hi everyone. while almost all my friends are out, i am here in the office getting ready for work. its only 8:30 in the evening and my shift actually starts at 12midnight. bart dropped me off after dinner with ryan (yes he's here na!), his future wife (who is really nice and pretty - swerte ng lolo mo!), and loi (carlo villarama) who they got as their wedding coordinator.

we went to loi's place first to meet them then off to crown (a.k.a holiday inn formerly known as manila galleria suites) to check out the place. they liked the grand ballroom and was really surprised to find out that their rates are actually lower than gazebo, fernwood, etc. i know there are more hotels or restos to choose from but they only have limited time here in manila to scout for their reception. their parents suggested christ the king church and i do hope that the date they want is still available. man...i think i am more excited that they are well, nde naman siguro. sila ikakasal eh. it's just nice to look around.

and of course there's this big usual question "kayo, kelan kayo ikakasal?" honestly...i dont think about it anymore. when i got pregnant, we almost did. he asked (i feel like out of duty) and i said no (because i feel its not proper). it may be one of the reasons why i was so stressed out and chuva. i dont know. it was all too weird for me. basta. it was all too weird that it didn't feel right...

anyways....

i got in the office around 7:30pm. since my shift starts at 12, i texted my friend penny who invited me for coffee earlier (i initially said no because i had plans). it's her birthday tomorrow, november 1, so why not. time to catch up with her. i missed our daily exchange of emails when she was in the states. chatted for almost two hours then our other friends joined us. it was of course such a lively evening. jacky, hershey, tupie, preck, pepo, and yzzy...we had a great time as usual.

weird. my girlfriends and i...we've known each other since we were kids. as in gradeschool but til know, we still love each other dearly. if only relationships with men can be that way, everybody will be happy. at least i know i will. there's love, honesty, loyalty, understanding, support for each other, and respect.

we can only wish.

wazzap!!! boredness. sana october 28 na kasi someone special is coming! =)

last week, may nareceive akong kakatawang text na pinadala ko din sa mga friends ko. naku. lahat puro sobrang gulat at anu-ano pang reaction. kasi ganito yun

Guess who's 2 months on the way?....si Santa! Merry Christmas in advance

kasi nde tinapos yung text. nde sila nag-scroll down. promise. tawa talaga ako ng tawa sa kanila. next time promise. promise talaga...akin na lang yun!!!

they blocked blogger and all domains of blogspot at work. hey...there's proxy and we still have mac G5's outside of the firewall so there =)

ganun na ba kadami nagblo-blog at nahihirapan na sila sa network namin or gusto lang talaga nila na nde kami masaya?

hay nde ako natuloy sa dentist last friday coz puyat ako and nde pwede mabunutan. i went back early this morning to finally have my tooth extracted (yes shala pareho talaga tayo, nde kaya ng powers ko ang root canal). akala ko makakatakas na ko sa dentist kong mahilig talagang mag-save ng ngipin. sabi ko bunot na! sabi nya, kung sure na. sabi ko oo.

sabay pasok na kami sa hightech na clinic. i always get impressed sa mga thingys ng mga dentist. pinakita nya sa kin sa TV kung ano itsura ng ngipin ko. sabi nya "tignan mo, buong-buo pa yung ngipin mo. nasira lang yung tanggal na na filling before." sabi ko bunot na para tapos na at nde ko talaga kaya ata ang root canal. i never experienced that pero accd to a lot of people masakit sya. 2 lang ata nagsabing nde. ay 3 pala kasama yung dentist ko. sabi nya since ayaw ko talaga, gagawin na lang nya yung new thing sa pagtreat ng ganung case. semi-root canal kung baga. promise nde masakit yung ginawa pero after...anakng! nun ko lang na-experience ang ganung sakit sa ngipin. may pagka-hightech nga sya and na-save pa rin yung ngipin ko. naka-2 tig 500mg na gamot ako at 30minutes before naka-recover. feel ko high na ko kaya nakatulog ako. ibang klase! nde ako makakain. ang hirap matulog. ang hirap magsalita. i dont think i can go to work later =(

im on leave tomorrow. im having a tooth extracted. im not afraid of the dentist really except when the dentish insist that i have a root canal. i'd rather have it removed! i know it will create spaces between my very sensitive teeth but i'd rather have it removed than feel the pain of root canal.

i've been meaning to update my website and the release of dreamweaver 8 inspired me to do so. so many nice features! i love the xslt =) will update soon!

for the meantime...taba ko na noh?