WE'RE HAVING A BOY! Yes! After two weeks of postponing it, I finally went to the hospital for an ultrasound. For 30mins we waited 'til the little boy showed his you-know-what. I'm on my 26th week according to my OBs calculation and the first ultrasound but last week, the person in the lab said that my baby is as big as a 28-29 week baby. Laki nya talaga but I'm ok with that for as long as he's healthy =)

Grabe, in just a few weeks the little one will be finally with us. I'm scared as hell! I don't know if I'm ready! I know I'm not ready! I don't think there's enough books or resources out there that could prepare me for this.

I worry about a lot of things. I've heard stories about couple's relationships changing when a baby comes because their attention and affection shifts to the baby. That's just a minor thing. What really worries me is if I'll be able to take good care of the little one. I really hope that we'll be able instill the good values that our parents thought us. I hope that he would appreciate the things that we would be doing for him. That he grow up as a God-fearing person who respects the elders, love his family, and be a good citizen. Too much expectations ba? I just hope we'll be good parents to him. We will try our very best.

Grabe. Nde pa sya lumalabas but this early, we have so many fears. I know this is normal and we'll take it one step at a time. For now, we are praying for a safe and healthy baby and delivery.

Wish us luck!

I've gained weight. Lots of it. It makes me feel so conscious now coz my arms and legs are getting bigger each day. I eat anything/everything! Sabi nila, cover the tummy part and I don't look pregnant pero hello lahat napupunta na sa legs ko. Namamanas na! At parang pansin ko sobrang laki ng tyan ko for 5 ½ months. I'm not complaining for as long as healthy ang baby. Tomorrow's my checkup. Anonfiltered=)





And have I mentioned that Soda gave birth two weeks ago? Yeah I think I did. Still no pictures of the pups kasi when I got the camera from Bart, I forgot to get the charger eh kakagamit lang nya nun when they went to Punta Fuego (for his teams strategic planning ek-ek) so halos wala ng bat yung camera but I was able to take some photos of Sachi =) ang cute cute na nya!!!

hay

waist line = 34 (dati 25)
weight = 120 lbs (dati 100)

muka na kong balyena and ngayon ko lang na-experience yung talagang pagiisipan mo kung anong isusuot mo. i made the mistake of wearing a maternity pants that i bought earlier. ok naman yung fit standing up but kinda constricting on some areas when seated. i hate hate that feeling. pero syempre nasa office na ko nun na-notice ko yun.

i can still wear two of my jeans, two black pants, one maternity pants, and the linen drawstrings. ang challenge is also to find a top that looks ok on me without looking like a tree. ewan ko. nde ko carry yung maternity clothes. the nice ones are pretty expensive and i dont want to go on buying clothes which i will not be using for a long time. hay. makapagsando na lang hehehe

work is ok. nakakatamad but ok. life is boring. what activities do you expect from me? dogs are cutest. i still have to take pictures of the puppies. naka-open na eyes nila! life.

kain na.

life, as much as we would like to sugarcoat it, is not as sweet as it is. hay frustrations. im a little lost but surviving.

i found the book that i've been wanting to buy at powerbooks yesterday, diary of a mad mommy to be, and thought about buying it but ended up buying twisted instead. i've read it but i dont have a copy of my own. it was cheaper anyways compared to what i really wanted but im still going back to powerbooks to buy that diary. it might help me get through this weird emotional ekek of pregnancy.

hay speaking of...i really feel my tummy expanding and im afraid that my skin might break. seriously. and it's so hard to find a sleeping position that is comfy and good for me. a friend suggested to get a big bolster pillow but that would add up to the ever growing expenses. hay life nga naman...

oh well.