natatawa ako...last night nagdinner kami ni bart sa congo grille near abs-cbn. the usual, dami namin nakain. we ordered 4 rice, molo soup, kinilaw na tanigue, grilled pusit, and chicken sisig. nauna sya natapos sa kin. was still finishing up the pusit nung sinabi nya "may kwento ko sayo kaso mamya na pagkakain mo baka mawalan ka ng gana" naku i know yung mga start na ganun so minadali ko kumain (kala nyo tinigil ko noh hahaha) tapos hayun...ganito yun eh

bart: guess kung sino tumawag kaninang umaga?
joy: crispy?
bart: yup. bat alam mo agad na sya?
joy: wala lang feel ko. kung ibang chick naman yun nde mo sasabihin eh
bart: loka
joy: kamusta na daw sya?
bart: wala nangangamusta lang
joy: di kinilig ka na naman? hehehe
bart: nde noh!

you see, crispy (lourdes talaga name nya pero nickname nya crispy or py) was bart's girlfriend for 5 years (i think). naging sila nung college sila sa UST mga 10 years ago. i know the what happened kung bakit sila naghiwalay and kung anu pa. kala ni bart magseselos ako. im really past that stage. before when we were starting out nagseselos ako or medyo naiiba yung mood pag medyo napupunta dun yung usapan namin but then nasabi ko naman sa sarili ko na wala pa ako sa buhay nya nun so its ok plus he's secured me many times of what i am in his life now. i often ask him "what if balikan ka nya" he would say na that would never happen because py is happy with her life now and he's found me (awwwww). he gets to talk to her like once or twice a year which is totally fine with me. pretty yun kaya nga lagi ko sya tinatanong bakit ako eh ganda nun ni py. why not look for someone as pretty. syempre sasagot na naman sya ng something pa-sweet =) kinuwento nya yung mga napagusapan nila over the phone and so i asked din why napatawag. sabi nya, nakita daw kasi kami ni py nagdridrive along e.rod. months ago nahiya lang daw sya kaway baka pagawayan pa namin. actually nde naman namin pagaawayan yun. i've been wanting to meet or see her personally. i've heard so much about her from bart and his friends nung nde pa kami and i've always wondered kung yung mga dahilan nga ba why they parted ways eh yun lang talaga. i know she's a good person. one of these days nga makadalaw sa UST para mameet sya hehehe JOKE. sinisermunan nga daw ni py si bart and sabi nya that she should talk to me para pagsabihan bakit ko pinagtitiisan si bart hehehe at syempre ang lolo bart confident sinabi kay py "nung nakita mo ko, nanghinayang ka noh?" natawa ko pramis. its nice that these things napagtatawanan na lang namin. towards the end of their conversation namention na din ni py na soon she'll marry her boyfriend, the guy na pinagpalit nya kay bart =) niloloko ko si bart. i told him wala ata silang closure ng ex nya. he asked like what i meant by that. sabi ko kasi parang sa kwento nya before pa, nde sila formally naghiwalay. py just called him after yung issue nila and sinabi na sila pa rin but never nagparamdam. tumawag na lang ulit after a couple of months para sabihin na happy na sya with her new boyfriend. sabi ko "oh my gawd. isa akong kirida! 3 years na akong kirida!" kasi nga di ba nde naman formal talaga paghihiwalay nila. tawa lang kami ng tawa. it actually feels good to talk about those things knowing that it's not something that will affect us or what we have right now. it was a good night in deed. we spent 4 hours driving around manila then qc then back to manila just talking about life in general...what we have achieved, what we are right now and our future goals. funny. we always included each other in our plans, he always makes it to a point to tell me of my significance in all his plans and all those stuff.