have you ever had this feeling where you really want to shout, curse, and say all the bad things you could possibly say to someone but you just can't because you're not just that type of person?
that's exactly how i feel right now. thank you to the geniuses of blogger there's an outlet for me to let out all this bull.
sometimes, im just so effin tired of listening to all these crap and make believe. i really need to wake up, embrace the truth, and live with it.
btw, there's this cheap-o of a person that i really hate who texted "how do you get this number?" dear you mean to say "how did you get this number?" and "where do you leave?" no deary, its "where do you live?"...but then again i was told "feeling mo kasi ang galing mo eh" damn. obnoxious.
people, we are not good enough. we will never be good enough but its not for us to say it, only our creator have the right to say that. get it? deal with it.
28.3.05
why no updates?
we had work last week but i did not go to work wednesday and thursday. i was sick and could hardly talk. bart and i were supposed to visit 14 churches for visita iglesia but on the 4th church, i had to ask him to go back home coz i wasn't really feeling well. then last saturday, we went used-car hunting. and there i saw my love...
happy easter everyone!
we had work last week but i did not go to work wednesday and thursday. i was sick and could hardly talk. bart and i were supposed to visit 14 churches for visita iglesia but on the 4th church, i had to ask him to go back home coz i wasn't really feeling well. then last saturday, we went used-car hunting. and there i saw my love...
happy easter everyone!
11.3.05
would just like to share this with my lady friends...was written by Audrey Hepbrun, who was asked to share beauty tips.
For attractive lips,
speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes,
seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure,
share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child
run his or her fingers through it
once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge
that you never walk alone.
People, even more than things,
have to be restored, revived,
reclaimed and redeemed;
never throw out anyone.
Remember, if you ever need
a helping hand, you'll find them
at the end of each of your arms.
As you grow older, you will discover
that you have two hands,
one for helping yourself,
the other for helping others.
The beauty of a woman
is not in the clothes she wears,
the figure that she carries,
or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen
in her eyes, because that is
the doorway to her heart,
the place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman
is not in a facial mode,
but the true beauty in a woman
is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives,
the passion that she shows.
The beauty of a woman grows with the passing years.
madalas napaguusapan kasi namin dito sa office naming 5 girls sa team na kung kami ba papipiliin mas gugustuhin ba namin maging maganda or matalino? kasi mahihilig kami manlait. i know its bad pero we sometimes laugh at those who looks beautiful on the outside but has nothing else to offer. yung tipong "tignan mo na lang, wag mo pagsalitain" you dont have to be smart as in IQ of 150 or higher but at least be street-smart or have some sense. then naisip namin, pag naglalakad ka ba napapansin ang talino? di ba ganda naman? naisip ko din, if you're smart you can carry yourself very well. o di ba? iba talaga...ika nga namin ni shala "DYOSA TAYO NG KAGANDAHAN" true friends hehehe
For attractive lips,
speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes,
seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure,
share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child
run his or her fingers through it
once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge
that you never walk alone.
People, even more than things,
have to be restored, revived,
reclaimed and redeemed;
never throw out anyone.
Remember, if you ever need
a helping hand, you'll find them
at the end of each of your arms.
As you grow older, you will discover
that you have two hands,
one for helping yourself,
the other for helping others.
The beauty of a woman
is not in the clothes she wears,
the figure that she carries,
or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen
in her eyes, because that is
the doorway to her heart,
the place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman
is not in a facial mode,
but the true beauty in a woman
is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives,
the passion that she shows.
The beauty of a woman grows with the passing years.
madalas napaguusapan kasi namin dito sa office naming 5 girls sa team na kung kami ba papipiliin mas gugustuhin ba namin maging maganda or matalino? kasi mahihilig kami manlait. i know its bad pero we sometimes laugh at those who looks beautiful on the outside but has nothing else to offer. yung tipong "tignan mo na lang, wag mo pagsalitain" you dont have to be smart as in IQ of 150 or higher but at least be street-smart or have some sense. then naisip namin, pag naglalakad ka ba napapansin ang talino? di ba ganda naman? naisip ko din, if you're smart you can carry yourself very well. o di ba? iba talaga...ika nga namin ni shala "DYOSA TAYO NG KAGANDAHAN" true friends hehehe
7.3.05
natatawa ako...last night nagdinner kami ni bart sa congo grille near abs-cbn. the usual, dami namin nakain. we ordered 4 rice, molo soup, kinilaw na tanigue, grilled pusit, and chicken sisig. nauna sya natapos sa kin. was still finishing up the pusit nung sinabi nya "may kwento ko sayo kaso mamya na pagkakain mo baka mawalan ka ng gana" naku i know yung mga start na ganun so minadali ko kumain (kala nyo tinigil ko noh hahaha) tapos hayun...ganito yun eh
bart: guess kung sino tumawag kaninang umaga?
