24.12.04
20.12.04
wow ang tagal ko na palang nde nagpopost. nothing new. nag-ubos ako ng pera this christmas kasi natutuwa ako sa 13th month pay ko. i really love wrapping gifts kahit na kadalasan wala naman ako narereceive in return. I MIND materialistic ako eh hehehe pero i dont complain. ika nga ng friend kong si adox, dapat baguhin ko na...like if i hear something bad or something i dont like, ill just say "it doesnt matter" life goes on AT maganda pa rin ako hahaha i paid a friggin' 2,300 for my face last week but its sulit naman. i finally had my facial warts removed. it feels good =)
nga pala, mama shala and bing, nareceive nyo na ba yung snail-card ko? pinadala ko nun saturday sa fax n' parcel (yes MRU? hehehe) na-receive nyo na ba? hehehe feel ko email noh na ganun kabilis ma-receive. lahat ng tinanong ko kung san pwede magpadala ng card bukod sa post office sinasagot sa kin bluemountain. langya. ayoko ng electronic. wish ko lang makarating sa inyo (lalo na kay shala) kasi nde ako marunong magsulat ng address sa US hehehe sensya na...tao lang =)
nga pala, mama shala and bing, nareceive nyo na ba yung snail-card ko? pinadala ko nun saturday sa fax n' parcel (yes MRU? hehehe) na-receive nyo na ba? hehehe feel ko email noh na ganun kabilis ma-receive. lahat ng tinanong ko kung san pwede magpadala ng card bukod sa post office sinasagot sa kin bluemountain. langya. ayoko ng electronic. wish ko lang makarating sa inyo (lalo na kay shala) kasi nde ako marunong magsulat ng address sa US hehehe sensya na...tao lang =)
15.12.04
hay shetness. im kinda...errr...naguguluhan ako. may opening for Tier 2 or what we call senior engineer here in the office. pinupush nila ako for the position. mukang ok naman kasi medyo alam ko na yung product kaso isa yun sa mga pinagkamahirap at madaming escalations. pero, i'd rather take escalations for that product rather than kill myself with flash issues. life. shet. promotion which also means increase. yey!
10.12.04
una sa lahat, nalulungkot ako kasi mukang nalaglag yung baby ni soda =( its her third week na sana pero 3 days na syang nagblee-bleed. naiiyak ako pag nakikita ko syang nanghihina sa bahay.
and now...waaahhh im dying. kasi ganito yun we have 2 teams of techsupport, one is APAC for asia pacific and the other NA-TS which is my team. now nagkaron ng opening for L2 in APAC. L2's are product specialist. They only handle 1 or 2 applications and receives only escalations. one of our L2's (yung mahirap na product namin) applied. as sinuwerte sya...he got accepted. ngayon, his post will be vacant. open for new L2. gusto nya ako pumalit sa kanya. GOODNESS! macromedia acquired the company who developed the product he handles only this year and we started to train for that product only three months ago so basically lahat kami dito same lang yung level ng knowledge of that product. gusto nya, ako pumalit sa kanya. waaah. its a promotion pero nakakaloka maghawak ng escalations. life. gusto ko yun kasi aangat salary gri ko =) pero man...mahirap! hay. we'll see.
and now...waaahhh im dying. kasi ganito yun we have 2 teams of techsupport, one is APAC for asia pacific and the other NA-TS which is my team. now nagkaron ng opening for L2 in APAC. L2's are product specialist. They only handle 1 or 2 applications and receives only escalations. one of our L2's (yung mahirap na product namin) applied. as sinuwerte sya...he got accepted. ngayon, his post will be vacant. open for new L2. gusto nya ako pumalit sa kanya. GOODNESS! macromedia acquired the company who developed the product he handles only this year and we started to train for that product only three months ago so basically lahat kami dito same lang yung level ng knowledge of that product. gusto nya, ako pumalit sa kanya. waaah. its a promotion pero nakakaloka maghawak ng escalations. life. gusto ko yun kasi aangat salary gri ko =) pero man...mahirap! hay. we'll see.
7.12.04
1.12.04
kilala nyo pa ba si rudy "the destroyer" distrito? read on...
http://www.kvvu.com/Global/story.asp?S=2613966
http://www.kvvu.com/Global/story.asp?S=2613966
23.11.04
i don't want to get too emotional noh but really it's kinda depressing. christmas is just a month away pero nde ko talaga maramdaman. i know we're all responsible for our own happiness pero goodness, life.
ayoko na magwork for the simple reason na pagod na ko pumasok araw-araw. there are days na nag-eenjoy ako pumasok pero most of the time, i would rather stay home and sulk. if not for the bills that needs to be paid, i would resign. pero syempre i also have to consider the fact na nde ko maaafford mawalan ng work dahil wala naman akong ibang source of income. the articles i write for the medical mag pays after every three months and san naman aabot yun? life.
ano na lang ba nagpapasaya sa kin lately? errr secret na lang. life.
ayoko na magwork for the simple reason na pagod na ko pumasok araw-araw. there are days na nag-eenjoy ako pumasok pero most of the time, i would rather stay home and sulk. if not for the bills that needs to be paid, i would resign. pero syempre i also have to consider the fact na nde ko maaafford mawalan ng work dahil wala naman akong ibang source of income. the articles i write for the medical mag pays after every three months and san naman aabot yun? life.
ano na lang ba nagpapasaya sa kin lately? errr secret na lang. life.
