i am such an insecure person and i cant explain why but im ok with it. at least i know im human that i have weaknesses and by this i have also accepted that i can never really make everybody happy. its just frustrating that some think their invincible but actually they're not. i can even say with full confidence that im better than you but i just dont want to hurt anybody's feelings. things that people say and do behind me has their way of reaching me. as in. maybe because i have so many friends who loves me. they're the one's who makes me aware and i thank them for that. im smart enough to know which are true and the one's that i should just ignore. amazing isnt it?



im too busy with office work that i havent finished writing my article. am being pressured to write a lenghtly and detailed article about something in the medical field that is too important a topic that if i mess it up might mean the end of my career. ok i think am overreacting. its just that the last forum i attended at annabel's is not as informative as i expected it to be and now i have to rely on google to get more info about pharma economics. i need to find a good resource to inspire me. the info thrown to us during the presscon is just too overwhelming it didnt really register that much...at least to me. oh i need a long vacation!!!



i want a new celfon phone but im not financially stable right now. anyone who wants to donate a celfon phone? hehehe gosh im soooo materialistic.