hey! merry christmas everyone =) love you all and thank you for being such wonderful friends. i would've not survived the year if it wasnt for this blog, the people who read and comment, and those who prayed for me. you all are in my heart and in my prayers. i am looking forward to 2006 and i know that the coming year will still be full of challenges but that it will only make us all better people.

a few months back, i was so looking forward to this christmas coz it would've been the first with someone new and wonderful. it was very tragic and sad. it would've been different and a lot happier but i know that there are things that we just can't control. i learned a lot and by sharing, i hope that you guys did pick up a thing or two. it's very hard and some people may not understand the loss that i feel but that's ok with me.

christmas is not only the time to remember our loved ones through gifts and greetings. it is a very special time of the year because we are celebrating the birth of our lord. i hope that in our hearts, we'll remember that always. we may not receive what we really want this christmas but what's important is we have Jesus in our hearts. let's all celebrate that wonderful gift...the gift of love from God.

to my little angel, i will forever be thankful to HIM for giving me the chance to have you even for a very short period of time. i know you'll be having the best christmas because you're actually there with HIM. tell HIM that i love HIM...very very much. love you too angel!!! i really miss you and i still wish that you're here with me.

hi everyone. i've been rather busy the past two weeks. we joined the "deck the halls" contest at work and me and marvie were in charge over-all. we stayed almost everyday after work to finish up decorating. it's nice. i like it. for the first time, nageffort kami magdecorate. last saturday was sykes christmas party. i had fun! sayang lang nde ako nanalo. the grand prize was a brand new car! honda jazz. sayang noh? bart won iPod nano. sana lang bigay nya sa kin hahaha but i have an iPod mini na. pero taos puso kong tatanggapin kung ibibigay nya sa kin =)

what else? greet and pray for my angel =) today's supposed to be his/her birthday. sayang noh, sana andito na sya ngayon but i know my angel's in very good hands right now and alam ko favorite na apo din sya ni daddy ni mama shala =)

it feels good to hear and see friends too. we met up with bing last week and nelson the other night. and i have another balikbayan friend who will be married on january 10. galing noh?

eto pa...last sunday, may tumawag daw sa bahay namin. sossy daw ang boses at hinahanap ako pero ayaw magbigay ng name. sa totoo lang, akala ko si mama shala yun! as in nde ako umalis ng bahay the next day naghihintay ng tawag. langya...si mckx bading pala! namiss ko din ang lola nyo (na umuwi kasama ang boypren na arabo) pero di ba...it would've been really really nice kung si mama shala yun (i miss you mamu!)

in case nde ako maka-bati MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

hehehe im such a bad friend. i used to have this little crush on one of my barkada. that's like 9 or 10 years ago. every now and then i'd see him in barkada parties and recently, if i go to my officemate's house i'd call him (he lives in the same village). his ex and current girlfriend are from our barkada too. so where am i going here? ala lang. yesterday we went to the wake of our friend's dad. "we" as in me and him. it was nice. i was again reminded why i had a crush on him before. he's ever so nice, such a gentleman, and painfully funny. plus he's cute in a jason zamora (maneuvres hello!) sort of way. man i sound so silly. i know! i know! i know! imagine walking in the rain with someone assisting you not to get into puddles, wiping the rain off your shirt, telling you "gulo ng hair mo" then actually fix it, offering his jacket because you're so stupid you left yours in the office and actually feeling the warmth and comfort (plus the nice smell) of his jacket. i know! i know! i know!

wala lang...gusto ko lang kiligin =)

hi bart =)

btw, nelson called. it was so nice to hear from him again. i think we'll meet next week. really looking forward to that.

nelson's home! i haven't seen him but i know he' already here. i am so looking forward to seeing him anytime soon.

btw, we at the office are a little emotional right now. ok fine...nagdradrama. if you will visit macromedia.com, you'll notice that they changed the logo now to adobe's logo and nakalagay dun "formerly macromedia." shet. papatayin na nila macromedia. grabe. eventually, mawawala na sya at nde na kilala ng mga tao. sad.

hayun lang...december. dapat...manganganak na ko...shit.

last nov 19, we went to bagac, bataan (my macromedia family). we had fun, fun, fun!!! click on the links below to see my kodak albums =)


http://www.kodakgallery.com/I.jsp?c=15yt86cr.el8ramf&x=1&y=-xmgkks
http://www.kodakgallery.com/I.jsp?c=15yt86cr.7zdhosn&x=1&y=-i0g84o
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http://www.kodakgallery.com/I.jsp?c=15yt86cr.t20fpd3&x=1&y=2eml79
http://www.kodakgallery.com/I.jsp?c=15yt86cr.a6jwcvr&x=1&y=-7uddfc
http://www.kodakgallery.com/I.jsp?c=15yt86cr.181mj4hz&x=1&y=-9g75wy


on other news, sabi ko nga eh...i love the book more (harry potter 4). for those who did not read the book, it was a very good movie but for those who read the books, its nice but a bit boring. i know...that's normal and you're not to expect anything more kasi they did their best to make the movie. astig pa rin.

later, we're watching the exorcism of emily rose...

tagal kong nde nagblog noh? dami kasi ginagawa sa office lately. wala na tuloy akong makwento. next time na lang.