19.11.04
our company will soon have a pipe directly to our office for faster internet access. very good news indeed. i just find it funny that it goes to tampa, to a building in makati, to another building in ortigas before us. now where are those pipes? hehehe i watched discovery channel's special before on how they make the pipes for fiber optics. hitech!
walang bago. its christmas na pero sobrang wala akong money =( add the fact na ang dami-dami kong iniisip.
si soda pinastud ko friday afternoon somewhere in project 6 near veterans hospital. ok its in road 8 right beside mt. carmel chapel. im going back there this sunday for her second session. i really hope that 60 days from now, there'll be little soda's.
i've been listening to kyla's hanggang ngayon over and over and over and over. aning.
i miss everybody. i miss talking to shala, bing, richelle and kaye. i miss hearing ryan's nasty/funny but nice comments. i miss john paul making funny comments and calling kaye kate. gosh. uwi na kayo please. be here sa christmas. tapos ako yung wala hahaha kasi i have work.
loser.
ayoko na sa sykes.
walang bago. its christmas na pero sobrang wala akong money =( add the fact na ang dami-dami kong iniisip.
si soda pinastud ko friday afternoon somewhere in project 6 near veterans hospital. ok its in road 8 right beside mt. carmel chapel. im going back there this sunday for her second session. i really hope that 60 days from now, there'll be little soda's.
i've been listening to kyla's hanggang ngayon over and over and over and over. aning.
i miss everybody. i miss talking to shala, bing, richelle and kaye. i miss hearing ryan's nasty/funny but nice comments. i miss john paul making funny comments and calling kaye kate. gosh. uwi na kayo please. be here sa christmas. tapos ako yung wala hahaha kasi i have work.
loser.
ayoko na sa sykes.
11.11.04
man im tired. as in super tired. i dont think i can go on working nightshift. i dont have a life anymore...errr...i never really had life even before so why the hell am i complaining? nakakapagod lang ang daming worries and i get sick so often. i need donations so please donate money hehehe
soda's near heat i dont know what to do with her. i hardly have time to fix them (brush, pasyal, ligo) good thing my brother helps. pinapasyal nya dogs on weekends. nakakapagod na talaga. parang feel ko na-reach ko na yung ultimate limit ko sa mga bagay-bagay. sana maayos na lahat.
magpapasko na pero wala akong pera =( yun lang talaga makakapagpaligaya sa kin hahaha shet im soooooo materialistic.
soda's near heat i dont know what to do with her. i hardly have time to fix them (brush, pasyal, ligo) good thing my brother helps. pinapasyal nya dogs on weekends. nakakapagod na talaga. parang feel ko na-reach ko na yung ultimate limit ko sa mga bagay-bagay. sana maayos na lahat.
magpapasko na pero wala akong pera =( yun lang talaga makakapagpaligaya sa kin hahaha shet im soooooo materialistic.
2.11.04
1.11.04
its nov 1 (ok nov 2 na) and im here in the office working til 8am coz tapos na DST. looking forward to thanksgiving. i need my sleep!!!
my sister-in-law gave birth lasy sunday to a beautiful baby girl. we named her soda...yes as in after my baby soda (the dog hahaha) her full name is sofia daniella. sineryoso ng kapatid ko na soda ipangalan hahaha weird eh noh? now tao na sumusunod sa pet's name.
what's new?
my sister-in-law gave birth lasy sunday to a beautiful baby girl. we named her soda...yes as in after my baby soda (the dog hahaha) her full name is sofia daniella. sineryoso ng kapatid ko na soda ipangalan hahaha weird eh noh? now tao na sumusunod sa pet's name.
what's new?
29.10.04
tawa talaga ako ng tawa dito...
janiboi da laberboi (kapayapaan po pis pis)
Posted at 05:21 pm
john : gud piem
meritotz: helo jani boi
john : watap alitaptap?
meritotz: nating bading
john : i see seksijohn : wala akong maisep, bicep!
meritotz: dis is funny horny
meritotz: omg higad
john : wahahahhahahahaah
john : kaya pa bang pahabain to, anito?
meritotz: i think so jigsaw
john : sige nga, bangga
john : hehehehemeritotz: okey fk
meritotz: wahahhahahahha
john : fk?
meritotz: it rhymes naman suman
john : i know, al snow!
meritotz: how are you manila zoo
john : im doing fine, alpine
john : how bout you, chuchu?
meritotz: i see watusi
meritotz: im great elevate
john : how's the bi ep, neosep?
meritotz: he's priti fine, shoeshine
john : mukang malapit na akong sumuko, kuko
meritotz: you think, fuschia pink
john : ikaw rin malapit ng bumigay, pamaypay
meritotz: no way, give away
john : yor kreeytibiti is going down, up and down
meritotz: never john, palaman
john : dat dasent even rhyme, enzyme
meritotz: it rhymes kaya, papaya
john : no it dosent, message sent
meritotz: it does, pulgas!
john : noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, sago
meritotz: yaaaaaaaa, rivermaya
john : hinde, dede
meritotz: oo, noo
john : ang kulit, singkit!
meritotz: youre bastos, cointoss
john : hindi nga e, salbahe
meritotz: dats bad, hubad
john : opo eto na po, sugpo
john : *hubad*
meritotz: wow sabaw
john : *bihis*
john : d na po mauulit, bulilit
meritotz: its okey cabaret
john : ayoko naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
john : kongratyuleyshons, ikaw ang natatanging tao na nakapagpasuko sa akin dito
meritotz: wahahhahaha
meritotz: oh yes i won again, born again!
john : tama na plis
meritotz: 2 - 0
ang saya-saya! kanina naglunch kami nila pareng ebay at kaye. si kaye after more than four years FINALLY nagresign na sa edsamail. lilipat na kasi sila ng office sa pasong tamo ext. as in dun sa liblib na lugar ng makati. wala na kasi silang budget. wawa naman.
mga nakakatawang blog:
ungguyan Posted at 09:43 pm
kat: pag najontis ka itutuloy mo?
me: eh, di ko lang alam.
kat: hindi nga. seryoso.
me: pag pinalayas ba ako nila mama bibigyan ako ng bahay ni jesus?
kat: walanghiya ka. haha. hindi naman ako sumagot eh. lol.
eto pa:
http://www.tabulas.com/~fallens0ul/521563.html
http://www.tabulas.com/~fallens0ul/489430.html
hala sige tawa lang!
janiboi da laberboi (kapayapaan po pis pis)
Posted at 05:21 pm
john : gud piem
meritotz: helo jani boi
john : watap alitaptap?
meritotz: nating bading
john : i see seksijohn : wala akong maisep, bicep!
