WE'RE HAVING A BOY! Yes! After two weeks of postponing it, I finally went to the hospital for an ultrasound. For 30mins we waited 'til the little boy showed his you-know-what. I'm on my 26th week according to my OBs calculation and the first ultrasound but last week, the person in the lab said that my baby is as big as a 28-29 week baby. Laki nya talaga but I'm ok with that for as long as he's healthy =)

Grabe, in just a few weeks the little one will be finally with us. I'm scared as hell! I don't know if I'm ready! I know I'm not ready! I don't think there's enough books or resources out there that could prepare me for this.

I worry about a lot of things. I've heard stories about couple's relationships changing when a baby comes because their attention and affection shifts to the baby. That's just a minor thing. What really worries me is if I'll be able to take good care of the little one. I really hope that we'll be able instill the good values that our parents thought us. I hope that he would appreciate the things that we would be doing for him. That he grow up as a God-fearing person who respects the elders, love his family, and be a good citizen. Too much expectations ba? I just hope we'll be good parents to him. We will try our very best.

Grabe. Nde pa sya lumalabas but this early, we have so many fears. I know this is normal and we'll take it one step at a time. For now, we are praying for a safe and healthy baby and delivery.

Wish us luck!