i dont want to comment about the coup. nagiinit lang ulo ko. i hate the government. want to amuse me? then try to defend arroyo. eeekkkk!!!



i need to have a tooth extracted. this saturday maybe coz dang pasta didn't last. my dentist said it's because of something that i ate. he-lo i eat everything so which one did it? i have another option tho...root canal. FORGET IT!!! not unless they put me to sleep, i will never go through that painful procedure!!! it's not normal. i know they're trying to save my cutie molar but please no root canal for me! i do take care of my teeth but some medicine they gave me when i was a baby sorta affected the calcium in my body which resulted to poor bones. you should've seen my baby teeth eeekkkk not so good memories. i didn't have to go to the dentist then to have them extracted to make way for the permanent ones they fall out of my gums...voluntarily hahaha nice use of words eh? hay life...camille...magdentist ka =) take care of my teeth!!!

hmmn...

Tonights episode of will&grace made me cry. Grace was dumped by her boyfriend & she wasnt taking it very well. He-lo! Who would want that? Errr...then I thought what if it happens to me? Man...I'd die. Really I would. We've had some scary moments & I'm really glad that we were able to work it out. It did change some things between us & Im hoping that it would make us grow stronger together instead of breaking us apart. Oh my emo-attacks...

Miss you honey! Di tayo kita dahil sa kudeta. Yes Ryan. Yes Bing. Yes Paul. Merong semi kudeta ngayon dito sa pilipinas pero mukang maaayos naman kagad. Ang astig talaga ng military. At dahil din dyan eh nagamit ko ulit GPRS hehehe blog on fon Ü im using my sis-n-laws fon mas mabilis d2 sa 8310 magconnect. I think its because my fon loads all images...Wil turn that feature off hmmn...MISS U HONEY!!!

errr...si soda semi-long hair na lang =( last sunday we brought her to the grooming salon (long overdue prof-grooming) matting that formed on her neck, chest and tummy was so thick that they had to shave it. man...she still looks cute (for me huh). oh well...will just have to wait for a few months before is grows back to it's original glory. i really hope that cod liver oil and frequent bathing help make it grow faster. nde ko naman sya sinadyang pinabayaan...

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To my friends who are....MALIBOG



Love is not always about how good the sex is or how yummy the person is. It's about how you explore one another and how you feel the gentleness and intimacy of you and your partner. It's not about Ecstacy but its about the eternal bliss you feel. Its not always about the size but it's about the depth.





To My friends who are...MALANDI



Love is not something you play with, it's something that you treasure. It is not something you count it is only intended for one person. You will never know the true meaning of love if you're just playing around. For the people who you are with only wants to play. Once the fun stops, it ends.





To my friends who are....SOMEONE ELSE'S LOVED ONE



Love comes at the wrong place and at the wrong time but when it comes, something so wrong feels so... RIGHT. It's up to you decide, if you wish to end it but I hope you'll never regret the consequences that comes along with it.





To my friends who are....CLUELESS



Love comes in all shades and forms, don't try to look for someone who you think is best for you but instead try to look around for the one you are looking for maybe just right next to you.





To my friends who are...DESPERATE



Love should not be taken for granted, don't settle for someone you don't love but instead wait for the one that God has blessed for you.





To my friends who are....FOND OF 1 NIGHT STAND..



Try to save that special part of you for "That Person." Do not give it to someone that you don't think deserves it. Remember, a few moment of happiness could lead to a lifetime of regrets.





To my friends who..THINK THEY'RE INLOVE.



Do not believe in love at first sight, for love develops and grows, when it fully blooms that's when its sweeter and worth keeping. It's not something you just "think" but it's something you "believe and fight for"





To my friends who are...MANHID..



You will feel that love is knocking at your door. Once you hear itdo not hesitate to open the door, for a really good surprise maybe waiting for you. But if you just ignore it, you will never know who was there waiting for you.





