i am so looking forward to 2004. year of the monkey. my year. i just got off the phone with someone from sykes re papabitch's application as admin supervisor. he's got a pretty good chance of getting the job which means goodbye l&t and welcome sykes. im happy for him even if it means we wont be seeing each other that often since there's a possibility for him to go shifting. he wants out of l&t na kasi super ngarag na sya dun. i hope the offer is as good as what l&t gave him or even better.
many times i've mentioned here that 2003's not a good year for me. so many things happened and i hope to avoid them in the future. pero kahit na ganun, happy pa rin ako for 2003. masaya rin naman kahit papano. sana lahat tayo happy sa 2004 =) im looking forward to bing going home (hopefully) this year and more of mama shala's snail mail. i got a christmas card from her...as in snail mail type not through email. its more personalized that way. just the way she likes it! si ryan...sana ibigay na sakin celfone nya. i hope din na si richelle maging happy lagi, she deserves to be happy noh! bait sya eh =) johnpaul sana umuwi naman sya noh! sa lahat ng mga kaibigan ko...i wish you all a peaceful new year!!! let's drink to that!!!
28.12.03
wow long vacation but its still bitin. and of course andito na si ryan =) thanks for the astig sigg na pasalubong pero syempre mas gusto sana namin yung celfone mo or the camera =) iwan mo na yan dito!!!
simulan natin sa 24th...nagpunta kami ng greenhills to buy some things: computer table, lamp, cologne, shampoo (mane & tail yeah! hehehe), at kung anu-anong anik-anik na damit. yung noche buena eh nagaayos ng computer table hehehe pero ok lang masaya naman eh tapos si soda tumakbo palabas buti naabutan ko pa sa gate! loka yun e
25th nagmatakaw. kain lang ng kain and then papabitch and i decided to go to roxas blvd para sa tiangge kaso lang goodness ang lupit ng trapik dahil sa dami ng tao! spent an hour inside the car waiting and wondering kung san nanggaling yung ilang daang taong nakakalat sa luneta at kung saan pa sa roxas blvd. dumiretso sa the fort looking for more tiange's pero wa din. pasko. lahat sarado.
26th nagaayos ng PC. hayun lang. nood TV =)
27th dinala soda sa vet for her shots and grooming then we went to david's sa forbes para kami naman magpagroom hehehe nagpahairspa ako and medyo nasobrahan sa tagal yung steam pero ok lang. masarap and feeling ko ang ganda ko. then we went back to the vet to pick up soda. goodlooking little baby hehehe then off to the airport para sunduin ang number one hosto ng SG na si ryan hehehe dapat pala nagdala ako ng banner and sampaguita. ang landi! ang ganda ng camera nya! ang ganda ng celfone nya! bwiset sya ayaw iwan sa min!!! hayun....
28th kahapon...after hearing mass we went to star city!!! kasi may tiangge =) nagpaikot-ikot at malula-lula na ko sa gulo ng set-up ng star city noh! after mag-ikot tinapos ang gabi sa pagkain ng goto sa labas with matching inihaw na dinaing na pusit hehehe
simulan natin sa 24th...nagpunta kami ng greenhills to buy some things: computer table, lamp, cologne, shampoo (mane & tail yeah! hehehe), at kung anu-anong anik-anik na damit. yung noche buena eh nagaayos ng computer table hehehe pero ok lang masaya naman eh tapos si soda tumakbo palabas buti naabutan ko pa sa gate! loka yun e
25th nagmatakaw. kain lang ng kain and then papabitch and i decided to go to roxas blvd para sa tiangge kaso lang goodness ang lupit ng trapik dahil sa dami ng tao! spent an hour inside the car waiting and wondering kung san nanggaling yung ilang daang taong nakakalat sa luneta at kung saan pa sa roxas blvd. dumiretso sa the fort looking for more tiange's pero wa din. pasko. lahat sarado.
