fundamental compatibility. Good people can create a bad relationship, even though they both dearly want the relationship to succeed. It is important to find someone with whom you can create a good relationship from the outset. Unfortunately, it is hard to see clearly in the early stages. Sexual hunger draws you to each other and colors the way you see yourselves together. It blinds you to the thousands of little things by which relationships eventually survive or fail. You need to find a way to see beyond this initial overwhelming sexual fascination. Some people choose to involve themselves sexually and ride out the most heated period of sexual attraction in order to see what is on the other side.
This can work, but it can also leave a trail of wounded hearts.Others deny the sexual side altogether in an attempt to get to know each other apart from their sexuality. But they cannot see clearly, because the presence of unfulfilled sexual desire looms so large that it keeps them from having any normal perception of what life would be like together.
The truly lucky people are the ones who manage to become long-time friends before they realize they are attracted to each other. They get to know each other's laughs, passions, sadness, and fears. They see each other at their worst and at their best. They share time together before they get swept up into the entangling intimacy of their sexuality.
This is the ideal, but not often possible. If you fall under the spell of your sexual attraction immediately, you need to look beyond it for other keys to compatibility. One of these is laughter. Laughter tells you how much you will enjoy each others company over the long term.
If your laughter together is good and healthy, and not at the expense of others, then you have a healthy relationship to the world. Laughter is the child of surprise. If you can make each other laugh, you can always surprise each other. And if you can always surprise each other, you can always keep the world around you new.
Beware of a relationship in which there is no laughter. Even the most intimate relationships based only on seriousness have a tendency to turn sour. Over time, sharing a common serious viewpoint on the world tends to turn you against those who do not share the same viewpoint, and your relationship can become based on being critical together.
After laughter, look for a partner who deals with the world in a way you respect. When two people first get together, they tend to see their relationship as existing only in the space between the two of them. They find each other endlessly fascinating, and the overwhelming power of the emotions they are sharing obscures the outside world. As the relationship ages and grows, the outside world becomes important again. If your partner treats people or circumstances in a way you can't accept, you will inevitably come to grief.Look at the way she cares for others and deals with the daily affairs of life. If that makes you love her more, your love will grow. If it does not, be careful. If you do not respect the way you each deal with the world around you, eventually the two of you will not respect each other.
Look also at how your partner confronts the mysteries of life. We live on the cusp of poetry and practicality, and the real life of the heart resides in the poetic. If one of you is deeply affected by the mystery of the unseen in life and relationships, while the other is drawn only to the literal and the practical, you must take care that the distance does not become an unbridgeable gap that leaves you each feeling isolated and misunderstood.
There are many other keys, but you must find them by yourself. We all have unchangeable parts of our hearts that we will not betray and private commitments to a vision of life that we will not deny.
If you fall in love with someone who cannot nourish those inviolable parts of you, or if you cannot nourish them in her, you will find yourselves growing further apart until you live in separate worlds where you share the business of life, but never touch each other where the heart lives and dreams. From there it is only a small leap to the cataloging of petty hurts and daily failures that leaves so many couples bitter and unsatisfied with their mates.
So choose carefully and well. If you do, you will have chosen a partner with whom you can grow, and then the real miracle of marriage can take place in your hearts. I pick my words carefully when I speak of a miracle. But I think it is not too strong a word. There is a miracle in marriage. It is called transformation.
Transformation is one of the most common events of nature. The seed becomes the flower. The cocoon becomes the butterfly. Winter becomes spring and love becomes a child. We never question these, because we see them around us every day. To us they are not miracles, though if we did not know them they would be impossible to believe. Marriage is a transformation we choose to make. Our love is planted like a seed, and in time it begins to flower. We cannot know the flower that will blossom, but we can be sure that a bloom will come.
If you have chosen carefully and wisely, the bloom will be good. If you have chosen poorly or for the wrong reason, the bloom will be flawed. We are quite willing to accept the reality of negative transformation in a marriage. It was negative transformation that always had me terrified of the bitter marriages that I feared when I was younger. It never occurred to me to question the dark miracle that transformed love into harshness and bitterness. Yet I was unable to accept the possibility that the first heat of love could be transformed into something positive that was actually deeper and more meaningful than the heat of fresh passion. All I could believe in was the power of this passion and the fear that when it cooled I would be left with something lesser and bitter.
But there is positive transformation as well. Like negative transformation, it results from a slow accretion of little things. But instead of death by a thousand blows, it is growth by a thousand touches of love. Two histories intermingle. Two separate beings, two separate presence, two separate consciousness come together and share a view of life that passes before them. They remain separate, but they also become one. There is an expansion of awareness, not a closure and a constriction, as I had once feared. This is not to say that there is not tension and there are not traps. Tension and traps are part of every choice of life, from celibate to monogamous to having multiple lovers. Each choice contains within it the lingering doubt that the road not taken somehow morefruitful and exciting, and each becomes dulled to the richness that it alone contains.
