i have finally confirmed something that i was afraid to know. but this is expected already. maybe its just too soon. just too soon...but what do i expect?

anyways, i read a post from a friend:

"Yes I love him..I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know Its not for the best. so no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back with clear sky and rainbow, but if not, I know I can make it through this."

wow. big words.