joy: crispy?
bart: yup. bat alam mo agad na sya?
joy: wala lang feel ko. kung ibang chick naman yun nde mo sasabihin eh
bart: loka
joy: kamusta na daw sya?
bart: wala nangangamusta lang
joy: di kinilig ka na naman? hehehe
bart: nde noh!
you see, crispy (lourdes talaga name nya pero nickname nya crispy or py) was bart's girlfriend for 5 years (i think). naging sila nung college sila sa UST mga 10 years ago. i know the what happened kung bakit sila naghiwalay and kung anu pa. kala ni bart magseselos ako. im really past that stage. before when we were starting out nagseselos ako or medyo naiiba yung mood pag medyo napupunta dun yung usapan namin but then nasabi ko naman sa sarili ko na wala pa ako sa buhay nya nun so its ok plus he's secured me many times of what i am in his life now. i often ask him "what if balikan ka nya" he would say na that would never happen because py is happy with her life now and he's found me (awwwww). he gets to talk to her like once or twice a year which is totally fine with me. pretty yun kaya nga lagi ko sya tinatanong bakit ako eh ganda nun ni py. why not look for someone as pretty. syempre sasagot na naman sya ng something pa-sweet =) kinuwento nya yung mga napagusapan nila over the phone and so i asked din why napatawag. sabi nya, nakita daw kasi kami ni py nagdridrive along e.rod. months ago nahiya lang daw sya kaway baka pagawayan pa namin. actually nde naman namin pagaawayan yun. i've been wanting to meet or see her personally. i've heard so much about her from bart and his friends nung nde pa kami and i've always wondered kung yung mga dahilan nga ba why they parted ways eh yun lang talaga. i know she's a good person. one of these days nga makadalaw sa UST para mameet sya hehehe JOKE. sinisermunan nga daw ni py si bart and sabi nya that she should talk to me para pagsabihan bakit ko pinagtitiisan si bart hehehe at syempre ang lolo bart confident sinabi kay py "nung nakita mo ko, nanghinayang ka noh?" natawa ko pramis. its nice that these things napagtatawanan na lang namin. towards the end of their conversation namention na din ni py na soon she'll marry her boyfriend, the guy na pinagpalit nya kay bart =) niloloko ko si bart. i told him wala ata silang closure ng ex nya. he asked like what i meant by that. sabi ko kasi parang sa kwento nya before pa, nde sila formally naghiwalay. py just called him after yung issue nila and sinabi na sila pa rin but never nagparamdam. tumawag na lang ulit after a couple of months para sabihin na happy na sya with her new boyfriend. sabi ko "oh my gawd. isa akong kirida! 3 years na akong kirida!" kasi nga di ba nde naman formal talaga paghihiwalay nila. tawa lang kami ng tawa. it actually feels good to talk about those things knowing that it's not something that will affect us or what we have right now. it was a good night in deed. we spent 4 hours driving around manila then qc then back to manila just talking about life in general...what we have achieved, what we are right now and our future goals. funny. we always included each other in our plans, he always makes it to a point to tell me of my significance in all his plans and all those stuff.
bart: guess kung sino tumawag kaninang umaga?
joy: crispy?
bart: yup. bat alam mo agad na sya?
joy: wala lang feel ko. kung ibang chick naman yun nde mo sasabihin eh
bart: loka
joy: kamusta na daw sya?
bart: wala nangangamusta lang
joy: di kinilig ka na naman? hehehe
bart: nde noh!