To my friends who are....MAHILIG SA POGI/MAGANDA



Love doesn't always comes with ribbons and beautiful colors. Sometimes the best gift you had was placed on a small box wrapped with old newspaper strips. And remember the last time you ate on an exclusive restaurant? The dish was so beautifully prepared but the FOOD!!!!... Well I won't let you remember the bad after taste, you know what I mean. The best proof of love is trust.





and some pictures....





ok eto na kami...may absent din...2 hahaha onti namin noh? ulead philippines office







Team namin minus papa dins...angelo, rodel, me, and nelson





kami ulit

goodness we're still here in the office! good thing i came in early. will leave the office at 5pm.



errr....i don't really have anything important to say. im busy preparing my application letter and accomplishment report. i should've done this last sunday =(



and awwww its raining! musta na kaya ang malabon?

mama shala texted me early this morning. her dad died last night. it's so hard for her coz she's in the states and she might not be able to go home to attend her father's burial. prayers please.

i feel so isleypi. i wanna go home...i wanna see my honey

boss got back from taiwan. our department manager gave each of us ricoh dvd-r's and our boss here in the philippines gave me the F4 audio cd hahaha man...im listening to it right now. it sounds so good even though i dont understand a single fucking word hahaha and the inlay gosh...tulo-laway!!!



and i left my celfon

awww man emergency in the office. one of my officemates, mike, had some sort of attack. good thing there's a clinic at the ground floor of our building (humana) and a nurse was called to check him up. after taking his bp and pulse rate, the nurse told us to bring him to makati med. he's there right now...i hope everythings ok...

i'd love to make you mine coz it's the only way to hold you in my wild imagination

still i don't know how to grab a chance and spend some time in just a simple conversation



just give it a try though i'm not chasing rainbows in the sky

i wanna hold you in my dreams and make believe that it's true

although i know, i know that it's impossible to do coz you're a star

people love you as you are you're a million miles away from me



i wish that you were here coz it's illusions everytime you're close to me and sing my love songs

and it's the only way i could tell the world i love you although you're a million miles away



just give it a try though i'm not chasing rainbows in the sky

i wanna hold you in my dreams and make believe that it's true

although i know, i know that it's impossible to do coz you're a star

you're a star...a million miles away from me...



ok fine...i heard jolina's version and i was reminded of how sweet the song is. it's on repeat mode on my winamp AND i have joey albert's version just so you know :D



and we (me and my honey) have a new favorite show. MAVERICK and ARIEL chan5 they're so funny. like a local version of wayne's world. watch it mondays at 9:30pm astig. framish!!!

hate the past three days. really. i feel so down and nobody loves me =(

ei ryan im hurt! you don't want my services huh! errr...not the kind of service you're used to. im all talk. literally. hmmn...nothing significant happened over the weekend except for our team's bright moment friday night. we finally hit our target to zero our mails ^{bonus! bonus! bonus!}. ok na sana friday. i was with my lovable partner who picked me up from the office after his trip to clark. on our way to qc to grab something to eat, man OVERHEAT. when he turned off the engine, smoke came from the engine, radiator and what-have-you. smoke-smoke-smoke it was like a scene from a movie when alien lands.



oh well, i had a fucked-up weekend coz of some chuva at home...sad...sad...

i miss you ryan! wish you were here. i miss your sarcasm and girl-experience kwento's. you know if you're gonna look through the programs installed in your PC, try going to Start > Programs > Yahoo Messenger, and click on that yellow thingy smiley with a red letter "Y"...one time lang...you try.



you want a girlfriend? ako na lang you want? i am a good listener but you have to minus the benefits and other things you enjoy with your typical girlfriend. we can just talk, talk and talk. process my papers and i'll join you there in singapore. just kidding! the only thing that can make me leave this country and join you there is you taking me and my honey as your ampon's! sama na kami dyan!!! oh well...life...

i posted something really really stupid on my other blog. i maintain two...one for public viewing and a "keep out" type. i wanted to edit it but there's really no need to do that since nobody know's the URL anyway so why bother. i can really be stupid and pathtic sometimes must be the weather, something i ate (been eating like a pig for weeks!!!), or maybe because it's almost "the time of the month".



i want:

1. friends (all season!!!)

2. meteor garden 1 with tagalog dub hehehe

3. a new hairstyle



errr...food?

ohmygulay! look at this photos:



















ah typical boy next door look i love 'em!

wish me luck! pag nanalo ako later sa darts vs one of my officemates, bibilhan daw nya ko ng book 5 of harry potter!!! i know na who died, my friend john paul told me...i dunno lang kung sya nga talaga. oh well...

played darts here in the office to kill time and NANALO AKO! man lagi ko na lang sila nilalampaso dito sa office hehehe ewan ko kung swerte lang talaga ako kasi sa billiards and darts lagi ako nananalo sa kanila...kasi siguro ako lang yung girl hehehe wala lang hayun lang...