meritotz: dis is funny horny
meritotz: omg higad
john : wahahahhahahahaah
john : kaya pa bang pahabain to, anito?
meritotz: i think so jigsaw
john : sige nga, bangga
john : hehehehemeritotz: okey fk
meritotz: wahahhahahahha
john : fk?
meritotz: it rhymes naman suman
john : i know, al snow!
meritotz: how are you manila zoo
john : im doing fine, alpine
john : how bout you, chuchu?
meritotz: i see watusi
meritotz: im great elevate
john : how's the bi ep, neosep?
meritotz: he's priti fine, shoeshine
john : mukang malapit na akong sumuko, kuko
meritotz: you think, fuschia pink
john : ikaw rin malapit ng bumigay, pamaypay
meritotz: no way, give away
john : yor kreeytibiti is going down, up and down
meritotz: never john, palaman
john : dat dasent even rhyme, enzyme
meritotz: it rhymes kaya, papaya
john : no it dosent, message sent
meritotz: it does, pulgas!
john : noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, sago
meritotz: yaaaaaaaa, rivermaya
john : hinde, dede
meritotz: oo, noo
john : ang kulit, singkit!
meritotz: youre bastos, cointoss
john : hindi nga e, salbahe
meritotz: dats bad, hubad
john : opo eto na po, sugpo
john : *hubad*
meritotz: wow sabaw
john : *bihis*
john : d na po mauulit, bulilit
meritotz: its okey cabaret
john : ayoko naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
john : kongratyuleyshons, ikaw ang natatanging tao na nakapagpasuko sa akin dito
meritotz: wahahhahaha
meritotz: oh yes i won again, born again!
john : tama na plis
meritotz: 2 - 0
ang saya-saya! kanina naglunch kami nila pareng ebay at kaye. si kaye after more than four years FINALLY nagresign na sa edsamail. lilipat na kasi sila ng office sa pasong tamo ext. as in dun sa liblib na lugar ng makati. wala na kasi silang budget. wawa naman.
mga nakakatawang blog:
ungguyan Posted at 09:43 pm
kat: pag najontis ka itutuloy mo?
me: eh, di ko lang alam.
kat: hindi nga. seryoso.
me: pag pinalayas ba ako nila mama bibigyan ako ng bahay ni jesus?
kat: walanghiya ka. haha. hindi naman ako sumagot eh. lol.
eto pa:
http://www.tabulas.com/~fallens0ul/521563.html
http://www.tabulas.com/~fallens0ul/489430.html
hala sige tawa lang!
25.10.04
for some weird reason, my previous post with pics got deleted. anyhoo, i just read from the ex-edsamail mailing list that oli's getting married. shet bing if you're reading this, im so sorry. i know ikaw ang first love ni oli but you left for canada kaya nde ka na nya nahintay hehehe loko lang...
since we're still on the married chuvaness...let me repost the pics...
since we're still on the married chuvaness...let me repost the pics...
22.10.04
19.10.04
last saturday, i attended a very beautiful christian wedding of my officemate. he's 24 years old and so is his wife. they've been together for 7 years and allan was cheche's (the girl) first boyfriend. how sweet noh. bilib ako kay allan coz i know he really loves cheche and accd to our officemates, talaga super loyal sya. i admire them both kasi the center of their relationship is God kaya siguro ok yung relationship nila. i wish them well!
my officemate, cleo, who's camera is almost the same as ryan's (the super expensive one plus the lenses and filters) took photos sa wedding. as in no bayad kasi hobby nya talaga yun and he's adding it to his portfolio. astig. i love his shots. i would post them here but i need to ask his permission first. so pagtyagaan nyo muna muka ko at ng ilang officemates ko the same day din naman nun wedding nakuha pero hours ealier...as in mga madaling araw kaya mga ngarag kami hahaha first pic was actually taken sa wedding using a cute celfon, which unfortunately is not mine. pero i wish to have one like it. hay.
my officemate, cleo, who's camera is almost the same as ryan's (the super expensive one plus the lenses and filters) took photos sa wedding. as in no bayad kasi hobby nya talaga yun and he's adding it to his portfolio. astig. i love his shots. i would post them here but i need to ask his permission first. so pagtyagaan nyo muna muka ko at ng ilang officemates ko the same day din naman nun wedding nakuha pero hours ealier...as in mga madaling araw kaya mga ngarag kami hahaha first pic was actually taken sa wedding using a cute celfon, which unfortunately is not mine. pero i wish to have one like it. hay.
13.10.04
bigla kong narealize, its been a while since i last had a nice dinner. as in the works you know. yung may effort, pa-cute, eat-out kind of stuff. i missed doing that. but there's this one person i know na nde na mimiss yun kasi lagi pa rin nyang ginagawa.
from lumilipad na thoughts:
now dont you go asking me where all your money went
ika nga ng daddy mo "nde ko alam kung bakit ganun oras umuwi sa trabaho nga ba nagbababad o talagang nag-goo-good time lang"
nung sinabi nya yun, napa-tango na lang ako
ang dalas ko ata mag post. shet. anyhoooo, eto yung pics na nirerequest ni bing (vincent and some artista's) iba na talaga kapag kapuso. ba't kasi nde ko pa pinatulan nung sinabi ni mon na pwede naman nya ko kunin! shet. dapat dami ko na rin pictures.
ryan, is it true? ur married? shet im so happy for you!!!
Vincent and Katrina (Katrina Halili ata to ng Starstruck)
Vincent and Karyl (anak si zsazsa padilla)
Vincent and Jolina (nuba idol hahaha)
ryan, is it true? ur married? shet im so happy for you!!!
Vincent and Katrina (Katrina Halili ata to ng Starstruck)
Vincent and Karyl (anak si zsazsa padilla)
Vincent and Jolina (nuba idol hahaha)
11.10.04
i think i mentioned here before that im part of the bowling team. here's one picture taken on the opening day of the tournament. our team didn't make it to the top 4, which will move on to the semis, but we did enjoy the free bowling games hehehe
me and gren. sensya na labo pics.
gren, marvie and me
last week, i went to see my friends from ulead. of course picture moments!
