don't you ever wonder where all our happy thoughts have gone

in case you don't remember we were peter pans for a day

- sugar free



all my happy thoughts are gone. the monster ate it all. now i dont know if i'll ever be happy. books are my only life now. finished reading unbearable lightness of being and re-read the alchemist to put me to sleep.



i miss talking to ryan coz his sarcasm makes me feel light. ironic isn't it? im online the same time as mama shala is but believe it or not, im busy with work we hardly get to talk. shet. if we can only do our favorite hobby (manlait) for sure i'll bounce back.



soda cheers me up.



please dont torment me for posting something here. just taking a short breather from the chaotic world i call workplace.



haircut tomorrow. girls you know why.