26th nagaayos ng PC. hayun lang. nood TV =)
27th dinala soda sa vet for her shots and grooming then we went to david's sa forbes para kami naman magpagroom hehehe nagpahairspa ako and medyo nasobrahan sa tagal yung steam pero ok lang. masarap and feeling ko ang ganda ko. then we went back to the vet to pick up soda. goodlooking little baby hehehe then off to the airport para sunduin ang number one hosto ng SG na si ryan hehehe dapat pala nagdala ako ng banner and sampaguita. ang landi! ang ganda ng camera nya! ang ganda ng celfone nya! bwiset sya ayaw iwan sa min!!! hayun....
28th kahapon...after hearing mass we went to star city!!! kasi may tiangge =) nagpaikot-ikot at malula-lula na ko sa gulo ng set-up ng star city noh! after mag-ikot tinapos ang gabi sa pagkain ng goto sa labas with matching inihaw na dinaing na pusit hehehe
21.12.03
christmas got me thinking of the stupid things i did this year. all the time i was asking myself is it worth it? i dunno. i cant seem to find the right answer. part of me says yes but the other says no. i guess its hard when you feel this way and you have nothing to back up the part of you that says "yes its all worth it". i need to find myself and hopefully next year ill be able to do that. i've always looked forward to the new year coz for me its an opportunity to correct all the wrong that i've done in the previous year. its like a second chance. had 22 of those and 2004 will be the 23rd. i guess i have to let go of some things, change my way of thinking, love myself more, and even let go of some people in my life. im worst like that. i want to be everybody's friend and try to please them all but if you're gonna think about it, they've done nothing for me and im worth nothing for them. pathetic. ekkk this is scary. its almost christmas and this is what i have in mind...
hmmn...last saturday bart and i went to roxas blvd to walk baby soda. im a proud mommy. she walked! usually, when you put her on leash she'll just sit unless you walk her with another dog or have her chase a cat. maybe she loved the environment and wanted to show off her cute little butt so she walked. she even made wiwi and poopoo (thanks bart for picking up the mess hehehe) she looked too damn small and pretty while walking along the brick road.
last night naman we were watching WWE when all of a sudden bart wanted to eat ice cream. it was late but of course he needed his ice cream. we went to 7-11 which btw should change "convenience store" to "inconvenience store" we went to three 7-11 (walking ha!) just to satisfy our craving for hotdogs and ice cream. why? coz they dont have a fucking change for 1000. we looked so funny walking along maceda and blumentritt and i was practically running coz bart was walking too fast! he ate icecream while walking (sarap ng usok) hehehe so that was my weekend. how bout yours?
hmmn...last saturday bart and i went to roxas blvd to walk baby soda. im a proud mommy. she walked! usually, when you put her on leash she'll just sit unless you walk her with another dog or have her chase a cat. maybe she loved the environment and wanted to show off her cute little butt so she walked. she even made wiwi and poopoo (thanks bart for picking up the mess hehehe) she looked too damn small and pretty while walking along the brick road.
last night naman we were watching WWE when all of a sudden bart wanted to eat ice cream. it was late but of course he needed his ice cream. we went to 7-11 which btw should change "convenience store" to "inconvenience store" we went to three 7-11 (walking ha!) just to satisfy our craving for hotdogs and ice cream. why? coz they dont have a fucking change for 1000. we looked so funny walking along maceda and blumentritt and i was practically running coz bart was walking too fast! he ate icecream while walking (sarap ng usok) hehehe so that was my weekend. how bout yours?
19.12.03
16.12.03
somebody calls you in the morning to wake you up (or pwede ring ikaw tumatawag sa kanya to tell her na gising na sunduin kita dyan). to make sure you're not late for work. you go to work together. you eat breakfast together. ang sweet. nakakakilabot. nagtetelebabad kahit celfone ang gamit para lang marinig boses mo. kakakilabot talaga.
15.12.03
"It's hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of."
got this from friendster
they say that loving someone is the greatest and the hardest feeling of all time... what do you do in situations like these...