JP and ako (who else nuba!)
nelson and...duh!
rodel and some cute chick hahaha
8.10.04
ok so...
kanina around 11pm nag-earthquake. its the second time na nag-earthquake na andito ako sa office yung kanina was longer so super kinabahan talaga ako. we're on the effin' 44th floor!!!
on other news, si john paul nasa pilipinas nde nagpapakita sa kin! si ryan, tama ba ako na magpapakasal? si mama shala ayun drinamahan ko na naman at alam ko naiinis sya dahil feel nya pinagod ko na naman ang daliri nya sa pagta-type (sorry mommy!), i've added rose on my friends list in friendster (thanks a lot rose) and regular na ko sa work meaning...no going back.
speaking of work, one of the managers is here in the philippines. he heads the dreamweaver team. nakakahiya! kanina nagstart sya mag-listen in sa min while taking calls and i was the first on the list. goodness of all products the call was for dreamweaver. bakit nde na lang freehand para mas alam ko di ba but noooo it had to be dreamweaver and mahirap pa! anything after this line is all geek stuff he setup his testing server on the local network the plus sign on bindings under the applications panel will not work. we tried mapped network drive, UNC, and even the IP but it still wont work. he's connection setup is for ASP VBScript. damn. he's running under windows xp with service pack 2 (that sh*t of an upgrade). hay. the URL is valid. uploaded a test asp and it displays well so its not permission issue. oh well. life. move on...
kanina around 11pm nag-earthquake. its the second time na nag-earthquake na andito ako sa office yung kanina was longer so super kinabahan talaga ako. we're on the effin' 44th floor!!!
on other news, si john paul nasa pilipinas nde nagpapakita sa kin! si ryan, tama ba ako na magpapakasal? si mama shala ayun drinamahan ko na naman at alam ko naiinis sya dahil feel nya pinagod ko na naman ang daliri nya sa pagta-type (sorry mommy!), i've added rose on my friends list in friendster (thanks a lot rose) and regular na ko sa work meaning...no going back.
speaking of work, one of the managers is here in the philippines. he heads the dreamweaver team. nakakahiya! kanina nagstart sya mag-listen in sa min while taking calls and i was the first on the list. goodness of all products the call was for dreamweaver. bakit nde na lang freehand para mas alam ko di ba but noooo it had to be dreamweaver and mahirap pa! anything after this line is all geek stuff he setup his testing server on the local network the plus sign on bindings under the applications panel will not work. we tried mapped network drive, UNC, and even the IP but it still wont work. he's connection setup is for ASP VBScript. damn. he's running under windows xp with service pack 2 (that sh*t of an upgrade). hay. the URL is valid. uploaded a test asp and it displays well so its not permission issue. oh well. life. move on...
28.9.04
someone is singing this song to my boyfriend right now...
Don't tell me to stop crying please just hold me while I do
Soothe me with your silence and just cradle me to you
Don't push me for my reasons or expect me to explain
How can I in five minutes shift a lifetime's hidden pain?
Don't tell your girlfriend about me
'cos your girlfriendwon't like girls like me
Don't tell your girlfriend about me
If you just hold me, hold me, hold me....
I went to see a psychic and I paid for good advice
He said "Forget a romance 'til you've sorted out your life.
Be your own mother and your father and your sister and brother,
And even try to crack the art of being your own lover...
Don't tell your girlfriend about me
'cos your girlfriendwon't like girls like me
Don't tell your girlfriend about me
If you just hold me, hold me, hold me....
In my darkest hour you'd be mine,
these wildest dreamsare no crime, or are they? Girlfriend
Coming from a place of need, not one of abundance,
You see he told me. Girlfriend
Don't tell me to stop crying, please just hold me while I do
Soothe me with your silence and just cradle me to you
Don't push me for my reasons or expect me to explain
How come I say I'm happy to be on my own again...?
Don't tell your girlfriend about me
'cos your girlfriendwon't like girls like me
Don't tell your girlfriend about me
'cos your girlfriend won't like girls like me
You don't have to tell your girlfriend about me
If you just hold me, hold me, hold me....
Don't tell me to stop crying please just hold me while I do
Soothe me with your silence and just cradle me to you
Don't push me for my reasons or expect me to explain
How can I in five minutes shift a lifetime's hidden pain?
Don't tell your girlfriend about me
'cos your girlfriendwon't like girls like me
Don't tell your girlfriend about me
If you just hold me, hold me, hold me....
I went to see a psychic and I paid for good advice
He said "Forget a romance 'til you've sorted out your life.
Be your own mother and your father and your sister and brother,
And even try to crack the art of being your own lover...
Don't tell your girlfriend about me
'cos your girlfriendwon't like girls like me
Don't tell your girlfriend about me
If you just hold me, hold me, hold me....
In my darkest hour you'd be mine,
these wildest dreamsare no crime, or are they? Girlfriend
Coming from a place of need, not one of abundance,
You see he told me. Girlfriend
Don't tell me to stop crying, please just hold me while I do
Soothe me with your silence and just cradle me to you
Don't push me for my reasons or expect me to explain
How come I say I'm happy to be on my own again...?
Don't tell your girlfriend about me
'cos your girlfriendwon't like girls like me
Don't tell your girlfriend about me
'cos your girlfriend won't like girls like me
You don't have to tell your girlfriend about me
If you just hold me, hold me, hold me....
24.9.04
we have a game later at 1pm. bowling. o di ba ang lupet? nga pala, i never had the chance to make kwento here that the last leg of the amazing race was done here in the philippines. they got to manila went to malaguena motors (they pronounced it as mala-gwey-nya) then to victoria cavite. nag-araro ang mga lolo't lola nyo looking for the clues. kawawang kalabaw was called ox hahaha classic! then they went to the coconut palace na nun sinabi nun isang player sa taxi driver "we need to go to the coconut palace. do you know where that is?" manong driver said "cookie palace?" buti na lang nakarating din sila hahaha sa coconut palace, instead of some movie star or someone in filipiniana costume, they had luli arroyo with phil to welcome the players. NUBA! kaya pa? then after that, they went to el nido in palawan. coolest place ever! at least they featured the nice places in the philippines. basta astig.
again we have a game later. exactly 7 hours from now. wish me luck!
again we have a game later. exactly 7 hours from now. wish me luck!
