duh!!! I've uploaded a new design for this webby but it doesn't show up. something wrong with the template chuva. and oh...another picture hehehe this time with baby soda

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a bit frustrated but happy. happy because finally i am ad free, can do anything with the layout, and upload images. babaw noh? frustrated because the f***king cuteftp software can't connect to blogspot. i have so many stories to tell but i don't think my not-so-many readers would be interested on what i have to say. mamya mapraning lang ako! lots of photos to show you people and i actually have big plans for this site =) will make this my permanent home promise!



and eto na nga pala ako ngayon...

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im now ad-free

I want a pink blog

It's always times like these when I think of you
And I wonder if you ever think of me
Cause everything's so wrong and I don't belong
Living in your precious memory

Tinype ni Kathy...galing sa kanta ng 7ft Junior

"kahapon akoy nangako na...pilitin ang sariling limutin ka, ayokong umasa dahil alam mo na? matagal na kong nagmumukhang tanga. tanggap ko naman, walang patutunguhan. tayong 2 hanggang kwentuhan langgggggg..."

Cute noh?

I want Arnold Arre's After Eden. Kathy told me about this book but I dunno where to buy one. HELP!!!

Dog update: baby Sundae's so smart!!! She's potty trained, can play catch/fetch, and you can walk her na plus she drinks her vitamins without any qualms. Wala lang. So proud!!! Plus daddy has a new job meaning Sundae and Soda can now attend training school =) but membership and pledges are still accepted for the "send soda to training school foundation".

This month I've uploaded like 10 designs for my webby kahit na minor changes lang kasi la syadong gawa dito sa office but next week I'll be busy na studying our video editing and authoring softwares. Ayaw ko nun. I'm used to handling our imaging softwares. Hay life. I can now demand for a firewire or dvd burner =) Sana kasama na ko sa credits sa Help!!! hehehe babaw...

CONGRATS HONEY!!!

yep...galing galing nya!!! he's the new travel admin supervisor of Luen Thai =) im so proud!!!

I am no expert when in comes to love or relationships. All I know is that when you love someone, you’re not gonna do anything to hurt that person like cheat, lie, fool around when they’re not looking…thing like that. You will do all that you can to make the relationship work and understand that sometimes, you really have to make sacrifices for your significant one. But for me, love and respect is more important. If you really love someone and respect that person, you will not cheat coz she/he is everything to you. You do not need to look for someone else coz you’re happy and contented. Honesty is also very important. Remember, events have a way of revealing itself. I know some people who cheat their partners. I do not approve of it but I have no control over their lives…I only have authority over mine.

Why the mood and the kwento? I’m just disappointed…a friend’s story…a sad one.

If you’re planning to cheat or if you’re already doing something behind your partners back, remember KARMA. He/She will eventually find out. And if they do, I don’t think they’ll be that forgiving. They may already have the idea. You can deny it and even act as if nothing’s wrong but I’m telling you it’s gonna be ugly. Change your ways while you still have the chance.

Saturday I had a haircut pero nde daw sulit kasi halos walang pag-kakaiba. He-lo half an inch kaya pinutol. And oh saturday night/morning...nde ako pinatulog nung bagong baby namin. Iyak sya ng iyak pag naiiwan mag-isa. I gave her toys to play with but as soon as the little duchie realizes that I went up na, iiyak na naman sya! I only got to sleep when my father heard her crying and volunteered to stay with her sa baba ng bahay para makatulog ako. I had to wake up early the following day (sunday) and be ready before seven. We have to be in Marikina Riverbanks at least by 8am so we could get a good spot on the covered aread.

Hayun...Sunday dog show at Riverbanks sponsored by PCCI. Third time na for our little Boston Terriers to join sa show and sulit naman. We won on the BT's round pero nde namin matalo Tzu's and Chow-Chow. Super enjoy ako! Daming Shih Tzu's, German Shepherd's, french bulldog, Chowchows atbp. May 3 adult Sheties pa kong nakita and a lot of Siberian Huskies! Aso gallore!!! Sabi rin nung trainer ng aso namin na pwede yung baby tzu namin isali! Huge eyes...nde naman daw fault =) hoping...care to join the "send soda to school foundation"?

After the show we went home to have lunch and then we went to cartimar to check some more dogs and get a nailcutter for the dogs. Nakita ko na naman yung pretty collie =) If I have 100,000 pesos ibibili ko lang ng aso yun hehehehe 3 shelties or 6 Shih Tzu na puro achilles line!!! May nakita pa kaming Tzu dun na super kamuka ni Soda. Male version nya. Kaso naman he's 15,000 pesos! Mas mahal pa kay Soda!!! Achilles line daw kasi but I doubt it. Kasi baka ikinuha lang nila ng ibang certificate yun noh! Still if I had 15,000 yesterday, baka binili ko yun hehehe

Ay aso...love ko sila!!!