1. pano kung mahal mo pero di ka mahal? siguro sa una medyo titiisin pa pero pag wala na talaga, goodbye na siguro. it's hard enough trying to make a relationship work, dagdag hirap pa kung pipilitin mo o tuturuang mahalin ka ng isang tao. minsan lang its hard to let go...but really...you have to let it go.
2. mahal ka pero di mo mahal? sa umpisa pa lang dapat sinabi na
3. mahal nyo ang isa't isa pero hindi pwede? bakit?
4. pwede pero pinatatagal pa? bakit?
5. pwede pero maraming ayaw? i dont really care what others have to say for as long as he makes me happy and that he loves me. pero kung ayaw nya rin sa kin (which may be the reason why others do not want him for me) wag na rin siguro. ayoko kasing pinipilit ang sarili ko sa isang tao
6. pwede pero nagpapakiramdaman pa? nye!
7. friends naman na pwedeng more than friends? i dunno...sana friends na lang kami. mas swerte kasi ang mga kaibigan nde ipinagpapalit kahit na bagong kilala mo lang pero yung naging karelasyon mo...wala kang hawak. baliktad pero ganun eh.
8. kunwari pihikan pero hindi? nde ako pihikan. for as long as that person makes me happy mamahalin ko sya pero pag sobrang one way na yung relationship...goodbye na
9. kayo pero pinagpalit ka sa iba? madalas kong sabihin "if you find yourself falling for someone else, sabihin mo lang...i'll let you go." again, ayokong pinagpipilitan sarili ko sa isang tao. sabihin na nya sa kin ng harapan. wag nyang iparamdam. nde naman ako dyosang kagandahan para magmalaki...i'd like to be happy rin noh.
10. kayo na nga inaagaw pa ng iba? goodluck sa inyo.
11. hanggang dreams mo na lang talaga siya? i find it weird kung ako gagawa ng paraan para maging kami
12. or friends lang tlga dapat kahit mahal mo? z sa tingin ko nga dapat friends na lang. mahirap magmahal ng isang taong nde ka kayang mahalin. sobrang sakit. sobrang hirap. ayoko nung ganitong feeling.
13. madami pang iba... san ka ba dito? marami syang iba? ay i know this yun pag kami magkasama kami, pero para sa mgakaibigan nya at ibang tao pa...wala syang girlfriend. masakit. ikinahihiya ako eh. walang magagawa dun. kung ganun gusto nya, hanap na sya ng iba. someone he can be proud of. yung maipapakilala nya sa mga kaibigan nya na girlfriend nya. yung nde nya ikakahiya. i cant be happy in this kid of relationship. i deserve to be happy rin noh.
14. nagsisinungaling sayo na nakikipagusap pa siya sa ex niya? im not the type who gets even by talking with my ex also. nde ko gawain na ako yung sisira ng relationship. kung wala syang "closure" kung nde nya kayang i-let go yung feelings nya for his ex, goodbye na muna. he needs to grow up. he obviously cannot love me kasi may ibang laman yung puso nya. maybe if he finds someone worthy of his love saka lang sya magkakaron ng closure. eh kung nde ako yun...sorry na lang. kinda pathetic but this one is true
15. nahuli mo na nakikipagbalikan siya sa ex niya habang kayo? goodbye.
16. nahuli mong nakikipaglandian sa iba i know the line that one should draw between friends and flings. if he continue to be like that with some girls and use the excuse that it's them who's going after him...i dunno. i have my limitations why cant he do the same?
got this from friendster
they say that loving someone is the greatest and the hardest feeling of all time... what do you do in situations like these...
1. pano kung mahal mo pero di ka mahal? siguro sa una medyo titiisin pa pero pag wala na talaga, goodbye na siguro. it's hard enough trying to make a relationship work, dagdag hirap pa kung pipilitin mo o tuturuang mahalin ka ng isang tao. minsan lang its hard to let go...but really...you have to let it go.
2. mahal ka pero di mo mahal? sa umpisa pa lang dapat sinabi na
3. mahal nyo ang isa't isa pero hindi pwede? bakit?
4. pwede pero pinatatagal pa? bakit?
