oblivious. when in trouble or when you need someone to talk to, who do you usually go to? me, my friends. they do not really need to know what’s wrong…i just need their sarcasm to remind me that everything will be ok and that life will go on just as fate wants it to. hearing them laugh, rant, insult other people actually makes me feel good. it’s not that often that we see each other but when we do meet, riot. it’s not necessary for everybody to be present…i just need the company of those i’m closest to. phone call is fine. text will do. dinner, lunch or coffee with them is the best. i don’t know what wrong with me but i feel like running to my friends right now. i don’t know…i really don’t know. i guess it’s one of those days when female hormones have control over my brain, as in flooding it with emotional chuva. i’m just too damn emotional. stressful. i haven’t had a decent meal since monday. i know it’s bad but my stomach would just reject anything that goes in it. smoke, yes please...hand me marlboro lights. heartbeat, loud and fast.