Broken Sonnet - HALE

And now I concede on the night
of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy, of melancholy
And now I will admit in this fourth line
That I love you, that i love you

I don't care what they say
I don't care what they do

Cause tonight I leave my fears behind
Cause tonight I'll be right at your side

The clock on the TV says 8:39 p.m.
It's the same, it's the same
And in this next line I'll say it all over again
That I love you, that i love you

I don't care what they say
I don't care what they do

Cause tonight I leave my fears behind
Cause tonight I'll be right at your side
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And I will never let go, will never let go

I leave my fears behind
Cause tonight I'll be right at your side
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go, never let go

But still I see the tears from your eyes
Maybe I'm just not the one for you

I really like this song. I love the voice of the band's vocalist. Naaliw ako. Crush =)

i am addicted to nestle fruit selection yogurt berry mix. i can eat one every hour and i dont feel bad hehehe

why is food soooo good!

on other news...i really hope that we dont have to go to work this coming monday. its memorial day. ang onti naman kasi ng holidays sa US eh. lugi talaga kami. gusto ko lang magpabadying-bandying sa bahay. hay sarap siguro nun. sana nga walang pasok.

sa mga inaapplyan ko...please sumagot na kayo!!!

something's bothering me. super bothering me and i hate it. i know what i should do about it but i know that it will not really do any good. its been this way for the longest time.

im super excited to see my friend penny again. she's in south carolina right now and will go home next week or next next week. she worked there for three years and we miss her terribly. she does come home twice a year but its not enough. i really appreciate all her nice and encouraging words. we used to talk all the time through MSN and YM but now that MSN is blocked in their system and YM in ours, we only talk through emails. as in everyday. its one thing that i look forward to everyday and its soooo nice that she'll be back home soon.

i read in shala's blog that there's a possibility of her kids going to the US. that's so nice. i know that its her ultimate dream to be with her kids again...so goodluck to you!

yeah...i gained 6 lbs. nice. im trying not to gain too much because i wont fit in my clothes. i know its the last thing that one should think of but if we met 5 yrs ago, you'd understand why.

i lost a lot of weight on my last year in college coz of goiter (95lbs nuba!). then john paul (who i terribly miss) was with me in edsamail so i started to gain weight. as in 125lbs. i was that heavy for 2 yrs then i started to lose weight in 2002.

so what's the point? its not cheap to but clothes. i cant just keep everything in my closet because they wont all fit there and its so hard when you have to go through them when your rushing to go to work.

i know there are things in life that are more important that gaining/losing weight and clothes. now i dont get the point of this post.


oh some pics...


me and my mudra and the other pic is my cuz


with wacky & soda on the other pic

haba nawala sa hair ko noh? its a lot shorter now as in!!! i had a haircut yesterday and its super short hehehe i miss my hair...seriously...

back at work. not in the mood to go to work actually. super nakakatamad pa and when i got back, napraning ako sa mga na-discover ko...

- my PC will not boot up
- checked my payslip and found out that i wasnt getting the correct transpo/hazard pay
- wala na kong work

of course joke yung part 3. i'll die if i lose my job although i am looking for a 9am-6pm job. mahirap talaga magwork ng nightshift. even if you get 8hours of sleep everyday, parang pagod pa rin. before nga 6 hours na tulog lang basta gabi OK na ko pero super nanghihinayang naman ako. this job pays well.

feel ko, tumataba na ko. punta nga ko ng clinic at makapag timbang. last time 100lbs lang ako, ilan na kaya ngayon? life. o sya...

hmnn...not doing anything productive. i just stay at home to eat, sleep, watch tv, shout at sam and soda when they're too playful, and bully my 5 year old nephew. awww the wonders of not working. i think im being too good at his that i might just resign hehehe. sana i could find a 9-6 job. im applying as admin asst's to other companies. i will most probably get half of what im getting right now but i think ill do just fine. nakakapagod din magpanggabi. hay. antok na naman ako...

will be on leave from work for a week. need to rest and let all the bad vibes out. i dont think ill be able to go online that often. nakakapagod din humarap sa computer sa bahay. hay rest. salamat.

duh...

napapagod ako

thank you so much for the all the wishes and prayers for me and my little angel. 8 weeks na ko ngayon and i've been looking at pictures in the web of how a fetus looks at this stage. grabe buo na pala sya =)

its a weird feeling. no physical evidence that im pregnant not like grace's (si gracia mukang nakalunok ng pakwan eh). medyo sumisikip na yung mga damit ko on some parts pero carry lang =)

im really excited pero scared din talaga. ang lakas lakas ko na kumain (sabagay, dati pa naman hehehe). last tuesday nagpunta pa ko kay mang jun (tabi ng school) kasi gusto ko ng kare-kare. kaso wala silang tinda nun. goldilocks is under renovation so umuwi akong luhaan. salamat sa magaling na ama ng aking anak pinakain naman ako ng kare-kare hehehe pero gusto ko yung matabang lang. alat ng kare-kare sa dencio's kainis.

anyhoo...wala na kong ibang balita. will take a leave from work kasi mahina pa rin heartbeat ng baby. pray for us.

salamat ulit sa moral support.

happy mother's day to all the moms out there. lalo na to a friend of mine, the ultimate mommy. that's you shala!!! happy mother's day. i just sent my letter to you sobrang delayed na yun. anyways, i have something to show you...



the little white thing that looks like a tiny bulate at the bottom left of the black sac (that looks like a buto ng santol) is my little angel. yep. my little angel. im almost 8 weeks pregnant now and due to give birth sometime in between december 19-22.

its mothers day yesterday and was so touched as some texted me "happy mothers day to a soon to be mom" hayun. napaluha ako. i cant imagine myself being a mom but i know i'll be a cool one =) trained by the best ito eh! it just feels so weird and everytime i go to see the doctor, meron syang nasasabi na not so good news. i have toxic goiter and it might affect my delivery. sa first ultrasound, the heartbeat is only at 92 and they said it should be at least 120-150. i just hope nothing goes wrong. kaya pray for us.

love you all!