5. pwede pero maraming ayaw? i dont really care what others have to say for as long as he makes me happy and that he loves me. pero kung ayaw nya rin sa kin (which may be the reason why others do not want him for me) wag na rin siguro. ayoko kasing pinipilit ang sarili ko sa isang tao
6. pwede pero nagpapakiramdaman pa? nye!
7. friends naman na pwedeng more than friends? i dunno...sana friends na lang kami. mas swerte kasi ang mga kaibigan nde ipinagpapalit kahit na bagong kilala mo lang pero yung naging karelasyon mo...wala kang hawak. baliktad pero ganun eh.
8. kunwari pihikan pero hindi? nde ako pihikan. for as long as that person makes me happy mamahalin ko sya pero pag sobrang one way na yung relationship...goodbye na
9. kayo pero pinagpalit ka sa iba? madalas kong sabihin "if you find yourself falling for someone else, sabihin mo lang...i'll let you go." again, ayokong pinagpipilitan sarili ko sa isang tao. sabihin na nya sa kin ng harapan. wag nyang iparamdam. nde naman ako dyosang kagandahan para magmalaki...i'd like to be happy rin noh.
10. kayo na nga inaagaw pa ng iba? goodluck sa inyo.
11. hanggang dreams mo na lang talaga siya? i find it weird kung ako gagawa ng paraan para maging kami
12. or friends lang tlga dapat kahit mahal mo? z sa tingin ko nga dapat friends na lang. mahirap magmahal ng isang taong nde ka kayang mahalin. sobrang sakit. sobrang hirap. ayoko nung ganitong feeling.
13. madami pang iba... san ka ba dito? marami syang iba? ay i know this yun pag kami magkasama kami, pero para sa mgakaibigan nya at ibang tao pa...wala syang girlfriend. masakit. ikinahihiya ako eh. walang magagawa dun. kung ganun gusto nya, hanap na sya ng iba. someone he can be proud of. yung maipapakilala nya sa mga kaibigan nya na girlfriend nya. yung nde nya ikakahiya. i cant be happy in this kid of relationship. i deserve to be happy rin noh.
14. nagsisinungaling sayo na nakikipagusap pa siya sa ex niya? im not the type who gets even by talking with my ex also. nde ko gawain na ako yung sisira ng relationship. kung wala syang "closure" kung nde nya kayang i-let go yung feelings nya for his ex, goodbye na muna. he needs to grow up. he obviously cannot love me kasi may ibang laman yung puso nya. maybe if he finds someone worthy of his love saka lang sya magkakaron ng closure. eh kung nde ako yun...sorry na lang. kinda pathetic but this one is true
15. nahuli mo na nakikipagbalikan siya sa ex niya habang kayo? goodbye.
16. nahuli mong nakikipaglandian sa iba i know the line that one should draw between friends and flings. if he continue to be like that with some girls and use the excuse that it's them who's going after him...i dunno. i have my limitations why cant he do the same?
14.12.03
11.12.03
we went to pier one in front of the world trade center last night. astig! i love the lights. boom na boom looks so nice at night and the laterns as well (they have this display chuva somewhere in roxas) basta its all soooo pretty. and of course pictures. we have lots actually but this is my favorite =) of cheche and me...
and OHMYGAWD i saw cristel (a highschool friend hehehe) in friendster. well actually she saw me first. she's married na pala and may kid na and they're based in the the US. she's the younger sister of our batchmate but she's more closer to me than her sis. we go waaay back. we were through some cutie things and waaahhh basta. she's a very very very good friend nung highschool. i miss her letters and i remember when i lost my wallet (so many years ago with my christmas money in it) sya yung kinontact nung nakapulot. her number kasi yung nakalagay sa ID ko. kulit noh. sobrang daming memories. kahit nde magkasundo batch namin (back in highschool labanan kasi lagi by batch) and kahit na laging magkalaban groups namin sa dance, close pa rin sya sa kin =) she's still the same pretty (pero super bitchy minsan hahaha she always corrects grammars and pronounciations lokah noh) cristel na kilala ko nung highschool. look oh...
