friends are useless specially if your name is marlon hahaha trying my very best to understand mac os then i came across the terms "jaguar" and "panther" so i asked my friend marlon, who's also part of the team, the basic difference. i understand from apple's website that their both OS X. so he gave me a link to check out. so then i opened this site to read more about it. then he gave me another link to check. POTAH PATAWA DI BAH! he's lucky cubicles separates us or else...



anyhooo...hellish night. that's all i can say. hellish.



i have to go to the other building to have my picture take (for our IDs) inconvenient but we dont really have a choice. haaaaaaay.

goodness i just woke up. instead of eating during my lunch break (3am here), i slept. i actually overslept hehehe extended my break til 4:10am. my officemates have their sleeping bag and i slept on a chair! next week, im bring my pillow-that-when-u-unzip-becomes-a-blanket and will use that so i can sllep on the floor and stretch out. enough about sleeping...



i need to give this site a new do. i mean, hello im with macromedia now and i must be able to put into practice the things i learn here and use the tools that we have. and my software copies are now legal hehehe but i'll still use pink as my color theme (you've just gotta to love me ryan!)



oh btw, im using this cutie little aluminum flask. very sossy sigg. bart also have one like this. one bad/maniac guy gave it to us when we picked him up at the airport. number one hosto of singapore hahaha

ok now i do understand how freehand works. it's similar to corel. and i like it. out by 8am and will go over to bart's place to visit baby soda (and bart of course) i dont feel sleepy but i can tell my eyes are really puffy. i had a good day sleep (doesnt sound nice) yesterday coz my father allowed me to sleep in their room (the only room that has aircon) if it wasnt for my brotherm, who nonchalantly knocked on the door just to ask me if im eating dinner later on that night, i would've slept 9 hours straight.



bought st. ives cucumber and mint facial cream that helps relax your face, specially the eyes. once you apply it, you’ll immediately feel the cool-relaxing effect. got their body wash too. im really bad when it comes to buying clothes and toiletries. i have this tendency of buying everything i need in just one store and one brand too. but it’s ok. ive always been a loyal consumer of st. ives’ products. they now have apricot scrub with whitening. hmmn…hair treatment cream, body wash and facial cream = Php 500. goodness! was supposed to buy “the alchemist” and some books by murakami but they’re so expensive!!! Oh well….



bing! me needs to talk to you.



and oh...i got frisbee and shirt of macromedia dreamweaver. nice!

ok its 4:30am and im wide awake working. i've got a week and a half to master freehand then i'll go live on email support. two weeks after i go live on email, i'll be answering calls then. and oh...did i mentioned i dont know anything about MAC OS? i have to master that too. goodness. information overload. a teammate was king enough to help me go through the basics in OS X. eeekkk. im still waiting for my MAC.



apple and pear helps keep me awake. i dont drink coffee that much. and im now taking vit C. wow. bait ko ah. miss nyo na ko? si ryan bad...u wait kid pag magaling na ko sa products namin...



i like it here. it's nice.

i love meeting new people as there's always an opportunity for me to learn things from them. Spent five days with a new group but in that short period of time, i learned a lot about friendship and relationships. a 30yr old guy married with two kids but he and his wife are living separately. yes they still see each other, he gets still gets to sleep in their house but they have ended their "relationship". weird set-up but he says it's actually good for them. when i asked why, he told me that things became too serious. friendship was no longer there and in a way they've lost their identities. they are now in this stage where they are trying to rediscover themselves and rebuilding the friendship that they lost. i asked him if he wants to get back with his wife and he simply answered "thinking things through." I can tell he still loves her but i guess they're both not yes ready.



that's just on of the people i met and became friends with. he reminded me so much of my officemates from Ulead who taught me a lot on how men thinks, how they view relationships, and when to give up. one thing in particular that they all mentioned was if a guy really is in-love and serious about this girl, for sure he'll end his days of pang-bababae. titigilan na ang pangka-career ng kung sinu-sino. eh pano kung ganun yung partner mo? does it mean that you have to give up on him? some would say yes while others would disagree. i would say yes. if i continuously see evidence of him being unfaithful, more that usually friendly to other girls...i'd have to say goodbye. i dont want to wait for the time when i overly hate him because of that.



so next question is...how do you say goodbye?