hi everyone. while almost all my friends are out, i am here in the office getting ready for work. its only 8:30 in the evening and my shift actually starts at 12midnight. bart dropped me off after dinner with ryan (yes he's here na!), his future wife (who is really nice and pretty - swerte ng lolo mo!), and loi (carlo villarama) who they got as their wedding coordinator.

we went to loi's place first to meet them then off to crown (a.k.a holiday inn formerly known as manila galleria suites) to check out the place. they liked the grand ballroom and was really surprised to find out that their rates are actually lower than gazebo, fernwood, etc. i know there are more hotels or restos to choose from but they only have limited time here in manila to scout for their reception. their parents suggested christ the king church and i do hope that the date they want is still available. man...i think i am more excited that they are well, nde naman siguro. sila ikakasal eh. it's just nice to look around.

and of course there's this big usual question "kayo, kelan kayo ikakasal?" honestly...i dont think about it anymore. when i got pregnant, we almost did. he asked (i feel like out of duty) and i said no (because i feel its not proper). it may be one of the reasons why i was so stressed out and chuva. i dont know. it was all too weird for me. basta. it was all too weird that it didn't feel right...

anyways....

i got in the office around 7:30pm. since my shift starts at 12, i texted my friend penny who invited me for coffee earlier (i initially said no because i had plans). it's her birthday tomorrow, november 1, so why not. time to catch up with her. i missed our daily exchange of emails when she was in the states. chatted for almost two hours then our other friends joined us. it was of course such a lively evening. jacky, hershey, tupie, preck, pepo, and yzzy...we had a great time as usual.

weird. my girlfriends and i...we've known each other since we were kids. as in gradeschool but til know, we still love each other dearly. if only relationships with men can be that way, everybody will be happy. at least i know i will. there's love, honesty, loyalty, understanding, support for each other, and respect.

we can only wish.