im such in a bad mood right now and i really need someone to talk to. but my friends are all busy =( they have work (call centers kasi sila)



nakakairita. things are really not doing good here at work. samahan mo pa ng kung anu-ano. pag gustong mag-enjoy, andyan ang ibang tao. pero pag problema...saka ka lang naaalala

me wants the following books (can't find em here in the philippines...I TRIED REALLY):



1. tuesdays with morrie by Mitch Albom

2. trainspotting by Irvine Welsh



hanap nyo ko please!!!



and oh...you guys help me edit my work ha. im writting an article re family planning (in support for current family planning campaign here in the philippines) for a medican magazine. TULONG HA!!!

sa movie ni piolo and claudine na milan umiiyak si clauding tinanong nya si piolo "mahal mo ko dahil kailangan mo ko o kailangan mo ko kaya mahal mo ko?" maraming naiyak pero pag iniisip ko...parang pareho lang sila ng kahulugan. shet bing uwi ka lets watch! ang masasagot ko dun "mahal kita, kasi wala akong choice. hintay ka lang...naghahanap na ko ng iba. pag meron na kong nahanap, maghihiwalay na tayo" eekkk kinakahiya!



yung kwento kasi nun ganito eh...si piolo nde pa over dun sa mahal nya. hinahanap nya. and on his way to finding his true love, na meet nya sa claudine. bago. kakaiba. so akala nila love na. yun pala...iba pa rin yung mahal ni piolo. i haven't seen the movie really but the story's basically something like this. ang hirap nun noh...ika nga ni hajii panakip butas na lamang ba... (or something to that effect). USER!!!

hmmn...seems to me that my dear friends didn't enjoy valentines day. well not all, mukang happy yung gig-buddies ko eh. last sat was ciudad's album launch at freedom bar and opkors nde ako nakapunta. goodluck ciudad! meron na ko album nyo!!!



im actively looking for a new job. and when i say "actively" what i really mean is that im checking jobstreet and jobsdb more often now. lina is my new best friend hehehe im seriously considering joining the night-people (those people in the call center industry) but i want to make sure that i get in a good account and that there's growth for me. my friend cheng is with convergys...ganda daw dun yun lang patay ang social life mo (eerr...i dont have any so i think ok lang di ba?). ok lang...im used to not seeing my friends anyway. backup lang naman eh coz im still waiting for cyberJ and integrated computer sys to call me (he-loooo call me now!!!)



sana makapulot ako ng pera mamya...

happy valentines everyone! nothing new. last night on my way home, i was tempted to pass by dangwa (near UST) to buy flowers. for myself. hahaha pathetic.



so how was your valentines?

had dinner with cliff, vic and bart last night at the official canteen ng edsamail employees, congo grille. AND tinawagan kami ni papa ryan. gusto na ata kunin ni ryan ang mga kaibigan ko at dalhin dun sa singapore bad bad bad



anyway, im seriously considering resigning from my work. it's hard when you have to work with assholes, well just an asshole really. much harder on my part coz i could've prevented this but i chickened out...well not really chickened out, more like i want things to be simple. i have no time to deal with fools who's minds are set to getting what they want by hook or by crook.



so help me lord.

cliff is back!!! yep the freak is home. bumalik na ang isang hosto and im gonna meet him later =) pumayat daw but for sure mataba naman ang wallet HAHAHA

hmmn...as per mama shala's request here my birthday kwento...



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wala. kasi wala naman nangyari. as usual, i just stayed at home (not mine, but still its a house). nothing really special happened. i even cried.

bakit ganun...it's my fucking birthday soon pero sobrang down na down ako. ayoko na. napapagod na kong mag-isip. walang reason for me to be happy.



dami kong gustong sabihin but it doesn't belong here...



my life sucks. my work sucks. my hair sucks. my face sucks. no bright spot in my life right now. i need my friends.



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im kinda ok now. still disappointed and feels that life sucks but a wee bit happy. i got to talk to one of my new friends, si marjh. she's a college student in UST CFAD. wala lang. pinatawa nya ko =) we haven't met in person and sa YM lang kami nagkakausap. wala lang. nakakatawa lang. she even promised she'll bake me a cake on my birthday, blueberry cheesecake. yummy. hayun lang. oh shet im hungry again.

nakakaaliw yung mga dati kong officemates sa edsamail hehehe wala lang =) i got to talk to cecile and sa smart na nga sya nagwork after edsamail (c/o margot) and now na nag-move na si margot sa mcdo (vp na ang lola) isasama pa rin nya si cecile. it really helps if you have friends in high places. well anyway...



look at the cute little devils...nde akin lahat. akin yung pug. yung 3 may hawak na heart, gift ko sa 3 officemates ko last christmas...sila yung pinaka-kaclose ko here eh hayun lang

ok now...calling all ex-edsamail employees please join the group that brianb created on yahoogroups...go to http://groups.yahoo.com/groups/ex-edsamail deadmahin nyo na lang yung mga bwiset na ibang andun...



look at my cute little baby! nag-iisan toy ko on my monitor. uwi ko sana kay soda kaso kakawawain nya eh...nagvivibrate pa to hehehe

HA! muka akong lola...