But only marriage allows life to deepen and expand and be leavened by the knowledge that two have chosen, against all odds, to become one. Those who live together without marriage can know the pleasure of shared company, but there is a specific gravity in the marriage commitment that deepens that experience into something richer and more complex.
So do not fear marriage, just as you should not rush into it for the wrong reasons. It is an act of faith and it contains within it the power of transformation. If you believe in your heart that you have found someone with whom you are able to grow, if you have sufficient faith that you can resist the endless attraction of the road not taken and the partner notchosen, if you have the strength of heart to embrace the cycles and seasons that your love will experience, then you may be ready to seek the miracle that marriage offers. If not, then wait. The easy grace of a marriage well made is worth your patience. When the time comes, a thousand flowers will bloom...endlessly.
20.4.04
19.4.04
do you ever get tired of thinking, trying to understand things, and saying sorry? me, im sooo tired of it. so tired of being fed with shit then finding out later that i was right the whole time. it complicates things but makes it easier for one to decide as to what to do about it.
and oh...history does repeat itself...in the weirdest and most painful way. events have ways of revealing itself. you need not ponder...
and oh...history does repeat itself...in the weirdest and most painful way. events have ways of revealing itself. you need not ponder...
16.4.04
15.4.04
einmal ist keinmal...what happens but once might as well not have happened at all. if we only have one life to live, we might as well not have lived at all. we can never know what to want, because, living only one life, we can neither compare it with our previous lives nor perfect it in our lives to come...
14.4.04
hmmn...it feels weird to be using two mouse. the one having red light underneath and the other just one button (no right click) but its fun. i often forget when to double click and when not to. mac is nice =) there's a power button on the cute keyboard (babaw!) and it really is great with graphics. if i have enough money, i'll buy a new celfon (now where did that come from?) nah i want a notebook (laptop you dummy!). give me money ryan!!!
haaaaaay...dreamweaver 2004 is so foreign but its so powerful now. astig!
earlier, i went to the other building to get my medicard, atm card (which is still not available...I HAVE NO MORE MONEY), and have my picture taken for the badge (id cum proximity card). i looked so wasted on my ID pic but hell, i always look wasted anyway. i just thought i looked extra hellish on my picture. then i saw someone in that building. deadma. it's a if he saw a ghost. anyhoo...im reading a good book right now "unbearable lightness of being" which reminds me so much of this guy i know. bought it earlier. was supposed to buy a book by murakami but i remember my former officemate james recommended that book so i got it instead. its worth it =)
and some pictures...notice im the only girl here? there are actually 3 other girls on the team. one was on vacation and the other two i forget what they do but basically, this is the TS team. as in me the only girl. oh well...dami kong boylets hehehe
haaaaaay...dreamweaver 2004 is so foreign but its so powerful now. astig!
earlier, i went to the other building to get my medicard, atm card (which is still not available...I HAVE NO MORE MONEY), and have my picture taken for the badge (id cum proximity card). i looked so wasted on my ID pic but hell, i always look wasted anyway. i just thought i looked extra hellish on my picture. then i saw someone in that building. deadma. it's a if he saw a ghost. anyhoo...im reading a good book right now "unbearable lightness of being" which reminds me so much of this guy i know. bought it earlier. was supposed to buy a book by murakami but i remember my former officemate james recommended that book so i got it instead. its worth it =)
and some pictures...notice im the only girl here? there are actually 3 other girls on the team. one was on vacation and the other two i forget what they do but basically, this is the TS team. as in me the only girl. oh well...dami kong boylets hehehe
13.4.04
friends are useless specially if your name is marlon hahaha trying my very best to understand mac os then i came across the terms "jaguar" and "panther" so i asked my friend marlon, who's also part of the team, the basic difference. i understand from apple's website that their both OS X. so he gave me a link to check out. so then i opened this site to read more about it. then he gave me another link to check. POTAH PATAWA DI BAH! he's lucky cubicles separates us or else...
anyhooo...hellish night. that's all i can say. hellish.
i have to go to the other building to have my picture take (for our IDs) inconvenient but we dont really have a choice. haaaaaaay.
anyhooo...hellish night. that's all i can say. hellish.
i have to go to the other building to have my picture take (for our IDs) inconvenient but we dont really have a choice. haaaaaaay.