and OHMYGAWD i saw cristel (a highschool friend hehehe) in friendster. well actually she saw me first. she's married na pala and may kid na and they're based in the the US. she's the younger sister of our batchmate but she's more closer to me than her sis. we go waaay back. we were through some cutie things and waaahhh basta. she's a very very very good friend nung highschool. i miss her letters and i remember when i lost my wallet (so many years ago with my christmas money in it) sya yung kinontact nung nakapulot. her number kasi yung nakalagay sa ID ko. kulit noh. sobrang daming memories. kahit nde magkasundo batch namin (back in highschool labanan kasi lagi by batch) and kahit na laging magkalaban groups namin sa dance, close pa rin sya sa kin =) she's still the same pretty (pero super bitchy minsan hahaha she always corrects grammars and pronounciations lokah noh) cristel na kilala ko nung highschool. look oh...
10.12.03
can i again say jologs, cheap, pathetic, loser? ok...im happy now. i sooo want to sleep. i just had breakfast = chicken kariman, ice tea, cup noodles, and dougnuts. and now i feel so sleepy. we're going to pier 1 later (the one in roxas blvd, i think) for our companys christmas dinner. corny kami eh. we dont have a party so instead we'll just have dinner and drown ourselves with beer. i want san mig strong ice. i want to get drunk. as in super drunk. i miss the felling eh. i also want to be happy (now where did that come from?) i dont feel so good during christmas. im ever so happy for this day kasi its the birth our jesus but its been years since i last had a really merry christmas. waaahhh i guess its because nobody loves me =( oh well...
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im thinking of putting up a support group. forum style mala-dear ate helen style of support group. similar to what mama shala wants but here, i'll get friends who will be part of the support group and together we'll help the population problem of this country by suggesting suicide as the only solution to all problems. comfort in the strangeness...
am i a bad person? honestly now, am i? ignore the previous post. am i a bad person?
am i a bad person? honestly now, am i? ignore the previous post. am i a bad person?
9.12.03
8.12.03
can i just say jologs, cheap, pathetic and over-bitch? now there...
i found my gradeschool bestfriend mayan in friendster =) i soooo missed her. we used to be inserparable then but she, together with our other buddy grace, transfered to spqc for high school. last time i saw her was at her fathers wake which was like 5 or 6 years ago. she's now very happy with her honey joel and is taking care of her sibllings.
i found my gradeschool bestfriend mayan in friendster =) i soooo missed her. we used to be inserparable then but she, together with our other buddy grace, transfered to spqc for high school. last time i saw her was at her fathers wake which was like 5 or 6 years ago. she's now very happy with her honey joel and is taking care of her sibllings.
7.12.03
ok papabitch's back =) hayun...gwapo pa rin hehehe i was watching meteor garden II nung weekend and can i just say that vic is so gwapo in meteor garden II? as in. and please i dont wanna hear comments on how cheap i am for actually watching this tv show? i am young so i am still entitled to some fixation (e.g. f4, dolphins, little gifts, etc.) is it me or conyo lang talaga at ayaw magpaka-masa nung iba? i dunno, being different is cool (at least for me huh) pero it's uncool when you put down other people. except na lang if you're f4 pwede kayong mang-away hahaha oh my gawd am i actually saying this? let's just say na yung barkada namin sa dominican eh parang f4 before hahaha wala lang...funny...ang gulo ko walang sense ang sinasabi ko.
4.12.03
makwento ko lang, yung barkada kong si marlon kapitbahay nya dati si piolo pascual. nililibre pa nga sya lagi sa jeep nun. tapos, ex ni piolo yung schoolmate namin nung highschool. nakakatuwa lang hehehe napagkwentuhan lang namin ng mga barkada ko last week. kakatuwa lang. payat pa si piolo nun kaya siguro nde ko sya napapansin kila marlon before HAHAHA pero honestly, nde ako nagwagwapuhan sa kanya. ewan ko...basta minsan gwapo sya minsan nde. labo.
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