christmas got me thinking of the stupid things i did this year. all the time i was asking myself is it worth it? i dunno. i cant seem to find the right answer. part of me says yes but the other says no. i guess its hard when you feel this way and you have nothing to back up the part of you that says "yes its all worth it". i need to find myself and hopefully next year ill be able to do that. i've always looked forward to the new year coz for me its an opportunity to correct all the wrong that i've done in the previous year. its like a second chance. had 22 of those and 2004 will be the 23^rd. i guess i have to let go of some things, change my way of thinking, love myself more, and even let go of some people in my life. im worst like that. i want to be everybody's friend and try to please them all but if you're gonna think about it, they've done nothing for me and im worth nothing for them. pathetic. ekkk this is scary. its almost christmas and this is what i have in mind...



hmmn...last saturday bart and i went to roxas blvd to walk baby soda. im a proud mommy. she walked! usually, when you put her on leash she'll just sit unless you walk her with another dog or have her chase a cat. maybe she loved the environment and wanted to show off her cute little butt so she walked. she even made wiwi and poopoo (thanks bart for picking up the mess hehehe) she looked too damn small and pretty while walking along the brick road.



last night naman we were watching WWE when all of a sudden bart wanted to eat ice cream. it was late but of course he needed his ice cream. we went to 7-11 which btw should change "convenience store" to "inconvenience store" we went to three 7-11 (walking ha!) just to satisfy our craving for hotdogs and ice cream. why? coz they dont have a fucking change for 1000. we looked so funny walking along maceda and blumentritt and i was practically running coz bart was walking too fast! he ate icecream while walking (sarap ng usok) hehehe so that was my weekend. how bout yours?