YEY!! true may baby na nga kami =)

La lang...tamang contemplating. I have been working on my webby and nde ako maligayahan sa ginagawa ko! wala lang...feel ko lang =)

IM SO EXCITED!!! My honey and I will get our second baby before the week ends. Baka nga later meron na eh. A cutie little dachshund will be the new addition to our family. Our first baby is a princess type shih tzu =) kahit na dami syang depekto love ko yun si Soda.

Hmmn...I have another job offer from Sykes. This time it's for Macromedia. Gusto ko sana dun eh...pero he-lo it took them how many weeks to process my application and before kung san-sang department nila ko tinatapon so eto lola mo ma-pride ayaw HAHAHA wala lang. Nakwento ko lang. Tsaka ayaw ko na muna sa call center. Kakapagod.

Wala akong ginawa kungdi baguhin yung itsura ng webby ko...wala lang. gusto ko lang.

Maybe we are meant to meet the wrong people before
meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right
person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends
with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a
forgotten past, you cant go on well in life until you let go of
your past failures and heartaches.

no comment...

Female intuition. Hoax? Nah...mine's almost always right.

Wala lang. Boss = absent so Us (employees) = bandying but working hehehe

Office. Contemplating with matching kung anu-anong tumatakbo sa isip. Sobrang negative kong tao.

jealous of the girl who you loved so much
can you give me at least a fraction of the love you gave her?
i promise to take care of it...

jealous of the times you had with her
she seem to have gotten all that you could give
still, im happy with what's left for me...

jealous of the efforts you showed when you were still together
you would've given her the sun and the moon if you could
for me, the attention you're giving is enough...

i love you...

my im in love with this song...matagal ko na syang narinig tapos sinabi sa kin ni kathy nde ko kasi alam title hehehe tapos ngayon sobrang gusto ko sya =)

Jealous of the girl who caught your eye
One of my darker days
When you looked at her where was I?
Should've been in her place
Here I am
All alone imagining what might have been
What could have been
If I had been there

Jealous of the one who'se arms are around you
If she's keeping you satisfied
Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide
La la la la la la la
She's a very very lucky girl
La la la la la la la

Jealous of the girl who won your heart
They say it's a perfect match
She's gonna get to be where you are
And I don't get better than that
She'll say you're fine
Whisper words I wish were mine
And they might have been
What could've been
If I had been there

You know I'd fight the good fight
If I thought I'd change your mind
But if she makes you happy
I would leave that dream behind
Man, she better treat you right
And give you everything
Cause at the moment she doesn't
I'll be waiting in the wings

Boring template? Yes because I'm moving all my readers (na mabibilang sa daliri) to a new site. I've linked my blog to my so called webby which is www.geocities.com/babyjenkski

you,

im thinking of you
happy that i have you

me
ps: how's soda?

Monday again. Saturday and Sunday I hardly ate kasi feeling ko nakain ko na lahat ng dapat kong ikain nung Friday. Good for the weekend na kung baga. I love the food there at Seafood Wharf pero gusto ko pa rin bumalik sa dampa hehehe

Nalulungkot ako coz I feel like I've really hurt someone. I didnt mean to. Love ko sya eh...

at leche natalo Ginebra ko! Hmph!!! Alaska puro fil-am!!!

Ako to hehehe



Damn...as usual can't get the pic to appear. Damot ng blogger!!! Joke lang...I know I'm just a free loader. I have no kwentos. I'm busy with my forums hehehe Logged in almost the whole day sa dog-tracker, manila tonight, and pinaytalks. I've made new friends and hopefully ma-meet ko sila soon. Wala lang nakakaintriga lang sila. Dog walk sa Ateneo and Fort sounds nice but I'm not sure which dog to take. Mga atat sa pasyal kasi yung mga aso sa bahay eh mamya mangulit yung mga yun dun..kakahiya naman!

Dinner later with our boss. Seafood Warf. YUMMY!!!

Sa tingin nyo...totoo to?


-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated your answers :P
You're the kind of chick that can hang out with
your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

Wala akong chika...wala akong makwento...hangin laman ng utak ko!!!

During what women believe to be the start of a budding romance, certainty about where the relationship is going is never questioned. To us, "it's in the bag" without necessarily saying this out loud. He calls, he tells me he misses me, asks me out often, is relentlessly sweet and thoughtful. I am always on cloud nine and unapologetically unable to wipe the grin off my face. I am in love with him and although he hasn't said so yet, I am sure he loves me back.

Herein lies the tragedy.

With men, until he hasn't asked you to be his girlfriend, you are not on safe ground. No matter how few the minutes are between his text messages or his phone calls, even if he has tried to hold your hand, carefully pick off the eyelash from under your eye, and wipe the crumb that was perched on your upper lip, assume that he just wants to be friends. Assume otherwise and you'll be in
for a great big heartbreak. I am not trying to build a community of skeptics and cynics through this column but to warn all the women out there to tread the waters carefully before jumping in. I am your willing guide in your journey through the abyss of relationships. I am Yoda. I have been the confidante of so many men all these years that I know how their minds work. I know what they'll do next. I know what they want...because they tell me. Men are almost formulaic- especially those who have remained single after 25. When faced with the same given in the same situation, no matter where they come from, they will all do the same thing. Enter the questions women love to ask:

(1) Why hasn't he called me the past few days?
(2) If he likes being with me so much, why doesn't he leave his girlfriend/wife for me?

