i feel weird but happy. back at work but not really doing anything at the moment. im still going through the refresher training. i badly need it. two months away from work made me feel like a freshie. as in i dont know anything. im trying to familiarize myself again as to where i could find the resources that i need. it's hard.

we had dinner (eat all you can baby!) after they (bart and mike - his teammate) played billiards at big shot. shet. i remember shala you guys used to go there (edsamail days). i never went with you guys kasi alam nyo naman na takot ako kay bart noon hehehe baka kasi pagsamantalahan ako. anyways, nakakamiss yung mga araw na yun na gigimik after work di ba? the movie's that bing and i used to watch...wow. life.

two weeks from now, "ber" month na. christmas. hay. i filled my leave on the 22^nd of december. that was supposed to be my due date. in memory of my supposed-to-be-baby, im taking a leave from work and will hear mass.

i just miss my angel...