you see, crispy (lourdes talaga name nya pero nickname nya crispy or py) was bart's girlfriend for 5 years (i think). naging sila nung college sila sa UST mga 10 years ago. i know the what happened kung bakit sila naghiwalay and kung anu pa. kala ni bart magseselos ako. im really past that stage. before when we were starting out nagseselos ako or medyo naiiba yung mood pag medyo napupunta dun yung usapan namin but then nasabi ko naman sa sarili ko na wala pa ako sa buhay nya nun so its ok plus he's secured me many times of what i am in his life now. i often ask him "what if balikan ka nya" he would say na that would never happen because py is happy with her life now and he's found me (awwwww). he gets to talk to her like once or twice a year which is totally fine with me. pretty yun kaya nga lagi ko sya tinatanong bakit ako eh ganda nun ni py. why not look for someone as pretty. syempre sasagot na naman sya ng something pa-sweet =) kinuwento nya yung mga napagusapan nila over the phone and so i asked din why napatawag. sabi nya, nakita daw kasi kami ni py nagdridrive along e.rod. months ago nahiya lang daw sya kaway baka pagawayan pa namin. actually nde naman namin pagaawayan yun. i've been wanting to meet or see her personally. i've heard so much about her from bart and his friends nung nde pa kami and i've always wondered kung yung mga dahilan nga ba why they parted ways eh yun lang talaga. i know she's a good person. one of these days nga makadalaw sa UST para mameet sya hehehe JOKE. sinisermunan nga daw ni py si bart and sabi nya that she should talk to me para pagsabihan bakit ko pinagtitiisan si bart hehehe at syempre ang lolo bart confident sinabi kay py "nung nakita mo ko, nanghinayang ka noh?" natawa ko pramis. its nice that these things napagtatawanan na lang namin. towards the end of their conversation namention na din ni py na soon she'll marry her boyfriend, the guy na pinagpalit nya kay bart =) niloloko ko si bart. i told him wala ata silang closure ng ex nya. he asked like what i meant by that. sabi ko kasi parang sa kwento nya before pa, nde sila formally naghiwalay. py just called him after yung issue nila and sinabi na sila pa rin but never nagparamdam. tumawag na lang ulit after a couple of months para sabihin na happy na sya with her new boyfriend. sabi ko "oh my gawd. isa akong kirida! 3 years na akong kirida!" kasi nga di ba nde naman formal talaga paghihiwalay nila. tawa lang kami ng tawa. it actually feels good to talk about those things knowing that it's not something that will affect us or what we have right now. it was a good night in deed. we spent 4 hours driving around manila then qc then back to manila just talking about life in general...what we have achieved, what we are right now and our future goals. funny. we always included each other in our plans, he always makes it to a point to tell me of my significance in all his plans and all those stuff.
3.3.05
nagpagupit na naman ako. in two weeks, i had 3 hair cuts hahaha so you can just imagine how short my hair is now. wala lang, nagustuhan ko lang. 3 years naman ng mahaba yung hair ko so hayun. anyway its summer. pero kutod ko nanghihinayang ako. like 12inches nawala sa ulo ko. i feel so lightheaded!
bart is in cebu right now. he went there last monday and will be back tomorrow, friday evening. he's asking me to pick him up in the airport but i dont think i can coz of work. may pasalubong daw sya. i asked kung binilihan nya ko ng gitara...oo daw tatlo. oh noh. alam ko na ata kung anong gitara yun! baliw talaga yun (kaya ryan gusto mo ng danggit papadalahan kita)
nothing new. nde ko pa rin natatapos yung article ko and i f*&king promised my editor that i'll submit it tomorrow morning. screwed. i need to go see a doctor. i think i have CTS (carpal tunnel syndrome). its so painful and started last friday. i thought pagod lang pero nde eh. 1 week na ganun pa rin kasakit. its so hard to type, even click the mouse. i've been favoring my left hand since, turning ambidextrous. no, its not because of texting. i text using my right hand. overworked lang talaga right hand ko. kaines.
SHALA...thanks so much for the letter and card! nabasa ko na sya and i have 2 cards here waiting to be sent out =) sana mapadala ko na agad. kakaaliw noh?
IF YOU LOVE ME, IF YOU'RE A TRUE FRIEND YOU'RE GOING TO BUY ME A DOLL. NOT JUST ANY DOLL...I WANT THIS DOLL (which you can buy at LUTS) PLEASE! look how pretty they are...
bart is in cebu right now. he went there last monday and will be back tomorrow, friday evening. he's asking me to pick him up in the airport but i dont think i can coz of work. may pasalubong daw sya. i asked kung binilihan nya ko ng gitara...oo daw tatlo. oh noh. alam ko na ata kung anong gitara yun! baliw talaga yun (kaya ryan gusto mo ng danggit papadalahan kita)
nothing new. nde ko pa rin natatapos yung article ko and i f*&king promised my editor that i'll submit it tomorrow morning. screwed. i need to go see a doctor. i think i have CTS (carpal tunnel syndrome). its so painful and started last friday. i thought pagod lang pero nde eh. 1 week na ganun pa rin kasakit. its so hard to type, even click the mouse. i've been favoring my left hand since, turning ambidextrous. no, its not because of texting. i text using my right hand. overworked lang talaga right hand ko. kaines.
SHALA...thanks so much for the letter and card! nabasa ko na sya and i have 2 cards here waiting to be sent out =) sana mapadala ko na agad. kakaaliw noh?
IF YOU LOVE ME, IF YOU'RE A TRUE FRIEND YOU'RE GOING TO BUY ME A DOLL. NOT JUST ANY DOLL...I WANT THIS DOLL (which you can buy at LUTS) PLEASE! look how pretty they are...
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