16.9.04
I'm over you somehow
Only love knows how
I have the strength to move on again
The more you put me down
'Cause love knows how
It gave me the strength to move on
Spent so many days wondering what's my chances
I never thought I'd be alone
When all I really needed was answers
For the love that you've given to me
I was in need
Where we are where we're at
Boy I coud not see
Every night that I cry
I needed you here by my side
But now I'm over you
Had to use my mind
Couldn't use my heart
I didn't wanna see us apart
This vision is so clear to me
That we were not meant to be
I coudn't see
The desire inside wouldn't let me be
Every night that I cry
I needed you here by my side
But now I'm over you
Life goes on until the new beginning
Set me free from all of these feelings
Now I can see that love's no guarantee
That's why I hold it all inside of me
i used to sing and sing and sing this song back in college. oh well. those were the days. im just in the mood for some reminiscing. i was checking my friendster account and found some guys i used to go out with. wala lang. my childhood sweetheart TJ is now married with a cute little angel and is now based in san diego. im happy for him really pero syempre a bit selos kasi when we were younger, our parents used to joke that they'll let us marry as in mala-arranged marriage when we're old enough. oh well NASAN NA ANG PROMISE NA YUN hehehe he still looks so gwapo pero in fairness his wife looks like a hot mama hehehe
if you love sports, basketball in particular, and had a crush on a varsity player, isn't it the ultimate dream to be able to walk around the campus with you crush? i kinda fulfilled that dream before hehehe i went out for some time with this basketball player back in college hehehe yun lang nde na talaga sya part ng varsity coz pa-graduate na sya nun. naging classmates lang kami sa isang subject coz he had to go back for differential calculus hahaha he's actually 5 yrs older than me pero nakakatuwa lang we would watch PBA live sa araneta, movies and would talk ng matagal sa phone. yun lang bata pa talaga ako. i was 18 then and sya naman 23 na noh soooo medyo iba trip namin pero he do know how to treat a lady. naging good friends naman kami. nakita ko rin sya sa friendster and he's also maried now.
wow.
the other guy na nidate ko naman is actually in my friends list tsaka may crush din ako sa friends list ko. clue? bart name nya hahaha faaanneeeee pero nde nya ko crush eh. oh well.
Ninety miles outside Chicago
can't stop driving I don't know why
So many questions, That need an answer
Two years later, you're still on my mind
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Is true love just once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the Titanic cry?
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?
What the wind says when she cries?
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
For the ninety-seventh time, tonight
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Someday we'll know why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
Watch the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me, tonight?
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Someday we'll know why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you
Only love knows how
I have the strength to move on again
The more you put me down
'Cause love knows how
It gave me the strength to move on
Spent so many days wondering what's my chances
I never thought I'd be alone
When all I really needed was answers
For the love that you've given to me
I was in need
Where we are where we're at
Boy I coud not see
Every night that I cry
I needed you here by my side
But now I'm over you
Had to use my mind
Couldn't use my heart
I didn't wanna see us apart
This vision is so clear to me
That we were not meant to be
I coudn't see
The desire inside wouldn't let me be
Every night that I cry
I needed you here by my side
But now I'm over you
Life goes on until the new beginning
Set me free from all of these feelings
Now I can see that love's no guarantee
That's why I hold it all inside of me
i used to sing and sing and sing this song back in college. oh well. those were the days. im just in the mood for some reminiscing. i was checking my friendster account and found some guys i used to go out with. wala lang. my childhood sweetheart TJ is now married with a cute little angel and is now based in san diego. im happy for him really pero syempre a bit selos kasi when we were younger, our parents used to joke that they'll let us marry as in mala-arranged marriage when we're old enough. oh well NASAN NA ANG PROMISE NA YUN hehehe he still looks so gwapo pero in fairness his wife looks like a hot mama hehehe
if you love sports, basketball in particular, and had a crush on a varsity player, isn't it the ultimate dream to be able to walk around the campus with you crush? i kinda fulfilled that dream before hehehe i went out for some time with this basketball player back in college hehehe yun lang nde na talaga sya part ng varsity coz pa-graduate na sya nun. naging classmates lang kami sa isang subject coz he had to go back for differential calculus hahaha he's actually 5 yrs older than me pero nakakatuwa lang we would watch PBA live sa araneta, movies and would talk ng matagal sa phone. yun lang bata pa talaga ako. i was 18 then and sya naman 23 na noh soooo medyo iba trip namin pero he do know how to treat a lady. naging good friends naman kami. nakita ko rin sya sa friendster and he's also maried now.
wow.
the other guy na nidate ko naman is actually in my friends list tsaka may crush din ako sa friends list ko. clue? bart name nya hahaha faaanneeeee pero nde nya ko crush eh. oh well.
Ninety miles outside Chicago
can't stop driving I don't know why
So many questions, That need an answer
Two years later, you're still on my mind
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Is true love just once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the Titanic cry?
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?
What the wind says when she cries?
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
For the ninety-seventh time, tonight
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Someday we'll know why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
Watch the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me, tonight?
