La lang...Sugar Free mall show tomorrow. ME GONNA WATCH =)
smile with my my love
dance with me or watch the stars
never turn your back against me...
don't ever keep secrets from me
30.1.03
HAAAAAAAA FRIDAY and sweldo. Dadaan na naman money sa kamay ko haaaay...I have two interviews next week (ortigas yey!!!) and goodtiming coz our boss is in Taiwan (headquarters) buti pa sila holiday (Happy new year my chinese friends!!!) two weeks din yun ha. I wanna go to Ongpin and eat fried wanton...me want fried wanton...but I can't coz I have a bad case of tooth ache. Was happily eating fried chicken colon (isaw) tapos bigla kong napasama ng kagat OUCH tinamaan yung molar ko na nde ko pa nababalik sa dentist.
29.1.03
I've been a bad girl...so? Our network was down so as usual I wasn't doing anything. Tired of playing Snood, I decided to call my friend but he's busy talking to some girl on the other line so of course our conversation was cut short (he made it obvious that he has no intention or what so ever to end the other conversation anyway) unless I wait for an hour or so. Sat beside our admin begging for free food (lots of chi-cha's inside her pedestal) and on top of her desk was this notebook with our names, SS numbers, TIN, and SALARY. Eh syempre tempting! Then she left pa her table. GAWD!!! I wish I was getting Father Veni or Fe's salary. Yun lang...wish...wish
Hey if I were to wish for something that would be for **** ******* **** ** **** ******** **** ** *********!!! JERK!!! It's for me to know and for your to find out hahaha
Hey if I were to wish for something that would be for **** ******* **** ** **** ******** **** ** *********!!! JERK!!! It's for me to know and for your to find out hahaha
Fine...I guess totoo yung sinasabi nila na pag super saya ka sa umaga, bagtrip ka na maya-maya.
badtrip mode=on
simangot=on
fast heartbeat=on
i hope that we could spend more time together
a few hours better than never
if we could only make it longer
a whole day would be fine
a whole day would be fine
a whole day would be fineeeeeeee
don't tell your girlfriend about me
coz your girlfriend wont like girls like me
don't tell your girlfriend about me
so you just hold me...hold me...
oh it's sad to belong to someone else
when the right one comes along
badtrip mode=on
simangot=on
fast heartbeat=on
i hope that we could spend more time together
a few hours better than never
if we could only make it longer
a whole day would be fine
a whole day would be fine
a whole day would be fineeeeeeee
don't tell your girlfriend about me
coz your girlfriend wont like girls like me
don't tell your girlfriend about me
so you just hold me...hold me...
oh it's sad to belong to someone else
when the right one comes along
***What's a meantime girl?***
She's the one you call when you're bored because she makes you laugh. She's the one you talk to when you're feeling down because she's willing to lend an ear and be a friend. She's not the one you call when you need a date to your company's Christmas party, or to go dancing with on a Saturday night.
She's the one you spend time with between girlfriends, before you find "The One". You know, the one who you keep around in the meantime. She's not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you don't look at her as a
"real" woman, either. She's not bitchy enough, moody enough, or sexy enough to be seen in that light.
She's too laid-back, too easily amused by the same things your male buddies are amused by. She's too understanding, too comfortable ? she doesn't make you feel nervous or excited the way a "real" woman does. But she's cool, and nice, and funny, and attractive enough that when you're lonely or horny and need intimate female companionship, she'll do just fine.
You don't have to wine and dine her because she knows the real you already,and you don't have any facades to keep up, no pretenses to preserve.You're not trying to get anything of substance out of her. She's not
easy, but you know that she cares about you and is attracted to you, and that she'll give you the intimacy you need. And you know you don't have to explain yourself or the situation, that she'll be able to cope with the fact that this isn't the beginning of a relationship or that there's any possibility that you have any real romantic feelings for her. It won't bother her that you'll get up in the morning, put on your pants, say goodbye, and go on a date with the woman you've been mooning over for weeks who finally agreed to go out with you. She'll settle for a goodbye hug and a promise to call her and tell her how the date went. She's just so cool...
. . . why can't all women be like that?!
But deep down, if you really think about it (which you probably don't because to you, the situation between the two of you isn't important enough to merit any real thought), you know that it's really not fair. You know that although she would never say it, it hurts her to know that despite all her good points and all the fun you two have, you don't think she's good enough to spend any real time with. Sure, it's mostly her fault, because she doesn't have to give in to your needs ? she could play the hard-to-get bitch like the rest of them do, if she really wanted to. But you and she both know that she probably couldn't pull it off. Maybe she's too short, or a little overweight, or has a big birthmark on her forehead, or works at Taco Bell. Whatever the reason, somehow life has given her a lot of really great qualities but has left out the ones that men want (or think they want) in a woman. So she remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast companion, the secret lover, and you go on searching for your goddess who will somehow be everything you ever wanted in a woman.