9.4.04
goodness i just woke up. instead of eating during my lunch break (3am here), i slept. i actually overslept hehehe extended my break til 4:10am. my officemates have their sleeping bag and i slept on a chair! next week, im bring my pillow-that-when-u-unzip-becomes-a-blanket and will use that so i can sllep on the floor and stretch out. enough about sleeping...
i need to give this site a new do. i mean, hello im with macromedia now and i must be able to put into practice the things i learn here and use the tools that we have. and my software copies are now legal hehehe but i'll still use pink as my color theme (you've just gotta to love me ryan!)
oh btw, im using this cutie little aluminum flask. very sossy sigg. bart also have one like this. one bad/maniac guy gave it to us when we picked him up at the airport. number one hosto of singapore hahaha
i need to give this site a new do. i mean, hello im with macromedia now and i must be able to put into practice the things i learn here and use the tools that we have. and my software copies are now legal hehehe but i'll still use pink as my color theme (you've just gotta to love me ryan!)
oh btw, im using this cutie little aluminum flask. very sossy sigg. bart also have one like this. one bad/maniac guy gave it to us when we picked him up at the airport. number one hosto of singapore hahaha
7.4.04
ok now i do understand how freehand works. it's similar to corel. and i like it. out by 8am and will go over to bart's place to visit baby soda (and bart of course) i dont feel sleepy but i can tell my eyes are really puffy. i had a good day sleep (doesnt sound nice) yesterday coz my father allowed me to sleep in their room (the only room that has aircon) if it wasnt for my brotherm, who nonchalantly knocked on the door just to ask me if im eating dinner later on that night, i would've slept 9 hours straight.
bought st. ives cucumber and mint facial cream that helps relax your face, specially the eyes. once you apply it, you’ll immediately feel the cool-relaxing effect. got their body wash too. im really bad when it comes to buying clothes and toiletries. i have this tendency of buying everything i need in just one store and one brand too. but it’s ok. ive always been a loyal consumer of st. ives’ products. they now have apricot scrub with whitening. hmmn…hair treatment cream, body wash and facial cream = Php 500. goodness! was supposed to buy “the alchemist” and some books by murakami but they’re so expensive!!! Oh well….
bing! me needs to talk to you.
and oh...i got frisbee and shirt of macromedia dreamweaver. nice!
bought st. ives cucumber and mint facial cream that helps relax your face, specially the eyes. once you apply it, you’ll immediately feel the cool-relaxing effect. got their body wash too. im really bad when it comes to buying clothes and toiletries. i have this tendency of buying everything i need in just one store and one brand too. but it’s ok. ive always been a loyal consumer of st. ives’ products. they now have apricot scrub with whitening. hmmn…hair treatment cream, body wash and facial cream = Php 500. goodness! was supposed to buy “the alchemist” and some books by murakami but they’re so expensive!!! Oh well….
bing! me needs to talk to you.
and oh...i got frisbee and shirt of macromedia dreamweaver. nice!
6.4.04
ok its 4:30am and im wide awake working. i've got a week and a half to master freehand then i'll go live on email support. two weeks after i go live on email, i'll be answering calls then. and oh...did i mentioned i dont know anything about MAC OS? i have to master that too. goodness. information overload. a teammate was king enough to help me go through the basics in OS X. eeekkk. im still waiting for my MAC.
apple and pear helps keep me awake. i dont drink coffee that much. and im now taking vit C. wow. bait ko ah. miss nyo na ko? si ryan bad...u wait kid pag magaling na ko sa products namin...
i like it here. it's nice.
apple and pear helps keep me awake. i dont drink coffee that much. and im now taking vit C. wow. bait ko ah. miss nyo na ko? si ryan bad...u wait kid pag magaling na ko sa products namin...
i like it here. it's nice.
2.4.04
i love meeting new people as there's always an opportunity for me to learn things from them. Spent five days with a new group but in that short period of time, i learned a lot about friendship and relationships. a 30yr old guy married with two kids but he and his wife are living separately. yes they still see each other, he gets still gets to sleep in their house but they have ended their "relationship". weird set-up but he says it's actually good for them. when i asked why, he told me that things became too serious. friendship was no longer there and in a way they've lost their identities. they are now in this stage where they are trying to rediscover themselves and rebuilding the friendship that they lost. i asked him if he wants to get back with his wife and he simply answered "thinking things through." I can tell he still loves her but i guess they're both not yes ready.
that's just on of the people i met and became friends with. he reminded me so much of my officemates from Ulead who taught me a lot on how men thinks, how they view relationships, and when to give up. one thing in particular that they all mentioned was if a guy really is in-love and serious about this girl, for sure he'll end his days of pang-bababae. titigilan na ang pangka-career ng kung sinu-sino. eh pano kung ganun yung partner mo? does it mean that you have to give up on him? some would say yes while others would disagree. i would say yes. if i continuously see evidence of him being unfaithful, more that usually friendly to other girls...i'd have to say goodbye. i dont want to wait for the time when i overly hate him because of that.
so next question is...how do you say goodbye?
that's just on of the people i met and became friends with. he reminded me so much of my officemates from Ulead who taught me a lot on how men thinks, how they view relationships, and when to give up. one thing in particular that they all mentioned was if a guy really is in-love and serious about this girl, for sure he'll end his days of pang-bababae. titigilan na ang pangka-career ng kung sinu-sino. eh pano kung ganun yung partner mo? does it mean that you have to give up on him? some would say yes while others would disagree. i would say yes. if i continuously see evidence of him being unfaithful, more that usually friendly to other girls...i'd have to say goodbye. i dont want to wait for the time when i overly hate him because of that.
so next question is...how do you say goodbye?
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