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you
Someday we'll know why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you
15.9.04
9.9.04
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
And I don't know whether to laugh or cry
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
It's out of my hands
It's out of my hands
To think for two years she was here
And I took her for granted
I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
She's out of my hands
So I've learned that love's not possession
And I've learned that love won't wait
Now I've learned that love needs expression
But I learned too late
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
Damned indecision and cursed pride
Kept my love for her locked deep inside
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
And I don't know whether to laugh or cry
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
It's out of my hands
It's out of my hands
To think for two years she was here
And I took her for granted
I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
She's out of my hands
So I've learned that love's not possession
And I've learned that love won't wait
Now I've learned that love needs expression
But I learned too late
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
Damned indecision and cursed pride
Kept my love for her locked deep inside
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
8.9.04
26.8.04
i am such an insecure person and i cant explain why but im ok with it. at least i know im human that i have weaknesses and by this i have also accepted that i can never really make everybody happy. its just frustrating that some think their invincible but actually they're not. i can even say with full confidence that im better than you but i just dont want to hurt anybody's feelings. things that people say and do behind me has their way of reaching me. as in. maybe because i have so many friends who loves me. they're the one's who makes me aware and i thank them for that. im smart enough to know which are true and the one's that i should just ignore. amazing isnt it?
im too busy with office work that i havent finished writing my article. am being pressured to write a lenghtly and detailed article about something in the medical field that is too important a topic that if i mess it up might mean the end of my career. ok i think am overreacting. its just that the last forum i attended at annabel's is not as informative as i expected it to be and now i have to rely on google to get more info about pharma economics. i need to find a good resource to inspire me. the info thrown to us during the presscon is just too overwhelming it didnt really register that much...at least to me. oh i need a long vacation!!!
i want a new celfon phone but im not financially stable right now. anyone who wants to donate a celfon phone? hehehe gosh im soooo materialistic.
im too busy with office work that i havent finished writing my article. am being pressured to write a lenghtly and detailed article about something in the medical field that is too important a topic that if i mess it up might mean the end of my career. ok i think am overreacting. its just that the last forum i attended at annabel's is not as informative as i expected it to be and now i have to rely on google to get more info about pharma economics. i need to find a good resource to inspire me. the info thrown to us during the presscon is just too overwhelming it didnt really register that much...at least to me. oh i need a long vacation!!!
i want a new celfon phone but im not financially stable right now. anyone who wants to donate a celfon phone? hehehe gosh im soooo materialistic.
23.8.04
nuba i've so much to tell na naman. wala pa rin ang pictures sa batangas and baguio. kung gusto nyo makita yung mga nakita ko nun sa batangas, punta na lang kayo sa http://www1.jobsdb.com.ph/loi/kabayan/index.htm pero wag kayo maingay kasi temp lang ni carlo yan hehehe
this weekend, nde kami nag out of town pero we did something nice =) sumama kami ni bart sa mga officemate ko at nagpaka-macho mag wallclimbing sa power-up. it was nice! i never thought na kakayanin ng powers ko! i even did one of the inclined walls. astig! masakit lang sa braso pero ang sarap ng feeling. i do have semi fear of heights kaya super nasurprised ako sa mga pangyayari hehehe
ryan...on multiply.com, for some weird reason i couldnt log in to my account. ewan ko ba if im missing something but i did activate my account and everything. search for babyjenks ako yun. i heard din from bart that you're going to malayasia. anu ba!!! panay ang pasyal ng lolo ko! pag dating mo dito, ikaw naman irarampa namin =) outback tayo hahaha
on kaye, some bad news =( i was looking for her last week sa office tapos sinabi lang sa kin nun isang CSR that she's in the hospital. she didn't say why and told me to text kaye na lang. medyo bad vibes na ko dun eh. tapos hayun nga, when she texted me back sabi nya she just got out of the hospital. she was told na magrest for a week due to spotting. so she did. as in full bed rest. nun nga lang pagpunta nila ulit sa doctor for a check up, sabi ng doctor wala na daw heartbeat yung baby. na-sad ako. i know she wanted to have this baby na. i told her na lang na siguro nde pa talaga para sa kanila yun baby. maybe next time. so please pray for her speedy recovery. not only physically but emotionally as well...
hmmn...on other news, di ba bart is the admin supervisor for one of the buildings of our company? as in for almost 7 months now i believe he's been doing well. its so nice lang na nde lang ako nakapansin ng good performance nya =) he just got promoted as SITE MANAGER yes! as in he'll be heading the facilities and admin team for two buildings that our company occupies. bongga di ba? kakatuwa =) marlon kung mabababasa mo to, wag kaw ingay ha...kasi sikret pa hehe only me and two other people knows about this hayun lang. im so happy for him. yey!
this weekend, nde kami nag out of town pero we did something nice =) sumama kami ni bart sa mga officemate ko at nagpaka-macho mag wallclimbing sa power-up. it was nice! i never thought na kakayanin ng powers ko! i even did one of the inclined walls. astig! masakit lang sa braso pero ang sarap ng feeling. i do have semi fear of heights kaya super nasurprised ako sa mga pangyayari hehehe
ryan...on multiply.com, for some weird reason i couldnt log in to my account. ewan ko ba if im missing something but i did activate my account and everything. search for babyjenks ako yun. i heard din from bart that you're going to malayasia. anu ba!!! panay ang pasyal ng lolo ko! pag dating mo dito, ikaw naman irarampa namin =) outback tayo hahaha
on kaye, some bad news =( i was looking for her last week sa office tapos sinabi lang sa kin nun isang CSR that she's in the hospital. she didn't say why and told me to text kaye na lang. medyo bad vibes na ko dun eh. tapos hayun nga, when she texted me back sabi nya she just got out of the hospital. she was told na magrest for a week due to spotting. so she did. as in full bed rest. nun nga lang pagpunta nila ulit sa doctor for a check up, sabi ng doctor wala na daw heartbeat yung baby. na-sad ako. i know she wanted to have this baby na. i told her na lang na siguro nde pa talaga para sa kanila yun baby. maybe next time. so please pray for her speedy recovery. not only physically but emotionally as well...
hmmn...on other news, di ba bart is the admin supervisor for one of the buildings of our company? as in for almost 7 months now i believe he's been doing well. its so nice lang na nde lang ako nakapansin ng good performance nya =) he just got promoted as SITE MANAGER yes! as in he'll be heading the facilities and admin team for two buildings that our company occupies. bongga di ba? kakatuwa =) marlon kung mabababasa mo to, wag kaw ingay ha...kasi sikret pa hehe only me and two other people knows about this hayun lang. im so happy for him. yey!