You'll joke to her that she should be the best man at your wedding, and she'll laugh and make a joke about a smelly rental tux. She doesn't captivate you with her beauty, or open doors with her smile. Mainly she blends in with the crowd. She's safe. She doesn't want to be the center of attention and turn the heads of everyone in the room. But she wants to turn someone's head. She wants to be special to someone, too. We all do.
She has feelings. She has a heart. In fact, she probably has a bigger and better heart than any woman you've ever known because she's had a front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes you anyway. She
obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you because although you've given her nothing, absolutely no reason to still be around, she is.
Anyway, yeah. I'm a Meantime Girl. Been one more times than I care to admit. I don't know the reason, really, and at this point I don't even care. I just want to let every guy know who's ever had the good fortune to have
a Meantime Girl that we may be a lot of fun, but we cry, too. A lot. And someday we won't be around.
Ooohhhh...wala tayong magagawa meron talagang mga lalaki na alam mo na...ganyan magtreat ng girl. Nakakainis noh. Hindi nila napapansin na importante sila sayo. Laging nakakatakot na what if they find someone better...iiwan ka na lang ng basta-basta tsk tsk tsk
Ooohhhh...sorry my dear if I've been catching Z's when I'm with you
She's the one you call when you're bored because she makes you laugh. She's the one you talk to when you're feeling down because she's willing to lend an ear and be a friend. She's not the one you call when you need a date to your company's Christmas party, or to go dancing with on a Saturday night.
She's the one you spend time with between girlfriends, before you find "The One". You know, the one who you keep around in the meantime. She's not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you don't look at her as a
"real" woman, either. She's not bitchy enough, moody enough, or sexy enough to be seen in that light.
She's too laid-back, too easily amused by the same things your male buddies are amused by. She's too understanding, too comfortable ? she doesn't make you feel nervous or excited the way a "real" woman does. But she's cool, and nice, and funny, and attractive enough that when you're lonely or horny and need intimate female companionship, she'll do just fine.
You don't have to wine and dine her because she knows the real you already,and you don't have any facades to keep up, no pretenses to preserve.You're not trying to get anything of substance out of her. She's not
easy, but you know that she cares about you and is attracted to you, and that she'll give you the intimacy you need. And you know you don't have to explain yourself or the situation, that she'll be able to cope with the fact that this isn't the beginning of a relationship or that there's any possibility that you have any real romantic feelings for her. It won't bother her that you'll get up in the morning, put on your pants, say goodbye, and go on a date with the woman you've been mooning over for weeks who finally agreed to go out with you. She'll settle for a goodbye hug and a promise to call her and tell her how the date went. She's just so cool...
. . . why can't all women be like that?!
But deep down, if you really think about it (which you probably don't because to you, the situation between the two of you isn't important enough to merit any real thought), you know that it's really not fair. You know that although she would never say it, it hurts her to know that despite all her good points and all the fun you two have, you don't think she's good enough to spend any real time with. Sure, it's mostly her fault, because she doesn't have to give in to your needs ? she could play the hard-to-get bitch like the rest of them do, if she really wanted to. But you and she both know that she probably couldn't pull it off. Maybe she's too short, or a little overweight, or has a big birthmark on her forehead, or works at Taco Bell. Whatever the reason, somehow life has given her a lot of really great qualities but has left out the ones that men want (or think they want) in a woman. So she remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast companion, the secret lover, and you go on searching for your goddess who will somehow be everything you ever wanted in a woman.
You'll joke to her that she should be the best man at your wedding, and she'll laugh and make a joke about a smelly rental tux. She doesn't captivate you with her beauty, or open doors with her smile. Mainly she blends in with the crowd. She's safe. She doesn't want to be the center of attention and turn the heads of everyone in the room. But she wants to turn someone's head. She wants to be special to someone, too. We all do.
She has feelings. She has a heart. In fact, she probably has a bigger and better heart than any woman you've ever known because she's had a front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes you anyway. She
obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you because although you've given her nothing, absolutely no reason to still be around, she is.
Anyway, yeah. I'm a Meantime Girl. Been one more times than I care to admit. I don't know the reason, really, and at this point I don't even care. I just want to let every guy know who's ever had the good fortune to have
a Meantime Girl that we may be a lot of fun, but we cry, too. A lot. And someday we won't be around.
Ooohhhh...wala tayong magagawa meron talagang mga lalaki na alam mo na...ganyan magtreat ng girl. Nakakainis noh. Hindi nila napapansin na importante sila sayo. Laging nakakatakot na what if they find someone better...iiwan ka na lang ng basta-basta tsk tsk tsk
Ooohhhh...sorry my dear if I've been catching Z's when I'm with you
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