hey! merry christmas everyone =) love you all and thank you for being such wonderful friends. i would've not survived the year if it wasnt for this blog, the people who read and comment, and those who prayed for me. you all are in my heart and in my prayers. i am looking forward to 2006 and i know that the coming year will still be full of challenges but that it will only make us all better people.

a few months back, i was so looking forward to this christmas coz it would've been the first with someone new and wonderful. it was very tragic and sad. it would've been different and a lot happier but i know that there are things that we just can't control. i learned a lot and by sharing, i hope that you guys did pick up a thing or two. it's very hard and some people may not understand the loss that i feel but that's ok with me.

christmas is not only the time to remember our loved ones through gifts and greetings. it is a very special time of the year because we are celebrating the birth of our lord. i hope that in our hearts, we'll remember that always. we may not receive what we really want this christmas but what's important is we have Jesus in our hearts. let's all celebrate that wonderful gift...the gift of love from God.

to my little angel, i will forever be thankful to HIM for giving me the chance to have you even for a very short period of time. i know you'll be having the best christmas because you're actually there with HIM. tell HIM that i love HIM...very very much. love you too angel!!! i really miss you and i still wish that you're here with me.