As much as we would like to fall back into thinking that men are idiots and need a little shove into the right direction, I advise you to please keep your hands where they are. Do not text, call or make a bigger fool of yourself. There is just one answer to all three questions: he doesn't love you enough. Let's take each situation one at a time. He hasn't called you the past few days... Women will immediately assume that something's wrong. His cellphone is off, he is sick, he got into an accident, he's upset with me etc. We spend hours trying to think of what could possibly be preventing him from calling us. Once we come up with the most logical answer, e.g. he is sick, we decide to text him. We say to ourselves, "okay lang for me to text him, at least he'll think that I
care about him and that I'm thoughtful. Plus, once lang naman ito e. After this, I'll never initiate texting." More brazen women would come right out, call the guy and ask, "Why haven't you
called me?" Whenever my women friends tell me they did this, I visibly cringe and have to stop myself from hitting them over the head. You see, men's initial feelings for a woman are not usually carved in stone. How they feel about you is very much like writing on the sand. You have to be careful so that they don't change their minds about you. My guy friends who confide in me (voluntarily) have the same facial statement when they tell me about the girl who asked them that question, "Why haven't you called me?" They look like they have the heebie-jeebies. They freak out and are this close to complaining about this. They haven't called you because they don't feel like it. They might feel like it later but at the moment they don't so they won't. They are aware you exist and don't need you to remind them about it. They will let your first call go this time but already, they are leaning toward " not feeling like calling you" on a long-term basis. Do you want that? I don't think so. They also tell me that men are entitled to change their minds the way women do. They are also flaky and "not sure" all the time. He hasn't left his girlfriend or his wife for you. Sometimes men are looking for icing on th cake in the form of a woman friend who plugs in all the gap that his better half cannot fill. She is usually somebody with slightly different qualities than his mate. He enjoys being with her, calls her all the time, consults with her about life-altering decisions but does not really come out and make a decision about who he wants to be with simply because he is in a "safe place." He has the best of both worlds and doesn't need to make a choice. If he hasn't left her for you yet, chances are, he won't. Telltale signs: she is still his priority. When she calls and asks him to pick her up, he hurriedly finishes his meal and tells you that he has to go. When you ask him out on days when he has to take her home, he'll say he can't. You notice that you are only together when his schedule permits it and when seeing you doesn't conflict with his time with her. You get the crumbs. This kind of arrangement only tells you that he doesn't love you enough to forsake his girlfriend for you. If he takes a chance by leaving her for you, you're sure that he loves you. Most men would stay with the safe, the tried and tested over risking everything. It takes a lot for them to, believe me. Obviously, you don't want to be second best or the pangtawid-gutom. Find someone who will make you his only priority.Although they pretend and seem otherwise, men are not idiots when it comes to matters of the heart. They know full well what they want out of the relationship. They do not need to be rescued by you.
They don't need hints, carefully crafted text messages or highway billboards that promise them a bed of roses with you. If they really like you, they will do anything to get you to like them back. You just have to sit there and wait for your nails to dry. Trust me. I can get enough signatures from the creeps to validate this.

Yea yea yeah...madaling sabihin pero mahirap gawin. I've long accepted the fact that there are times that men wants to be with their friends rather than be with you. Sad but true. It's not that we don't trust them...we just don't trust their friends hehehe bad noh?

Hmmn...medyo happy na ko ulit pero dang! dami ko pa rin iniisip.

PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE!

Dami...

Una sa lahat, I used to work for an IT company and one of the previledges that we had then was unlimited internet access. For two years I was so used to just opening my pc, connecting, browsing without worrying like what if I run out of load (minutes/hours for prepaid cards) or If I've been on line too long (bills...) and I never really needed to call someone if I can't connect cause I know what the problem is. But since I no longer work there, I dont have that unlimited net access anymore...now I have to buy prepaid internet cards which is not that bad considering you only have to pay 100 bucks for 20 hours (good buy na noh?) and I had to call pa their support coz I can't get pass the fucking "verifying username and password" part of the connection where the PC negotiates to the internet provider. It's just so weird...and I don't know what the problem really was coz the techsupport guy just told me to try again. He asked me to check the settings of the dial-up connection (I made which I am very much sure is correct...I should know coz I used to help subs with this) and since he couldnt find anything wrong with it, he just told me to try again. And yes...I was able to connect. Weird lang coz I've been trying for more than 30minutes na...well life...

Pangalawa...I'm so fucked up. I need help. It's so hard lang when you have no one to share these issues with...

Pangatlo...nde na ako masaya...