Mia, my batchmate from Dominican College, sent this thru email....

Hardest Things....

a. Being questioned when you yourself don't understand
b. Pretending to be innocent of what you know about ang hirap magpretend promise!
c. Trying to show you care
d. Trying to forget something you know you NEVER will there are times na sinasabi natin sa taong concerned na kalimutan na yung issue pero deep inside it really bothers you naman
e. Admitting you were wrong after you have been so insistent that you were right
f. Accepting the fact that you made a MISTAKE I don't have problems admiting that I've made a mistake. There are even times that it is me who says sorry even if it wasn't my fault
g. Debating with yourself DUH madalas
h. Knowing what's wrong and what's right
i. Growing up Hay...wish ko nasa never never land ako
j. ACCEPTING the fact that some things are NOT meant TO BE but if you want it that much, you put effort into making it work (whatever it is) and you pray for it, PWEDE
k. Trying to understand when you just can't daming bagay sa buhay na ganito
l. Swallowing your pride when it has become TOO HARD and TOO BIG to even gulp it down with water no comment
m. Being the LAST TO KNOW about something that CONCERNS you most of all Not naman that I'm always the last to know, nafee-feel ko naman
n. Realizing that you have been TRICKED after you have given your WHOLE TRUST this hurts the most...
o. Realizing that you have taken the most IMPORTANT thing for Granted Trying my best not to do this
p. PARTING with someone you've just LEARNED to LOVE ...
q. Letting GO of someone you've LOVED ALL YOUR LIFE ...
r. Losing someone you care deeply about I don't want this to happen but if the time comes that the person I love the most finds someone better or he would like to work things out with his past, I'll let him go. No questions asked. Basta sabihin lang nya agad and not to let me be the last to know
s. Saying sorry when you mean it How hard could this be?
t. Saying how you REALLY FEEL and Explaining WHERE YOU STAND I have problems saying what's inside of me specially when it counts the most.
u. Knowing what is best and yet doing the exact opposite. Lahat naman ata ganito eh...
v. Bracing yourself for the worst kind of pain... & still hurting so much. Me, I try not to invest too much emotion coz I know it would kill me in the end
w. Loving someone too much and learning to love the pain that goes with it... that even if you learned to let go of the person... you still go on missing the pain you once felt (and there it goes... you fall again)
x. Denying to yourself that you're falling... then finally you realize that indeed you have fallen when it's too damn late and you cant get out So...
y. Being with someone else when the right one comes along (oooh its sad to belong...) ???
z. Knowing deep inside that you love someone yet you can't say it out loud