17.8.04
pansin nyo super bihira ako magupdate? i've so much to tell kaso walang time. yeah believe it or not i am actually busy with work. naiiyak na ko minsan dahil ngarag.
the other week we went to san juan, batangas (still no picture!) and last saturday and sunday we were in baguio naman (wala rin akong pics pa. hintay ko pa from cliff). we went there saturday lunch time. kaming dalawa lang. pasalamat ko lang nde kami nag-aaway on the way kung nde, ang wirdo siguro na dadalawa na lang kami eh nde pa kami nag-uusap. it was raining hard in pangasinan but thankfully nagsurvive kami. papunta namin dun, nde pa kami sure like where we're gonna stay. may 3 option kami: kila cliff; isang officemate from sykes; and matulog sa daan sa loob ng sasakyan. pagdating na pagdating namin ng baguio, sa SM kami dumiretso hahaha as in. kasi si cliff nasa school pa and nde naman namin alam address ni bobby (from sykes). so we texted bobby and dun na lang kami nakitulog sa kanila kasi si cliffy nde namin mahagilap pa. ang lolo nagtatatawag ng 1am eh tulog na kaya kami nun. nga pala, wag na wag kayo pupunta ng baguio ng wala kayong dalang panlamig! potah. i went there with tshirts. as in no jacket or longsleeves shirt. it was tolerable but still malamig sya ha. anyhoo, paggising namin kinabukasan hayun sabak sa banyong malamig ang tubig! and nun ready na kami, sinugod na namin ang palengke at ukay-ukay ng baguio. grabe talaga. ang sarap magukay sa baguio. 5o pesos lang halos lahat. ang saya-saya. pumunta kami ng palengke para bumili ako ng broccoli at cauliflower na pasalubong sa tatay ko. bumili rin ako ng 12 roses para sa sarili ko. pathetic hahaha. bumili rin kami ng chocoflakes. the classic mikasa chocoflakes. bumili ako para sa bahay, si bobby bumili para sa ka-department nya, si bart bumili para sa chicks nya hahaha shet. ouch. joke! asan na ba ko? ah basta ang weird. masaya naman. nde na naman kami nagpaalam ni bart hahaha pag dating namin sa baguio i texted my mom and brother "andito lang kami ni bart sa SM. SM baguio" ang galing noh? si bart naman kinabukasan na nagtext. ako pa nga nagtext sa mom nya na "pauwi na ho kami". ang galing. super nakakapagod so nagpamasahe kami pagdating namin dito sa manila. ang sarap! kaya hayun...nde tuloy ako nakapasok kahapon. ang galing! natulog ako ng isang buong araw. hay life.
the other week we went to san juan, batangas (still no picture!) and last saturday and sunday we were in baguio naman (wala rin akong pics pa. hintay ko pa from cliff). we went there saturday lunch time. kaming dalawa lang. pasalamat ko lang nde kami nag-aaway on the way kung nde, ang wirdo siguro na dadalawa na lang kami eh nde pa kami nag-uusap. it was raining hard in pangasinan but thankfully nagsurvive kami. papunta namin dun, nde pa kami sure like where we're gonna stay. may 3 option kami: kila cliff; isang officemate from sykes; and matulog sa daan sa loob ng sasakyan. pagdating na pagdating namin ng baguio, sa SM kami dumiretso hahaha as in. kasi si cliff nasa school pa and nde naman namin alam address ni bobby (from sykes). so we texted bobby and dun na lang kami nakitulog sa kanila kasi si cliffy nde namin mahagilap pa. ang lolo nagtatatawag ng 1am eh tulog na kaya kami nun. nga pala, wag na wag kayo pupunta ng baguio ng wala kayong dalang panlamig! potah. i went there with tshirts. as in no jacket or longsleeves shirt. it was tolerable but still malamig sya ha. anyhoo, paggising namin kinabukasan hayun sabak sa banyong malamig ang tubig! and nun ready na kami, sinugod na namin ang palengke at ukay-ukay ng baguio. grabe talaga. ang sarap magukay sa baguio. 5o pesos lang halos lahat. ang saya-saya. pumunta kami ng palengke para bumili ako ng broccoli at cauliflower na pasalubong sa tatay ko. bumili rin ako ng 12 roses para sa sarili ko. pathetic hahaha. bumili rin kami ng chocoflakes. the classic mikasa chocoflakes. bumili ako para sa bahay, si bobby bumili para sa ka-department nya, si bart bumili para sa chicks nya hahaha shet. ouch. joke! asan na ba ko? ah basta ang weird. masaya naman. nde na naman kami nagpaalam ni bart hahaha pag dating namin sa baguio i texted my mom and brother "andito lang kami ni bart sa SM. SM baguio" ang galing noh? si bart naman kinabukasan na nagtext. ako pa nga nagtext sa mom nya na "pauwi na ho kami". ang galing. super nakakapagod so nagpamasahe kami pagdating namin dito sa manila. ang sarap! kaya hayun...nde tuloy ako nakapasok kahapon. ang galing! natulog ako ng isang buong araw. hay life.
11.8.04
guess who's two months pregnant?
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si kaye syempre kasi sya yung may asawa noh! she texted me yesterday afternoon na hayun na nga. finally.
whats new? last sat evening we went to kabayan beach resort in san juan, batangas. actually biglaan lang yun. bart texted me friday evening that carlo (si loi ang lola mong nagmamaganda) invited us to join him/her. kasi he's commissioned to develop the resort's website. so go naman kami. we got there 12midnight na so super ngarag na kami. tapos half day lang naman kami nagstay coz carlo still has other engagements. kakanta pa kasi at maghohost sa isang kasal. feel nyo ang yaman na ni carlo? raket! ang dami ko sanang kwento kaso wala ako sa mood. ok naman yung beach and yung room na pinagstayan namin. ang highlight dun actually eh yung mga pawikan na nasa pond nila. before any of you reacts, nde sila hinuli or something. some of them were washed ashore and the others naman nahuhuli ng mga mangingisda sa lambat nila by accident so dinadala muna nila sa resort para maka-recover then people from DENR will go there to tag them. pag ok na, binabalik naman nila sa dagat. cool di ba? im still waiting for the pics. dami kasing raket ni carlo kaya nde pa nya naeemail sa kin. hayun.
sa mga may gusto ng pills, email nyo lang ako ha!
