we're going puppy shopping for soda's playmate. she's turning two on october and pwede na sundan =) better start thinking for a name too and it must start with the letter "s" to follow soda and sundae's names. suggestions are most welcome!

don't you ever wonder where all our happy thoughts have gone

in case you don't remember we were peter pans for a day

- sugar free



all my happy thoughts are gone. the monster ate it all. now i dont know if i'll ever be happy. books are my only life now. finished reading unbearable lightness of being and re-read the alchemist to put me to sleep.



i miss talking to ryan coz his sarcasm makes me feel light. ironic isn't it? im online the same time as mama shala is but believe it or not, im busy with work we hardly get to talk. shet. if we can only do our favorite hobby (manlait) for sure i'll bounce back.



soda cheers me up.



please dont torment me for posting something here. just taking a short breather from the chaotic world i call workplace.



haircut tomorrow. girls you know why.

blagadag! gosh im soooo tired. physically and emotionally. my brain's half asleep and i can barely think. i have so much to do with so little time. favors i need to finish and the tutorial that im working on. later at 9am i have to be at anabels for yet another presscon (or is it just a talk of some sort?). and yes its raining. makes me want to run under the sheets of my bed and cry. i dunno. i love the rain. it makes me wanna cry and usually after crying, im happy again. weird noh?



finished unbearable lightness of being and re-read the alchemist. i dont have a new book to read right now so i think i'll re-read parts of unbearable lightness of being. got lost on some parst of it hahaha



ei bing, a family friend is going to ontario end of the month so please email me your mailing add. VCDs piling up! you have got to see papa piolo again and again and again and mama shala, i snail-mailed you something =P

propinquity or proximity?



propinquity - you are attracted to a person because of the amount of time you spend with him/her

proximity - you are attracted to a person because of the nearness and space between you



i read this from some talented guy's journal.



so...which is which?

nalulungkot ako. sobra. maraming dahilan. mahabang usapan. nde ko nga alam kung bakit nagkaganun eh...

downers: tonight is friends last episode



wow 10 longs years who would've imagined! i remember back in highschool, my brother and i used to watch this show every wednesday on ABC 5 (local chan) and i've grown to love this group of six good-weird individuals. but its bye bye time now im just happy for DVDs hehehe



its true that even good things comes to an end...

mamention ko lang...sossy pala my readers comes from diff parts of the world!



jimbo - san francisco (not in delmonte QC)

bing - toronto ^{edit edit}

shala - LA ^{edit edit}

richelle - dubai

ryan (x) - hosto sa singapore (hahahahahahahaha)

rose (hawo sister thanks for visiting!) - guam (tama?)

cheche - palanan (sa makati yun hahaha)

yuri - pasig hehehe

kathy - island of malabon (kasi ibang island yun...nawawala sa map pag baha eh)



busy day kanina as in! so ganito yung mga nangyari:



7am (3pm PST pero since DST now...thats 4pm):



my friend from ulead (also the editor of the mag na nagsulat ako) popped on YM and asked me to attend a presscon in anabel's in quezon city at 9am. syemps windang ako di ba he-lo nun lang nya sinabi. i wasnt ready for it (read: nde ako naka-emote attire). pero eventually napilit nya ko then 10mins before i left the office (puyat na puyat ako syemps galing ako sa work eh!) he told me here pala in EDSA-shang yung event so lalo akong nawindang coz i wasnt really ready. pero still nagpunta ako



9am (6pm PST)

pretentious me walking inside the lobby of EDSA-shang ushers and usherettes rushing to my side to attend to my needs. two even called me "doctora" since it was an event for doctors, philippine college of physicians to be exact. so i went to the boracay function room to get my media pass and goodies. mehn sobrang gulat ako coz i thought it was just some chuva presscon but he-lo people from big networks were there too (kaya nga presscon eh! toink!!!) nice lady from mirror mag made me join them ang alanganin lang ng feeling ko coz people there were...old. as in 40-60 yrs old. as in. pero they were nice. medyo matitigas lang ulo ang makukulit. tapos they were asking me from what publication i was...ah...eh...nahatak lang ako dito eh. buti na lang ready ako ng onti (thanks james!) they were nice people naman. may dalawang speaker. one a doctor (sabi nila sikat daw..HOW SHOULD I KNOW!) and WHO's director here in the Philippines. it lasted for 2 hours ok lang naman. food, ok lang. i wasnt that hungry. dapat nga makikifeeling pa ko ang jojoin sa other press people mang ambus interview but its kinda hard to do as i was only armed with a pen and EDSA-shang's paper while they had tape recorders and camera crew. ending, i was able to get some good quotes for a future article. im still thinking kung attend pa ko tom hanggang friday ng mga events. i still have my media pass with me hehehe



11:30 am (8:30pm PST)

i called my friend rodel and told him ill drop by our old office to get my magazine (yes finally its out!!!) i just wanted to see my name on glossy-binded-paper hehehe i think i had too much iced tea and yow-c coz on my way home i felt like throwing up. acids. true enough when i got home, i ran to the bathroom just to spew my 200peso lunch. nice noh? ah shet acids. i can still feel them



fast forward to 9pm (6am PST)

some guy dropped by our house. i wasnt answering his call so he called me thru our landline, heard my nanay knocking sa room ko (pretended to be sleeping), then mins after that andun na sya. wala lang. hay...



so hayun. ngayon...start na naman day ko. patawa. shet. im soooo hungry. acids. waaaah but im happy. me got my mag!

the extreme things that men would do for a free f*ck



and did you know that f*ck doesnt have a synonym in ms word?

when its not broken, dont break it



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due to frequent attack of insanity



im such a bad person. on my way to work, i was asking myself if i made anybody happy in my 24 yrs here on earth. as in. shet lull moments makes me think of things i shouldnt be thinking of. the answer to my question is wala as in. i cant think of anybody that i've made extremely happy. i give temporary happiness...not the kind that last.



hay...



been watching for love or money, blind date, re-runs of saturday night live, queer eye for the straight guy and other great shows on etc most of the shows there are from NBC and kanina i was super kilig today had john mayer. shet is it legal to be that gwapo and sexy? shet and he's only 26 that makes us bagay hahaha sagwa. remind me not to use that line again that makes us bagay taena. NBC reminds me of friends' last episode shetness i swear im gonna complete the DVDs. i remember highschool ako nun nadiscover ko friends. its actually my brother who told me about the show and since then na-addict na ko. nakakatuwa hehehe ok fine i'll try to work now



pictures: kathy, rhecel and meeee