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si kaye syempre kasi sya yung may asawa noh! she texted me yesterday afternoon na hayun na nga. finally.
whats new? last sat evening we went to kabayan beach resort in san juan, batangas. actually biglaan lang yun. bart texted me friday evening that carlo (si loi ang lola mong nagmamaganda) invited us to join him/her. kasi he's commissioned to develop the resort's website. so go naman kami. we got there 12midnight na so super ngarag na kami. tapos half day lang naman kami nagstay coz carlo still has other engagements. kakanta pa kasi at maghohost sa isang kasal. feel nyo ang yaman na ni carlo? raket! ang dami ko sanang kwento kaso wala ako sa mood. ok naman yung beach and yung room na pinagstayan namin. ang highlight dun actually eh yung mga pawikan na nasa pond nila. before any of you reacts, nde sila hinuli or something. some of them were washed ashore and the others naman nahuhuli ng mga mangingisda sa lambat nila by accident so dinadala muna nila sa resort para maka-recover then people from DENR will go there to tag them. pag ok na, binabalik naman nila sa dagat. cool di ba? im still waiting for the pics. dami kasing raket ni carlo kaya nde pa nya naeemail sa kin. hayun.
sa mga may gusto ng pills, email nyo lang ako ha!
28.7.04
first of...apologies to bing for not being able to give you the PDL presentation. its not yet done =( im usually on petiks mode here in the office but dreamweaver got in the way. i'll explain later.
ryan, bart said you've got long hair now! true? and you've got a lady friend with yah in your friendster pics. i havent seen it yet. maybe this weekend
paul, i know its too early to make bilin for pasalubongs but i want the following:- digital camera (at least 3 megapx)- new celfone (preferably sony ericsson T700i)- cute dog (shih tzu of course!)yes i want all these hahaha
mami shala...nuba! i have so many kwentos but that will have to wait til our next chat. i still havent confirmed if incoming calls directed to me are recorded. if not, i will most definitely appreciate a call from you =) but we'll have to wait for that
i've been unusually busy with work. people here thought it would be fun for me to support dreamweaver. not! its killing me! the emails are pretty hard but at least i have time to research but the calls...i dunno. im just thankful that the ones i've been getting are pretty easy. please please please no hard issues for me!
i'm pretty happy with my performance here at work. people are satisfied with my output and my QA review scores are pretty high which is a good sign and something that i hope to maintain. i need to sleep more. i only get 5 hours of sleep daily and thats not straight 5hours. 4 hours at home and 1 hour here in the office during my lunch break. heck i even sleep during my 15min breaks but its weird that im actually gaining weight. you'd think that with the schedule that i have and the weird sleeping habits i'd lose weight but no...its quite the opposite. yes im bloated and so starting next week i'll be taking some herbal diet pills. tried and tested and safe! im not over reacting. i just dont want to get too fat again and not fit into my clothes. i've thrown out most of my fat clothes (read: damit ko nung edsamail days) and now i only have small and extra small shirts and small pants in my cabinets. yes, my pants are sized small. not 24 or 26 but small =)
something's bothering me but i dont want to talk about it right now. maybe some other time...
i want new books! i want umberto eco's books! i want it now! and some of tom clancy's
ryan, bart said you've got long hair now! true? and you've got a lady friend with yah in your friendster pics. i havent seen it yet. maybe this weekend
paul, i know its too early to make bilin for pasalubongs but i want the following:- digital camera (at least 3 megapx)- new celfone (preferably sony ericsson T700i)- cute dog (shih tzu of course!)yes i want all these hahaha
mami shala...nuba! i have so many kwentos but that will have to wait til our next chat. i still havent confirmed if incoming calls directed to me are recorded. if not, i will most definitely appreciate a call from you =) but we'll have to wait for that
i've been unusually busy with work. people here thought it would be fun for me to support dreamweaver. not! its killing me! the emails are pretty hard but at least i have time to research but the calls...i dunno. im just thankful that the ones i've been getting are pretty easy. please please please no hard issues for me!
i'm pretty happy with my performance here at work. people are satisfied with my output and my QA review scores are pretty high which is a good sign and something that i hope to maintain. i need to sleep more. i only get 5 hours of sleep daily and thats not straight 5hours. 4 hours at home and 1 hour here in the office during my lunch break. heck i even sleep during my 15min breaks but its weird that im actually gaining weight. you'd think that with the schedule that i have and the weird sleeping habits i'd lose weight but no...its quite the opposite. yes im bloated and so starting next week i'll be taking some herbal diet pills. tried and tested and safe! im not over reacting. i just dont want to get too fat again and not fit into my clothes. i've thrown out most of my fat clothes (read: damit ko nung edsamail days) and now i only have small and extra small shirts and small pants in my cabinets. yes, my pants are sized small. not 24 or 26 but small =)
something's bothering me but i dont want to talk about it right now. maybe some other time...
i want new books! i want umberto eco's books! i want it now! and some of tom clancy's
8.7.04
im dying! figuratively. hard hard issues. it's just frustrating. i started the day on a highnote...kudos for a job well done in dreamweaver (i know!!! scary!!!), two greate calls in freehand and then the terror began. i still have pending issues that will remain pending til tomorrow and plus training for robodemo. gawd!
btw, i just had a short talk with bryanhip and he told me he's resigning. will start with a new company starting august. im so happy for him! he got married last may and so he really wanted a day job. well, he got one. software application consultant. NICE! im so inggit!
btw, i just had a short talk with bryanhip and he told me he's resigning. will start with a new company starting august. im so happy for him! he got married last may and so he really wanted a day job. well, he got one. software application consultant. NICE! im so inggit!
4.7.04
i am so proud of jennifer rosales. a pinay making waves in the US open. yes you read that right. she's playing in the US open (only one of the most prestigious golf tourney) and has a 3-stroke cushion entering the finals. i really hope she wins =P and if she does, she'll be taking US$ 500,000 and that is 30 million pesos! im so inggit!
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